I didnt sleep for a day and a half so I missed a night of dreaming. I thought that I would have gone directly into rem sleep, so I was hoping to have much more recall. I was dissapointed that after 12 hours of sleep I could only recall one dream and a few false awakenings. The false awakenings were quite simple, I woke up wandering what time it was, fell back to sleep and dreamed I picked up my phone and looked at the time. Again I woke up realized it was a false awakening, went back to sleep and dreamed I got up and looked at a clock in Krista's room to see the time. Then I woke up and realized the clock didn't exist. The vivid dream I remember took place at work. I was walking to my locker and I saw lance laying down in front of it with his head on a pillow and a smirk on his face. I told him to move and he stood up with agressive body language. He told me he dared me to swing. So I did, with a 1,2 left jab right hook. He caught both of my hands in his palms like it was nothing. I have realized I often have dreams like this where I cannot complete a task that I want to. It is usually me trying to run as fast as I can and I am moving very very slowly. These kinds of dreams are very frustrating because something which should be so simple becomes so complicated and I begin to doubt my ability and feel very unconfident in myself until I wake up. Maybe it is dreams like this which cause me to be afraid of succeeding sometimes. If I can learn to conquer these dreams; I feel that I will believe in myself more in real life. I can't wait. Not doing reality checks, I need to remember to do them more often.
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