apurtell

The first dream I remember is only a small part. I was at a funeral with my husband and everyone was very serious and quiet. They were serving cake and my husband cut a bigger slice for himself because he was excited about eating this cake. He put it on a paper plate and someone warned him to put it on a thicker plate before he picked it up but he didn't listen. As soon as he picked it up it fell off his plate to the floor. I'm not sure why but I thought this was so hilarious that I couldn't stop laughing. I was laughing so hard I was crying, and even though I knew it was inappropriate for the atmosphere, I really couldn't stop laughing! I actually woke myself up because I was laughing slightly in my sleep.

When I fell back to sleep I had a dream that I was at my dad's farm (my dad has never had a farm, and the man in my dream wasn't anything like my real dad). He lived there alone so I don't know what was suppose to have happened to my mom. Anyway, a large group of friends were there with me for some event (which I can't remember now). I remember it had something to do with my dad because I was looking for him; I knew he had to be somewhere on the property. Somehow I knew he wasn't there, but my dream self kept looking for him anyway. I didn't want to start whatever it was we were doing without him.

I went to go in the house with two other people to look for him there and the weather shifted. It got really windy, but I don't remember the trees moving or anything. It was hard to open the front door the wind was so strong and we were fighting to get inside. I hoped everyone further in the yard could make it inside too but I didn't see how they would be able to. I wanted to help them but I knew there was nothing I could do.

We finally made it inside and when we looked out the windows on either side of the house (two sides like East/West or North/South, not sure which) both horizons were red like they were burning with fire. It was dark outside so it was easy to see this fiery red color coming up on either side. We knew it was coming closer and I couldn't think of what could create such a thing, but it was scary to think about. I felt like we were going to die, but I tried to remain calm and do what I could to be safe. I didn't really know where the safest place to be was, though, since I'd never seen anything like this before.

One of the friends that came in with me started freaking out about her brother and his friends being in the basement and they needed to be upstairs. She was nearly hysterical. I didn't even give myself time to think, I just started running to the basement stairs to get them. On the way down it started getting darker and the walls seemed to get narrower and I really started getting scared. What if I got trapped down here? I kept having this image of the walls caving in on me and being trapped and I knew I had a long way to go to reach them so I turned around and went back upstairs. I was a little ashamed that I didn't try harder to reach them, but I didn't want to share their fate if they got trapped underground.

When I got back upstairs everyone that had been outside was in the house now. They were all worried and huddling in different areas of the house. We must have been there for a while because people were getting hungry. Since it was my dad's house and I knew where everything was, I tried finding food for them. For some reason the food was in the highest cabinets in the kitchen and I wasn't tall enough to reach them, so I had to pull out drawers to use as a ladder to get up to it. I pulled down some lunch meat and other food items (somehow still good even though not refrigerated) for people to eat. I started crawling on a ledge by the ceiling to get to other cabinets and I could see that the red color was closer in the windows. It was daylight now but the glow was still really bright and getting closer. As I was up there I heard a deep rumbling sound and I asked everyone to be quiet so I could hear what it was. Someone even unplugged the refrigerator so I could have complete silence. Being that high I was able to hear what that red glow sounded like. I didn't know if it was suppose to be voices or something else, but it sounded like a bunch of low/baritone voices letting out one continuous "ahhhh" or "mmmmmm" sound (something between those two sounds?). Almost like a chant or meditative sound, but it was a little eerie since I didn't know what it was.

I don't remember what happened in between, but at some point they were at the farm house. I don't remember a very good picture of what they looked like, but I have a vague feeling of them being very large, round, and unsmooth for lack of a better word (not hairy or spikey, but not smooth). I vaguely remember seeing them lined up in a row (inside that red glow) coming towards us from a distance from the windows, but once they were there it was more just a feeling of their presence since I never really saw them otherwise.

I remember watching a little girl talk to them. She was maybe about 7 or so and had long blonde hair and blue eyes. She was holding something but I can't remember what it was (maybe a doll or something?). Anyway, she was standing by a mirror to communicate with them. She would look at them to talk to them (there was nothing at the place she would look at when she talked to them) and when they would talk to her she would turn to face the mirror and talk to herself. I knew they were talking through her since they couldn't talk directly to her. They would more or less take over her body in a way and have her face herself in the mirror and speak so she was speaking to herself (her voice never changed, so it always sounded like her voice). When they were finished, she would turn and address them behind her with an answer to their question. She didn't seem afraid so much as just unsure of the situation.

Then it jumps to me being outside and these beings have been there for some time. The world is a little chaotic and change is everywhere. I was walking alone and I was a little afraid/unsure of everything. I was scared of all of the change and wondering how things were going to be. I was also worried about my own thoughts.

Apparently these beings were here to stay and they wanted us to be a peaceful people since they were peaceful. They were very slow and methodical in their work. Anyone that tried to harm them or anyone else instantly died. It wasn't a gory or painful death that I remember, it's like they just stopped living. There were mounds of dirt all over by this city full of dead bodies (mass graveyards). I was afraid that if I had a negative thought toward somebody they might kill me too. I din't think that's how it worked, I think it was true harmful intent that they wouldn't tolerate, and deep down I knew this, but I still worried about it a little. I remember seeing someone pick up a gun with intent to kill these beings and they suddenly just fell over dead. I knew they could just take over your body so there was no possible way to fight back. I remember thinking the only people left alive would be people that were inherently peaceful/good and people that could change/adapt to being peaceful/good. This seemed it should be a good thing, but I didn't feel very good about it. It seemed strange that they would go around killing people that weren't peaceful...that wasn't a very peaceful way to act. I also felt that some of those people picking up guns to fight were just scared so their intent to kill was just in self defense, so it's not like they would normally have harmful intention. It didn't feel right.

That was the last thing I remember, having that thought and wondering if I was going to be ok.