My sleep paralysis was quite possibly the scariest thing that ever happened to me. I am still freaked out till this day about it.
I could not move, my mind and heart were racing and it took me FOREVER to wake myself up.. well what felt like forever anyway. I was praying the 'Our Father .. I thought I was possessed!!
The worst part was that it was my very first time, and it went straight into a lucid dream. All of a sudden I was flying around my room!

Thinking back it would have been cool if I knew what was happening and tried to control it but I didnt even know what a lucid dream was until I googled it the next day.
I wont go into the dream but everything was very real and looked the same as reality EXCEPT it had a scary vibe to it.. almost like a horror movie vibe.
its a shame because now when I slip into that sleep paralysis(never trying) its always unpleasant. I think as soon as I feel that paralysis it triggers bad thoughts of being scared that I won't be able to wake up like the first time and it ruins the whole lucid dream part. The only euphoric feeling for me is flying but it feels like im trying to get away from something.
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