Lucid Series-Adventures Within The Mind: Izanagi's Dream Journal

Before i start i would like to state i haven't posted in a while just because i haven't had time i would post my past few dreams but the images and memories have dwindled a bit just enough to be not worth my time well i'll post a bit of one just because its kinda important. It started at school then on a bus then in a restaurant on a date with some girl who im pretty sure was my dream guide because i remember being able to see her. then when i woke up i looked back on the dream only to recall a black shadowy figure in place of the girl.

Anyway to the dream: It starts out with me in a gears of war type setting my one forearm was gone and instead an axe layed there, large hordes of what looked like locust were attacking me i was not in control of my body instead it felt like a mad puppet master was jerking at strings moving my body as i single handedly killed off wave after wave. i was laughing as the blood spilt all over me ( i know "sketchy" but in my defense it was fun). who ever controlled me was good at it as i was doing alot of crazy stuff i had epic speed and used the axe like a pro at one point they tried to flank me but the omnipotent puppet master made me turn and duck cutting open the 5 locust stomachs and uppercutting the last ones head off after, my dream transistioned into me in an unfamilliar room on my laptop watching some shows and my comp was acting wierd after a while a warning told me i had a virus so i found my anti-virus software CD and installed it (the weird thing about the whole laptop virus thing is now after that dream my computer is crashing and freezing now CREEEEEPPPYYYY). after that i woke up or so i thought. See i have a routine of doing a reality check when i wake up it was kind off a joke because i know when im awake and dreaming and when i go lucid its just because "I know".....until now: i did the reality check first looking at my hands but they looked perfectly normal than i did the better reality check (the one where you close your mouth and nose and try to breathe) but then i realized I COULD BREATH thats when it got creepy i could have sworn i was awake i had never had an already super stabilized dream on par with reality when i was lucid. it was too real i found my self doing more and more reality checks because i was scared if i wasnt really dreaming and tried to fly or something id jump out my window and die after councluding it was a dream i punched out my window but it wouldnt break enough for me to go through i had then started thinking about creepy monsters and stuff but then thought "wait if im dreaming could these monsters just bust through my door and attack me!" but then i thought "wait now that i thought that will it happen!" good thing they didnt i was sure they would any minute though so then because i was unable to get out of my room i thought ill just fall backwards and go to a sick dream scape

so i closed my eyes and fell back only to feel pain in the back of my head and i was like "did i really just hit the floor REALLY!" so i just layed there baffled because all the times i tried this i either wake up, go non-lucid or get stuck in a black void i cant escape from get frusterated then wake up. as i layed there i thought it would suck if creepy hands came out from under my bed (which i was laying beside) and grabbed me then i was like "crap now it could happen and immediatly stood on my bed while feeling disappointed about not being able to escape the prison that was my room. after that i had a strange feeling someone was watching me and ended up waking up only to have a weird feeling like my dreamguide is finally ready to reveal herself (i know its a she because when i called out to her a female voice replied). well hopefully this dosent happen again but it would be even better if i could just WILD huhhhhh well in due time maybe...