
Originally Posted by
smcmaho
That's exactly what I was trying to convey. Its almost like an adrenaline rush [which i absolutely love]. But no dream scape actually forms in front of my eyes. I feel like maybe I have stimulated a deep fascination with dreaming, that entering it consciously gets me too excited. Which doesn't lead to any progress. And I when i lay there for a long amount of time [an hour or so.] I feel that I have missed my window and I just lay on my side and go back to sleep. It seems that I can only actually enter "sleep" when my mind starts to wander.
And to the response above, I do feel an intense weight on my body while I'm in this state. It seems like my blanket has "3 folded it's own weight." It just seems that the hump is impossible to get over.
Also, I don't remember hearing sounds. But maybe ill try tonight and see what I can feel and hear. Maybe listening to instrumental music would help? I'm really not sure.
But for now I have to maintain doing Reality Checks and initiating a Lucid dream inside a regular dream. I've been doing this technique thats a version of a WILD but not at all at the same time:
I wake up after 6 hours of sleep. Stay awake for an hour, eating breakfast, reading the newspaper, checking my email, ect. Then I reflect in my dream journal for a while and then try to go back to sleep. Its like a WILD yet I induce the dream from inside, so its consider a DILD. No SP, no conscience initiation. But the thing is, when I wake, its easier to remember that I just feel asleep and that it is a dream. Its very unusual. Has anyone tried this before?
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