I just can't seem to attain any sort of consciousness in my dreams. I have pretty good recall. I even remember dreams I've had months or even years ago spontaneously. I've tried a lot over the past few weeks, RCing faithfully, but whenever I get around to remembering my dreams, they are ephemeral and seemingly preordained. I never remember even having the choice to question reality in dreams, yet I do it so much while 'awake' that it frustrates me. Am I not being patient enough? Is it possible that I just *can't* LD?


And the question that seems to bother me most...

Is THIS the dream? Is any of this real?