So, last night I went to bed, attempting to go straight to bed wilding, and it was almost a success! Pretty quickly my head felt VERY heavy, and there was a lot of pressure in my eyes (i think they were rolling backwards or something ) My eyes started to twitch occasionally, and I felt a strange feeling in my limbs. Startled by this, at first my pulse would speed up, but Id slow it down pretty quickly. This probably went on for what felt like 20 minutes, as I wouldnt stop until I was dreaming. Then, my eyes, slowly, I didnt even feel it, opened. My eyes felt like they were numb (presumably because of that twitching) and I thought I was LDing. I sit up (the sensation in my arms and legs were only strange, I was able to move them if I tried.) looked at my clock a few times, held my breath, and tried again, but this time I just fell asleep.
Remembered almost nothing for my dreams, a bit on the last one.
At night I woke up, intended to WBTB, but I sat up, and I guess I fell asleep sitting up, because I dont remember anything past that.
I dont know if this was some sort of obstacle or something, and I was near the threshold of a WILD (im sure it would have been easier if I slept before), but I could not get past it. My body didnt become fully paralyzed, and the hypnogogic imagery was only slight colors in some spots, never a shape or anything describable.
Any tips? What exactly happened? It excited me, scared me, and made me determined to get an LD.
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