Well last night I tried to attain lucidity by just laying there. still. while my brain messed around. I "watched" my body fall asleep. Everybody part, in their turn would tingle and feel numb. Then it would itch. Then eventually I would have a desperate want to move that body part. Then it would twitch and become paralyzed, feeling as heavy as led.
Well I toughed out these tingles, and itches and irritations of deperate wants to move. That is until just about my entire body had fallen asleep. I could feel only a few body parts that still had a ways to go. There was a single spot at the top of my head that irritated me beyond belief. It pierced and poked and ached and cramped and made me want to quiver my lips and tighten my eyes. I kept thinking, "GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! tough it out, it will go away soon." but it lasted waaaaaaaay longer than the other irritations and I couldn't take it anymore. and eventually, my body woke and I curled up, really destressed because I was sooooooooo close.
There has GOT to be a way for me to get passed it. and why was it just that one spot that was the king of all irritations. What would you suggest? I'm going to try again tomorrow. But I need to find something, I doubt I'll be able to tough it out next time.
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