side notes

So I woke up yesterday at about nine in the morning and I have been awake since. Despite my lack of sleep I'll be doing something and still have flashes of my nightmares. Earlier today I was typing away, working on a writing commission and I kept hearing the dry rustling, flesh on stone noise that I always hear when running down the halls in my nightmares. Thing is I was also home alone the whole day when this happened.

Not just audio hallucinations, but visual ones too. Shadows out of the corners of my eyes and catching a glimpse of a my face in a mirror. That catch about that is it looks like No Eyes' face instead of my for that split second. This is probably due to my lack of sleep and the high amount of stress right now in my life. Between my freelance writing and my portrait commissions I've been working my ass off looking for that fabled "real job" all my friends keep talking about.

Hopefully I will have more positive results to post when I am finally able to get to sleep. Getting to sleep though is the problem and once I am asleep I really don't get any rest. My buddy Todd told me to try sleeping pills again, but you can't even pay me to do that one. Last time I did that I still had the nightmares but couldn't wake myself up even once I had gained lucidity. At this rate I am hoping I just pass out and not dream of anything.