If you are giving up after having a single LD, you certainly need to reassess your goals.

Write down everything you want to accomplish in an LD. Not necessarily a single one, but a master list for future ones too. Flight, telekinesis, write it all down, priotitize. Figure out just what you'll be doing tonight.

After that, take a week off. Do RCs or not, your choice. You can either write them down or not, but at least try to recall your dreams. In a week, start back with full DJing and everything.

Happy Lucidity, my friend.