Anyone feel when u go to sleep u start a second jobshift?

[delpiero]

Greetings everyone, First Im so happy to finally have found a forum where I can (hopefully) exchange. I have sooo much to talk about my dream experiences but for now Ill make it short so I can get to one particular point that is driving me NUTS ! ! ! Iv been trippin with the dreams since I was 16 yrs old, now been 15 yrs of trying out a lot. I started with premonitroy dreams, lucid dreams, dream control and dream connection. I tested everything I could think of. I even do reccurent sleep paralysis, wich I hate ! I have a very balance life, a great job, I practice a lot of sports, but the dream part started to affect my real life since 2-3 years. One of the main cause's is the premonitary dream, when you start to dream about what your next day will be it kinda sucks. And the other reason is the fact that I wake up TIRED for working my brain up all night ! _________ In fact, since 2-3 years when I dream I'm going to work ! Exactly, everynight Im being hired in change of services. All I know about my employers is that their a symbol of authority such as a goverment or military institution. My job consist in finding people (criminals or enemies of that organisation) to unmask them most of the time and also to resolve mysteries or finding the truth, somekind of detective work. I have clear sights, clear names, clear geographical places, even sometimes street names I can recall... And tonight something very very bad happened on duty, so much that Im done for the night I dont even want to go back to bed. The reason of my post is that I would like to know if anyone here has the same experience or someone that has some knowledge or that could be at my level or upper level that could talk to. I really need assistance and/or help. I might be DREAMING HERE but if I could find a real life person I could relate to that would make me so damn happy to realise Im not all alone living this sh1t ! So plz PM me if you feel you can do something. Other people post something if u feel that when you dream your actually not resting like you should, but rather working and wasting energy. thanks

[G0MPgomp]

Not "job" but I do go on "vecation in mind" or rather a "mind vecation!" .. Like; If I am tired of being here, I go to sleep, and wake up somewhere else, where I can be for some days, years, eons, only to return here, when ready.. Time is truely relative to itself, as with all else..

[delpiero]

you mean vacation? yes time and space is relative, Einsten proved that. So yeah, I meant more like you wake up and you have the impression that the whole night your brain was doing exercices such has deduction, analysis and thinking. So much that when you wake up, for the rest of the day you have a hard time to keep focus and think right, you can't drive your car safely because your just not there. Your brain needs to go sleep again but it's like 8 AM and the day is just starting. And you know it'S BECAUSE past night you had to do all those things with your brain to resolve some issues or to dialogue and interract in difficult situations... anyway Im sure some people do.

[Sanzora]

You and Lex16 should talk sometime...

[delpiero]

He pm me. But hes only there on weekdays for a chat. Me on weekdays I turn off this stuff and focus on my work and boxing training. I become a very superficial and Materialist Joe Bloe. All I care about is performing in the material world. You have to understand that when your dream life impacts your reality it can be pretty disturbing. Last year after a clear premonitory dream, was actually the last episode of a series of premonitory dreams, I almost lost sanity. I coudlnt live my life normally after so much weird stuff. So to keep sanity I decided to not talk about it anymore to others and try hard to not even remember my dreams on weekdays. Now since I found out this forums Im actually falling back, and its bad. I HAVENT YET FOUND the SOUL Im looking for.

[AHiddenSaint]

I wouldn't call it a job for me I can sleep less if I really wanted to. I sleep more because I enjoy my dreaming. Maybe the fact I sleep more then I need to makes up for that. Although I will admit the longer I sleep sometimes I feel tired earlier then if I slept less.

[Lex16]

We'll talk soon my friend.

[kenietz]

Interesting but this topic i know I too feel tired some mornings. I mean all day tired and then i go to bed, relax my body start my dream and my new trip to some place i never knew before and in the morning i wake up tired from my life in there. So its like i never get rest. But i dont complain because the worst of all things is to go to bed and have this blackness. Close my eyes and after a second i open my eyes and i know i had no dream. Just blackness. It is lost time for me. So i prefer to be tired. I have read here about red color beings and bad energy. So i must ask what about pure white beings. i was asked in my dream by some people made of white light with which i was feeling happy if i want to stay with them. This moment i knew that if i chose to stay i die in my bed. So i decided to wake up and be alive for some more time. But it was nice place where these guys were living. Another dream i had was very deadly: "I appeared in a place. Beautiful and yet strange. Very strange. It was place without anything except some energy. Energies. And only two of them. One was green and the other orange. And somehow i fell in between them or they caught me. I was in between and they were squeezing me. The feeling was like i was in between two ropes which are entangled and entangling more and more. I was going deeper and deeper and started to feel that they are taking my energy away. I felt i was dying. I felt in my guts. I was dying. So i was struggling. I took some time and finally i managed to get out. The moment i did it i woke up by desire and vomited quite brutally allover the wall which was 2-3m away from while i am in sitting position." And last but not least a question about one other being: "I was on a planet with more people and we were there with some kind of spaceship. Then we had our quarters there. But the planet was scary and dark i had bad feelings in my guts. There was a dark river and all around the mood was disturbing. Then it started. A flame was moving around "killing" everybody. I tried to escape but no use It caught me too so i "died". But it was not dying in fact. I was just burned in this smokeless fire of this being. I was still alive after that but different. Then we were all collected in our garden you might say and just speaking with each other. The being was there too but it was not already a fire it was just there. Suddenly it started to expand and i was inside of it. I felt i was me and the being alltogether. I was able to feel myself separate and yet not. I felt and the others who were inside of it. We were able to communicate without speaking. After that the being became itself again and we were ourselfs only again. But i was changed for second time. It was me but much more different from the start. I was able to create things, to create even being with consciousness and this only with my will or thought if you wish. Then i started to have fun with this being. We started moving and entered a mountain as we are. Then i felt i am me and the mountain all one. After that that being and me we appeared above the river from the mountain but one part of me was the mountain(my legs) and the other was "normal" me. So i was able to look at the river, while my legs are the mountain, without falling into it from the mountain. The river now did not look scary at all. Then i went down to the river and moved our spaceship over the river to use it as a bridge. I was feeling happy in this place. This planet(place) was the best place i ever was. I felt one with the planet(place) and did not want to come back to earth. I felt sad when i felt i have to wake up. But when i woke up i was happy with smile on my face."