Thread: I don't want to...

Last night there were so many ridiculous things happening in my dream, i should of hit myself for not becoming lucid. I thought to myself and I wondered why. to me, it seemed as if i didn't want to become lucid - but I know I do, or else i wouldn't be here! is it because at that moment in my dream i didn't want to become lucid, or did i need to experience it? or is it something i couldn't get off my mind? i dunno

oh yeah, it was about a friend i haven't seen in a while, last time i saw him we had an argument - and in the dream i gave him a present.