I was napping today after school, from about 2:00 to 4:45. I only wanted to nap (initially) for about an hour, but I just gave up and slept it out.
So I'm on my couch, and I'm having a very pleasant sleep. I woke up about twice in all, each time, very refreshed and just had a great feeling. I don't know why; I just did.
Anyway, one time I woke up, I noticed that I had not moved upon waking up, and I was still very exhausted....so I should try to get into SP. I figured "hey, it's bright in here, everybody is home, it won't be scary. lets do it". So I started to, and I closed my eyes and very quickly felt the extreme tumbling sensation. I was being thrown around. I was thinkign "okay, a little more, and maybe I'll just back out. no big deal". I went to go back out, but I couldn't. SP had won already. My eyes were open, and I could not move. I remember that I felt like I couldn't breathe either, but I knew it was just a feeling....and that I really could. I also remember thinking "shit, this is it. where are the horrible hallucinations?", and upon not seeing any, I calmed down, closed my eyes, and tried to slip into a dream...but one didn't come, and I woke up for good right after coming out of SP.
I'm REALLY hoping I was in SP while awake, because I've been very nervous to do it for the longest time....and what better way to do something your hesitant to if you ACCIDENTALLY do it, right? The only thing is, I think it might have been a flase awakening; I felt like I was SHAKING while in SP, like my eyes were going back and forth. I wasn't still; almost like convulsions....they weren't obviously. Thats the only thing that I could relate it to.
Can somebody throw their 2 cents in here for me? I know what SP is....I just wanna know whether it sounded like if I was awake or not while I was in it. Could I have been dreaming of being in SP? The "convulsing" feeling doesn't match any other SP stories....
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