Precognitive Dreams - CONFLICT!

[fernwehjen]

This was originally going to be a request for dream interpretation, but as my dreams evolved over the last few weeks, I realize they were precognitive dreams. A few weeks ago, my dreams took a really weird turn. They took things that I love in real life and completely bastardized them into something miserable. Two examples. In reality, fall decoration and celebrations are in full swing. I celebrate the Pagan Sabbats and I love Mabon and Samhain. In my dream, I was searching for decorations and couldn't find what I was looking for. I searched endlessly, never finding what I needed. Second example, I'm a traveler. I've been a solo traveler for the past 20 years. In my dream, I splurged and checked into a swanky hotel. Don't remember the location. After I checked in, there was a race to the elevator. There was only one working elevator in the hotel and the doors slammed shut if you weren't fast enough. I finally reached my floor and went to my room at the very end of the hallway. It was the oldest, most derelict room in the hotel with the window facing a noisy road and substation. The dream took my love of travel and ruined the trip. For a while, I wondered what it all meant. In the last few days, though, I've been hit with some really bad juju. A bunch of little things started going wrong. In the last 24 hours, three different people have picked fights with me. To top off the conflicts, bad customer service this morning was involved. I'm talking incredibly rude. In the midst of all this, last night's dream was quite disturbing. I got into fights (surprise, surprise) and I was so angry that I grabbed two people by their long hair and threw them into desks and chairs. I don't even know who the people were. They were just generic faces. I know bad days are normal, but I have absolutely no idea where all of this is coming from. My mojo's been running high lately so I'm not sure why I've suddenly become a magnet for conflict. At least I have my outlets. Some kitchen witchery today made me feel better and in two weeks, I break a bunch of stuff in a rage room. Anyway, I'm not really looking for any interpretations or advice, but I would love to hear others' thoughts on this strange sequence of bad dreams, bad juju, and conflict. Thank you for reading.

[shadowofwind]

Maybe something you've been attracting or cultivating because it makes you feel more alive or more capable has started expressing itself in a less pleasant way? It seems to be so common that its a cliche. Also, though obviously I'm speaking without much context here, and its the pot calling the kettle black in any case....If you have enough anger that you feel a need to 'let of steam' in a rage room, and you dabble in pagan religious ceremony, then you're dangerous to whatever extent that you're not psychically powerless. In my experience, our magic is for the most part not like in Harry Potter where it's mostly conscious and intended. It's very subtle, mostly subconscious, and not easily controlled. Whoever you are, and the essence of whatever you are slowly making yourself into, gets expressed one way or another. I know you said you weren't looking for interpretations or advice, but those are in any case my 'thoughts'.