...While lucid dreaming a green figure appeared into my dream. I thought it was apart of the dream at first but something seemed odd about it. It made the dream darken and I noticed it was only a head and a torso appearing as if it was phasing through a wall. It bit me. I thought nothing of it, but then I felt a sharp pain in my finger and was awaken from my dream.
Expecting to see the shadow figure appear I was shocked to see a big spider with it's jaws clenched on my index finger, which was next to the wall. I got up and turned the light on to see better. It was gone. I searched the entire room ready to kill it. It was gone.
My roommate woke up in the commotion and came in concerned. I told them what happened and they didn't believe me. When I looked at my finger there was no visible sign that I had been bitten.
Then tonight something similar happened. I was having a semi-lucid dream, it faded to black and the a blue figure to the torso appeared trying to bite me. I punched at it and was awoken to the sharp pain of being bitten. This time I got up immediately and turned the light on. The figure disappeared before my eyes!
Has anything like this or mention below happened to anyone else?!
A little background:
I used to frequently have lucid dreams, but then one night I experienced sleep paralysis and have been lucid dreaming far less often as a result. I've gone days, weeks, months, even years between lucid dreams, most of which I cannot recall after waking.
My first bout with sleep paralysis happened after I had gotten the hang of lucid dreaming. I was having a pleasant lucid dream and then feel back asleep and woke up to a dark hooded figure floating above me. I couldn't move and experienced terror never before felt.
As a result of this I stopped trying to lucid dream. After awhile I lucid dreamt again and things seemed normal again. Then I woke up from a dream and couldn't move. Fear immediately set in, but the room was empty. I then heard something and then felt as if something was approaching at high speeds towards me. I then saw the terrifying shadow figure come through the wall and stare at me. Again I was petrified, I fought through it and was able to move my hand just a little trying my hardest to wake up.
I decided I would keep lucid dreaming despite of this. Then the hooded shadow figure appeared again. I tried my hardest to move and to rebuke him. I made a cross with my fingers, he didn't budge. I rebuked him in the name of Jesus, he didn't budge. I yelled at him but no sound came out. He covered my mouth. I felt anger fill me and I wanted to kill him. I was powerless. I rebuked him again in the name of God. He vanished.
To put things into some context - at the time of this happening I was becoming disillusioned with Christianity and leaning towards atheism (now I'd say I'm more agnostic having rejected both sides as flawed). I wondered why the shadowy being didn't dissipate when I invoked the name of Jesus but then did when I invoked God. I couldn't decide whether the name had no power or my belief wasn't strong enough.
After this incident my lucid dreams were few and far between. Unlike when I was afraid to have them, the absence of them now was involuntary. Now that I think about it, it seems my lucid dreams were suppresses by this shadow figure.
Prior to me ever experiencing sleep paralysis I would have regular dreams about future events. Most of which were mundane, but after attaining lucidity I hoped to control what I saw in the future. And that is when the sleep paralysis began.
I went a year and a half, maybe two years without dreaming then moved to a new place and after a few months had a couple of lucid dreams.
One in particular stood out to me: a dream of a observatory. I wandered down a dark street and began to lose lucidity. I then focused on a nearby street light and the dream became illuminated and vivid. Unlike light in the real world, looking at the light in my dream didn't hurt my eyes and I could look directly into it.
It had never occurred to me to do this before. Using my new dream stabilizing trick I was able to shortly extend lucid dreams. The only drawback was if I spawned in a place that had no lights. I tried to create light but that worked with varying success.
Again the hooded figure appeared. But this time I wasn't afraid of him. Instead I laughed at him. He vanished. One peculiar occurrence that happened was a dream fading to darkness. Unlike the normal sleep paralysis, when I awoke, a huge rat was on me biting me. I made a huge disturbance and flung it off me. When I turned on the lights, I could not find it.
Which brings me to the present. I've relocated again and been having lucid dreams. These few anomalies occurred...
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