Lucid Series-Adventures Within The Mind: Izanagi's Dream Journal

Ok so to the people who haven't been reading my dreamguide im going to give you some background on the "race against the clock" part of the title. As you may have guessed im trying to find my dreamguide well i have found her per se but don't know her name or what her face looks like yet. In my last lucid i saw her but she was far away and her hair blocked her face when i got to her she had been replaced by two little dream characters that said she instructed them to tell me that i have until tomorrow to find her, tomorrow was yesterday or last night. So on to the dream

This was a DILD so i will include the pre-lucid:

It all start with me dressed in armour and seeing myself in the third person. I guess i was playing a highly advanced RPG and was a high level knight. I was training a girl and helping her level along with the party of noobs that she led. I let her in on a secret that inside the church infront of us was a secret shop where high level players buy new items and equipment cheap it was like a black market we went inside and started buying stuff i got this cool demon armour and a sword to match it then she bought a staff and robe and i don't know what the noobs bought. Then 2 players wanted to 2v2 duel us and we agreed everyone cleared out so we could fight. After that the dream transitioned but i do have a faint memory of slashing a guy in two, so anyway ya the dream transistioned and i was driving down a street with townhouses running along the sides i was just coasting along until i was forced to stop because 2 middle adged woman were talking in the middle of the street and their stuff was bloking the road on both lanes. They had suitcases and clothes and even a stroller with a baby in it blocking of the street. I sat there watching as they just talked and talked then i got out of the car gave them an angry look and moved all the stuff (i put the stroller on the sidewalk.) then i drove by but for some reason the one lady got in my car pushed me aside and started driving i sat there looking at her and something was weird she kept looking over at me and i was a little creeped out then she looked at me with a creepy smile and i was like "Oh my god NO NOOO i know what you are............a..............a DEMON" and then her smile got big and her mouth stretched out she opened it a bit revealing these huge fangs then it hit me that i was dreaming and i smiled and said "Nevermind I know i'm dreaming" she reverted back to normal with a sad suprised look on her face.

after that everything faded to black and i fell through a tunnel of stars only to end up in a place where i couldn't see my eyes were wide open and i knew i was having a stupid blind lucid so i thought about it and i remembered reading a forum post about this right here on DV and was like oh yah and started engaging all my dream senses i started feeling the floor and sniffing stuff and rubbing my hands together licking the wall and clapping then slownly my vision came back. But then i did something stupid randomly i realized my eyes were closed i then felt myself waking up i opened my eyes only to see a coner of my room then my door opened i a huge light came from the doorway and i realized the shadow of a person in the light i looked up then right glancing towards the doorway as my vision was fading from the coming awakening when i knew who i was looking at my eyes widened i saw my dreamguide but only had enough time to see her body and neck/lower face/chin area i couldn't tell what her expression was but her arms were crossed like last time. I don't know if i failed and my dreamguide has given up on me or if seeing her there counts as finding her.

I agree with the banana dance party ITS PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME because wilding is the most epic thing and i did it by................accident! ok on to the wild: so im lying there trying to wild for about an hour just lying there counting then not counting then counting again and after this disappointing hour i wanted to give up but i still tried a little more. Then i was like i'm done and just layed there thinking trying to go to sleep i was thinking about random things then i noticed i was drifting off usually when i notice i'm drifting off i just kind of wake up but this time i didn't (maybe i was in a deeper state of sleep than usual when i realize im drifting off). after realizing this almost immediatly i was ambushed by a kaleidoscope of colors and entered vibrational state after about thirty seconds of this the colors faded away and the vibrations got stronger. i then felt my body being lifted out of my bed and i felt myself standing as the vibrations continued i opened my eyes to see i was laying down in my bed.

i did a reality check it didn't fail so i thought i was awake so i went to use the bathroom and while i was i realized my vision was messed up one eye could see a totally different image than the other so i did another reality check the one where you close your mouth and nose and try to breathe and i could breathe so i looked down and thought if right now im going to the bathroom in a dream does that mean im doing it in real life! then i was like screw it if i am it doesn't matter because ive come to far so i finished up and went to look out of my room window i slowly opened it getting ready to dive out i was trying to summon music i wanted epic music like "Ichigo's theme-number one" a song from the anime bleach as i jumped out the window i was on a school ground covered in thick mud i was humming the song loud hoping for it to play. i looked around it appeared like it had just rained i called out to my dream guide apologizing about everything that made her angry i heard her voice say what are you humming and i said "an epic song that i want as background music" then she was like "fine if it will help you look for me" and we started humming it in sync and it had started playing then she said to go and find her and i noticed from the location of her voice a shadowy figure on the roof of the school with their arms crossed i then saw the same figure appear on the other side of the school grounds but clearly could see everything but the face which was covered by hair blowing in the wind. i was like "WAIT THERE PLEASE I'LL BE THERE IN A SECOND" i ran as fast as i could but as i was running an object obstructed my vision of the figure who i was sure was my dreamguide. and when i got past it two little girls were standing there instead. i asked them about my dream guide and the one said "she said that you have till 5:00 that means tomorrow, to find her" and the other one sat there looking around. i looked to the other one and got the attention of both of them i asked "Can you at least tell me her name?" to which they changed the subject saying they were my dreamguides i said "no you are not if my dreamguide was just standing hear then you are not her neither of you are!" then my dreamguide said that time was up and i woke up.

as i was waking up i stayed perfectly still so i could attempt the WBTB but i was too excited to even start to try and now im typing out this journal entry . so it seems i have to find her tonight hopefully i go lucid again i have had 4 lucid dreams this week pretty good so i think i can pull off another. As for a description of the dreamguide shes probably (considering my height) 5'8" or so she had short orange or blonde hair (it was sunset so it changed some colors) and was wearing my schools uniform the white polo and a vest over it with a skirt. So bottom line WILD FTW!!!!!!, my dreamguide is playful/likes to prank or trick me, and hopefully i find her tonight as its apparently my last chance! and on a side note shes good at teaching dreamcharacters to annoy me.

Before i start i would like to state i haven't posted in a while just because i haven't had time i would post my past few dreams but the images and memories have dwindled a bit just enough to be not worth my time well i'll post a bit of one just because its kinda important. It started at school then on a bus then in a restaurant on a date with some girl who im pretty sure was my dream guide because i remember being able to see her. then when i woke up i looked back on the dream only to recall a black shadowy figure in place of the girl.

Anyway to the dream: It starts out with me in a gears of war type setting my one forearm was gone and instead an axe layed there, large hordes of what looked like locust were attacking me i was not in control of my body instead it felt like a mad puppet master was jerking at strings moving my body as i single handedly killed off wave after wave. i was laughing as the blood spilt all over me ( i know "sketchy" but in my defense it was fun). who ever controlled me was good at it as i was doing alot of crazy stuff i had epic speed and used the axe like a pro at one point they tried to flank me but the omnipotent puppet master made me turn and duck cutting open the 5 locust stomachs and uppercutting the last ones head off after, my dream transistioned into me in an unfamilliar room on my laptop watching some shows and my comp was acting wierd after a while a warning told me i had a virus so i found my anti-virus software CD and installed it (the weird thing about the whole laptop virus thing is now after that dream my computer is crashing and freezing now CREEEEEPPPYYYY). after that i woke up or so i thought. See i have a routine of doing a reality check when i wake up it was kind off a joke because i know when im awake and dreaming and when i go lucid its just because "I know".....until now: i did the reality check first looking at my hands but they looked perfectly normal than i did the better reality check (the one where you close your mouth and nose and try to breathe) but then i realized I COULD BREATH thats when it got creepy i could have sworn i was awake i had never had an already super stabilized dream on par with reality when i was lucid. it was too real i found my self doing more and more reality checks because i was scared if i wasnt really dreaming and tried to fly or something id jump out my window and die after councluding it was a dream i punched out my window but it wouldnt break enough for me to go through i had then started thinking about creepy monsters and stuff but then thought "wait if im dreaming could these monsters just bust through my door and attack me!" but then i thought "wait now that i thought that will it happen!" good thing they didnt i was sure they would any minute though so then because i was unable to get out of my room i thought ill just fall backwards and go to a sick dream scape

so i closed my eyes and fell back only to feel pain in the back of my head and i was like "did i really just hit the floor REALLY!" so i just layed there baffled because all the times i tried this i either wake up, go non-lucid or get stuck in a black void i cant escape from get frusterated then wake up. as i layed there i thought it would suck if creepy hands came out from under my bed (which i was laying beside) and grabbed me then i was like "crap now it could happen and immediatly stood on my bed while feeling disappointed about not being able to escape the prison that was my room. after that i had a strange feeling someone was watching me and ended up waking up only to have a weird feeling like my dreamguide is finally ready to reveal herself (i know its a she because when i called out to her a female voice replied). well hopefully this dosent happen again but it would be even better if i could just WILD huhhhhh well in due time maybe...