For the past two nights i've been almost lucid but its been in and out of awake and asleep...really weird
Last night (more like this morning around 4 am) I had a SP spell....but it was really strange, it was kind of like I was in a dream and having in but also in real life. I struggled a lot at first, because I HATE the feeling. I finally controlled a SP last week and had a really cool lucid, but this morning it was really hard. I felt like I couldn't breath if I went with it, so if I fought it, atleast I could breath. As I lay there and struggled to control it, strange things happened...
For one, in real life I had just put my cat in her crate so she wouldn't dig and scratch at my carpet all night, but as I was lying there she was in my room, free, and I thought "oh she must of broke through the latch". I also sat up a few times and started singing, lol, but my boyfriend (who was actually sleeping next to me) said go abck to bed.....this kept going on for a while and one time I thought enough to say "reality check, reality check!" so i tried to do the nose plug but then I couldn't move again like in SP....ughh it was very annoying!!! Oh and when I woke up for reals, my cat was still in her crate and my boyfriend said he never said anyting......
SUGGESTIONS?????
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