lucid

Sleeping: September 5th 2015, 10:20 PM (UTC +7)
Awake: September 6th 2015, 6:20 AM (UTC +7)

Non-Dream, Non-Lucid, Lucid, False Awakening

I didn't know why we were here at night. I was with my parents, along the streets. There was a car on other side of the road. I also got hold of a remote, which I knew it was bomb. We decided, I pressed the button. The time was set for 30 seconds, so we ran. We thought we were safe. Yes, we were, but bomb didn't explode at all. I was confused on why it didn't work. Picked up the remote and found that I didn't press it at all yet. I just pressed, and ignored that bomb I activated.

I walked along the street and saw all the situations. Groups were trying to stop the bomb from exploding. So much bombs were placed under the ground. After I inspected most enough, I came back and walked into a nearby forest. It was dark and scary, but I just got some bomb activators there. It was just a small snack bag, with suspicious cube inside. I torn it off, got the cube in my hand. There were police around me, so I tried to be sneaky. Threw that bag away and slowly put the cube inside my pocket.

There was a policewoman who saw me. She said to nobody, but targeting me. "Heh? A kid found some suspicious things and didn't even help us. Lovely. Come here and get some rewards, boy." I was like "Freak. What do I do now?" and walked to her. Handed her the cube and tried showing my innocence. I apologized as much as I could and led her to trust in me. Although, she knew I was one detonating the bomb. We engaged in a long conversation about this bomb incident. She asked if I would even help her in their works. I refused, with reasons that I and my parents had to go somewhere else after that car exploded. She nodded, and acted like she didn't know the culprit 'me' at all.

I woke up afterwards. I was in my bed, recalling this thing. Due to how sleepy I felt, I continued lying there. However, the result from last night reminded me to not go straight into sleep yet. While it was super easy for me to sleep if I didn't get out at all, I risked forgetting about this dream. So, I just got out of my bed. Went out of my bedroom, got my phone. Came back, checked the time and wrote notes for this dream down. It was 4:40 AM. It took me around 10 minutes to fall asleep, assuming. Actually, I felt like I couldn't sleep at all.

I was awake in my bed again. Although, I felt weird this time. I didn't know what it was, until I took a look at my hand. Bang. Immediate lucidity from false awakening. Although, I didn't dare to move yet. I was afraid that 6 fingers I saw was just my failed vision. Actually, the room was dark. Things were quite blurry. So, I decided to try controlling something without my movement first. I was afraid I would wake up easily. I saw my closet, so I tried moving it with my mind. It worked effortlessly. I continued trying with other things in my room until I could be sure. There was nothing to lose this time. I had to get out of my bed or else I wouldn't be able to do anything.

I stood up, double checked my fingers. There were really six fingers on each hand. I was amazed by how things looked so real, comparing to my last dark lucid dream. I walked around my home. All the lights were on, though I remembered they were off in waking life. Subconscious did great job simulating myself waking up in the middle of night. This included seeing my dad falling asleep on the floor when watching TV outside. I accidentally stumbled upon him a bit. He woke up. I wasn't able to speak. He understood. "Sorry? That's fine." and continued being asleep.

I realized I didn't have to worry much. I opened the door with my mind. I couldn't remember what I was going to do. Only one thing popped up in my head: fly. It was bright noon, so great dream time to try. I opened my arms, ran a few steps out of my home and flew up. I was surprised I could do this effortlessly. There was one problem: I got my head stuck at the roof. Instead of having trouble flying up, I had trouble landing down. I used my hands to push the wall above so I could get down a bit and continued flying.

I was finally out of my home area. Flew up high on the sky, seeing the whole city. I felt amazed enough to point where I forgot I was dreaming. I landed down in a forest. I was in the wide area with no trees. Trees around this place were big enough to cover the sky. Found my friends there. I didn't know where should I fly to, so I just asked one of them. It continued to myself asking him for my other friend's cellphone number. Just to tell some people I was going to visit their house. Thanked him, flew off.

I woke up right afterwards. Checked the time, it was 5:51 AM. I quickly noted them all down happily. Continued sleeping on to late 9:30 AM. Well, that was my last night to have a long sleep. Until then, there comes another week of school works!

Sleeping: August 21st 2015, 10 PM (UTC +7)
Awake: August 22nd 2015, 6:45 AM (UTC +7)

Non-Dream, Non-Lucid, Lucid, False Awakening

Oh god, another school? Another place I can feel everything goes on ordinarily? Can't remember too much. I walked up the building with my friends, heading to classroom for math as usual. I entered teacher's room on second floor, picked up all my friends' notebooks. Though, I felt almost nothing for 47 books. Came outside and saw 3 of my friends there, I asked them to take a half even I could carry all of them quite fine. (Not in real life. 47 books are too heavy for weaklings like me.) Went up to fourth floor, to my classroom before everything started. Things went as usual. I sensed myself waking up. Though, I didn't feel awake and something just stumbled upon me. It was my sister, out of nowhere, came and hugged me in my room. I didn't care and continued dreaming. (I'm not really sure about this. I might be awake for real in real life, but not too much so that wild dream/visualization can still continue. Though, from this point, everything was so dark. I still knew what/when/where/who was that anyways. I'm afraid this was just visualization though. This and this explained.)

For some reason, I felt I should do this. I looked at color tape on top left of my notebook and it showed orange. (Weird but useful thing. Since there are two classes for maths to separate, we've different color to mark them out easier. Just orange and brown though. Differences go for another classes.) Turned back and saw it being brown, I suddenly realized it was a dream. Not time to direct out all my joy, just calming myself down. Before even doing anything, I visualized everything from this point backwards just for recalls. This included acknowledging my false awakening/real awakening with some weird dreamlets earlier. I walked out the classroom (somehow walked out the second floor's room rather than fourth floor), walked down the stairs and found a friend doing some crazy things. (He was supposed to be in the classroom.) I talked to him a bit. (forgot what I said already) Had know what to do, and was just lost in my thoughts with some visualization. Soon enough, I caught myself back on spot and decided to summon someone which I could assume it was reflection of myself (subconscious). I tried my best seeing the details, but things were too dark. I talked to him about how I was doing, and asked him if I actually did something good. He simply replied "no." with reasoning that "you didn't believe enough". I was a bit surprised, as I felt that coming without myself controlling. I told him that I was here already, this was already enough for me to feel great. Wasn't this great progress? He nodded with smile on his face, opening his arms before I ran to him and hugged him. High five and such. Finally being able to share how good I really feel with someone.

External sources had been disturbing me since that FA. Sounds and such, including mixed feel of both dream body and waking physical body. I felt out of control and slowly woke myself up. Was there for few minutes, recalling things before looking at the clock and wrote things down.