so it happend last night.
i was laying on the bed and can see the ceiling, but i KNEW my eyes were closed. A book slowly fell from the ceiling right in front of my face, and i GRABBED it. that is when i saw a less solid form of myself LEAVE from my real body.
I was calm actually, and knew what was happening. I easily got my arms out, it was medium difficulty with the torso/head. I even accidentally slightly made my physical body get up when i meant for it to be the supposed "etheric copy" (that would've screwed everything up and i would've been pretty pissed but intrigued). but i stayed calm and got into it again, and got my torso out, then my legs weren't havin it. i had to try a couple times, but eventually did it.
I floated and descended from the air to the ground very slowly. i was smiling the whole time because i realized what i've done. as i got out of my body though, i realized that my vision changed. i was no longer using my eyes because they were closed, but i could still see somehow near the are of my forehead (which is what i am assuming is the "third eye" everyone talks about).
i couldn't adjust to the vision at all, but at the same time remembered that i should look at my body to see what i look like. i turned around and saw my face for literally .4 seconds before my copy immediately got sucked into my body.
that is when i THOUGHT i woke up because since i went back into my body, i was in bed, and assumed it was over. what i failed to realize like an idiot is that i got sucked back into my body with the same book that i reached for that was falling from the ceiling (the lucid indicator). kinda funny.
i dont think i was ready for the weird vision + seeing my body all at the same time, but i still felt calm when it all happened and did not panic at all, so i dont know why i flew back into my body.
I haven't recently been into the whole lucid dreaming/OBE routines, yet i have been having the most lucid experiences lately. do you think it is because i was too obsessed with trying to make everything happen and not letting things take course? even if that is the case, it is weird that all of this comes when i STOP doing reality checks and get out of the groove.
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