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    Desperately want to visit my parents

    by , 04-23-2015 at 11:43 PM (853 Views)
    I had gotten my hair done because it was New Year's Eve and I was going out with a friend. I walked into the ballroom and saw Betty White and my aunt, Laura (she's 86 and lives in another state) - she's been on my mind b/c I haven't seen her in a couple of years and I'm going to go this summer at the very latest - I went to Laura, hugged her and asked her what she was doing there. Then, I saw Mom, started to cry fairly hard as I was walking to her because I knew I was dreaming b/c I've been RCing with my parents and my sisters. I woke up before I got to her...and was so disappointed b/c I want to see my parents (who have both passed away in the last few years) in my LDs, I tried to lie still and go back into the dream but I moved and couldn't go back to sleep right away. All three ladies were in floor length gowns and all three looked very pretty. In WL, my mother died three Christmases (two days before) ago and she died from cancer and weighed 90 lbs. and was frail and in pain when she died so I have these horrible memories and I can't hardly remember all the good years - I totally enjoyed my parents. So, even if it was for just a short second, she looked beautiful and healthy and I'm grateful to have seen that.

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    lucid , non-lucid , memorable

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    1. Djaxup's Avatar
      I can totally feel you. I've met my dad in my dreams and even in two lucid dreams, he passed away six years ago. Unbelievable that it is so long ago.
      In one regular dream I just enjoyed his company and didn't realize he was dead, still a very, very nice dream. In one lucid I was so hyped to even be lucid (was my second LD ever) that I saw him, but did not realize or react to the fact that he's dead IWL.
      In one memorable LD I met him and was completely in tears of joy to have "found" him. So nice. Feelings can be so overwhelming in a LD.

      Thanks for your entry, and I hope that you'll meet them again in a dream.
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    2. BlueKat's Avatar
      Thanks for sharing Djaxup. It's interesting to realize they're gone in one dream but not the next..