ive done this a couple times. i guess its like meditating. i call it mind tripping. i'll sit in my bed usually listening to ambient music in the dark. and ill think about lots of things really far out and unexplianable. and think for a good hour. eventually my head starts to hurt. and the instant i stop thinking i cant really start thinking again and its almost like being in a dream. i feel like i blew my mind out or lost the connection between myself and my mind. its usually scary at the time. everything is overpernounced. things that are real do not seem real. perspection changes. things that are normally just an object to me seem scary during this time. but one night while doing this i closed my eyes and tried to think again. it got really weird, it was at like 3:00AM. maybe i was just really tired but once it was over it almost felt like i woke up. i know i was awake tho. then i went over to my computer and wrote down what just happened. here it is:

i thought of "something that happens". thats what it was, except it took the form of a noun. it was a demonskull-snake. it wasn't a noun tho. it completly didn't exist. it was something that snuck up on people but there was nothing that caused it. like even past emotion, it seems like nothing causes emotion, but the brain does. everything acually is caused by something if u think about it. this was an unknown force/energy/feeling. except i tried to block that outa my head. yet i really wasnt controlling anything that happened. i eventually started floating through a big space of nothing. just a bunch of jumbled moving things that made up what world i was in. i finally realized i was going back in time. i finally got to a point where i was in the prehistoric world and there were dinoasaurs. i wasn't really into all of them. just this one dinousaur stood out in my mind. a stegasauraus type dinosaur. i was facinated by it and was just staring at it and touching it like it was a new pet. i don't know why it ended or remember much and eventually i shot up outa my trance and it felt like i slept for days.

has anyone done something like this? the state i was in at the time made me feel like i was clearly outa my body, i was just myself floating.