Wow,
That was a detailed diagnosis doctor, lol i suppose you could be right,
just as i'm wondering, how is it that if it is unconcious episode then why does it feel as if it were in real time and i have the choice to do what i want?

and what about the hand technique, when i felt myself going, i tried focusing on the line on my hand and sumtimes it helped me clear it up a little.

Thanks again