I've taken psychology classes, so I've assured myself that I am most certainly not crazy. I'm going to tell you the beginning of a story that has lead me through four years of something. . . Rather incredible.

We call it the Axena.

Four years back, my friend appeared at my house all excited and pretty hyper. I was doing yardwork with my grandfather, but he had caught us at the very end of the event. So he is sitting on this huge red wooden trailer, and I knew from what he was saying, that he would never lie to me. Ever.

We're just that close. We've known each other basically ever since birth -- you know, that entire jazz about unyielding trust and loyalty.

So, when he told me, "I can control the wind" I kind of had to do a double-take.

So he showed me that when he moved his hands, there was a gust of wind. When he moved them again, the wind stopped. He did the demonstration over and over again -- and each time, the wind would stop and blow whenever he moved his hands.

Unbelievable. That was what I originally thought. But after an hour of demonstrating this seeming power over small gusts of wind, I was proven right. It was then that I told him about the things that I saw.

I approached the subject with my mother very briefly, but I never really talked about it with anybody. But see, my vision is plagued with little moving dots that I call "molecules" -- only because I really don't know what to call them. But quite literally, they're on EVERYTHING and EVERYBODY.

It was only just recently I noticed that these dots (I now call it energy) moved around in certain patterns around people and shapes. When machines were turned on and everything, they would move very vigorously around the object. I first noticed this when we were in a thunderstorm. When I stared up at the dark clouds, I was absolutely awed at how fast the energy particles seemed to be moving.

Oftentimes, you see, I can often ignore where they are. But lately I've found that when I think or concentrate, I can move which way the particles are going. Although that's it -- it doesn't effect anything else.

And that only scratches the surface of me.

The Axena is my group of six people (including myself) steepled in a lot of things we consider to be true.

Although to many other people, it sounds like a lot of unbelievable stuff.