LAJ

Lucid. Kept waking up in frustration of not being lucid. Finally I went lucid. I was at an Estate Sale with my mother. It was in a camper that somehow transforms into a VW beetle. Anyway, there wasn't much worth taking. Maybe a couple of vinyl records, but they had scratches. Then I see someone I know running away - wearing a different jacket than he was wearing 2 minutes before - so that triggered lucidity. Immediately I took flight and then had a close call with a helicopter. Back to ground. Ask for J. Don't see him anywhere. Suddenly I noticed 2 guys wrestling around on the ground and there he was. He looked up and laughed and said hello. Got up gave me a hug and we had some fun. There were moments where a flash would happen and for a moment he would look differently. Made me nervous but he was close enough.

Lucid. Found a kitten in my basement. I asked it how he got in our house. Said that the door was left unlocked a few nights ago. The kitten then turned into a boy and that triggered lucidity. Usually when I turn lucid, I have tasks I want to do (conjure someone or talk to my subconscious) but this time I just wanted to see where the dream would take me, so I just went with it. He was a boy, but I still regarded him as a kitten and wanted to show him something fun, so we went flying. He kept turning older. We flew through an unknown urban neighborhood and was looking for a place to stop. I tried to "draw" a house in existence but that didn't work. We found one and it was dark and dirty. I found a mirror and kept willing my reflection to change on command - that was fun. I then saw myself aging - from now to 30 years in future. It looked incredibly accurate. The boy/kitten ended up rejecting me. Somehow I get the sense that maybe it is representative of desires that I don't allow myself, while my life is slipping away.

Started with the house on Potter we were going to buy. There were renovations and all the flooring was wet, felt like walking through a swamp. So I went outside and I was suddenly walking down a road where I grew up. It is the middle of the night and I notice that I am topless. That triggers me to go Lucid. That is always a moment of elation and almost immediate flight. Flying fast through the night sky up above the trees. For a second I think about keep going into space or the moon again. But it was scary and isolating last time so I decide to conjure J. My flight starts to descend on a modern house I have never seen before. I go right through the window. I see the reflection of J in a mirror in the hallway. J is sitting at a dining table waiting for me. I'm greeted warmly. I'm there long enough to savor the moment and then its gone.

No longer lucid and back in the Potter house. There is a giant map of Earth on the wall. In the middle of the map is a giant whale. I go to look closer and someone had cut all around the whale. I thought about placing cork board in the cut out. The floor is still wet.