Chickadee23

I was at a school and there was a mission for me to hand secret documents to a man who was in a hole. I had to go through a very tight tunnel and it repeatedly had to hand him papers. It felt really cyclical. Then I was walking up the stairs and I saw a man with a cane. I went outside and a guy said he had to grab onto my legs to drag me down a hill, so we did that.

Next part I was in my house looking out my front window when suddenly a girl I knew from highschool pops up in front of the window. She doesn't recognize me though and I do my best to hide the fact that she knows me. I feel obligated to invite her in. She is very pushy and constantly touching me. I ask her what she wants and she says she is a part of helping hamburgers for the kids( it's like a program where you donate money to feed kids) I tell her I will help out just to get her to leave.

I got in an elevator with a couple people and we all pressed different floor numbers. I can't remember what number I pressed I think it was 401. Everyone got off on the second stop including a lady with her daughter but they realized this was not their floor so they tried to jump back in the elevator. The woman got in first and the elevator doors started to close I tried to hit the open button but I didn't hit it fast enough and the doors closed repeatedly in on the child. We finally got the girl out and the mother was so angry at me. I told her I was sorry that I didn't hit the button fast enough.

Then the mother picked up her child and continued to wait for her stop. As the doors were opening she dropped her child and she watched her crawl under the doors and fall out on to the train tracks( the elevator turned into a train) I was shocked and was panicking saying " how could you do that, the train ran over her!" I was surprised that she seemed really apathetic towards the situation and she blamed it on me. I got out of the train and started to swim to a platform ( the underground station had flooded) I got on a piece of drift wood and noticed the girl in the water. I thought she was dead at first but she swam up onto a ledge. We both got to her and I saw a giant rat in the water so I said that we shouldn't swim anymore.

The ledge had staircases which lead to a room with a bunch of toys. There were a lot of people in there and I noticed a box that said my name but with io attached to the end. I looked through it and has such a great time remembering all the toys and drawing I made. The stuff in the box was actual stuff I have had in real life.

Unfortunately I only remember a small fragment but it's Better then nothing I suppose.

Something about waiting for two guys, who insisted they weren't gay, to finish having sex. We were on teams and one of them said "red blue one two" and it was at that moment that I realized the patterns. I watched a train coming around a bend and heading into a town square. It was on a complicated track system and was going to crash into another train (in the same track) but it suddenly went in reverse just in time to switch tracks and avoid collision.

I have got to get back to dream journaling. Here is what I remember from last nights dream.

I remember being in a dark world( I think it was night) there was a dock by the ocean. I met a man and we decided to date and he was happy about that. He was bald and I touched his head and he had really dark brown eyes which I thought were beautiful. Then somehow I found out he was addicted to heroin and I told him that I couldn't be an enabler so we couldn't be together. Then things got panicky and really terrifying cause as soon as I told him that he tried to stick needles in my arms and I had to run away. Everyone in the world was a drug addict and I was trapped in the world cause there was a high chain link fence that kept me in there. And they all were trying to make me do heroin and it felt like if I did it once then I would truly be stuck there forever. I looked up and noticed an opening so I climbed the fence and manage to escape.

For the record I have never done nor met anyone addicted to heroin, don't know why I was dreaming about it :/

I was in a school/ lab and my goal was to get past security to see the tigers in captivity. It was like a mission or something and I remember holding onto a tiger hide and sitting on a white box waiting for the security officers to leave. I tried to go into the door when it thought they left but they came back and stopped me. I walked through the mall and a man asked me about the tiger fur, cause I think he wanted to buy it. I said no "I am saving the tigers!" And I walked into a room where there was a party. I had a towel wrapped around my waste and it kept coming undone and I felt very uncomfortable. A girl came up to me and kissed me on the mouth and I didn't even know her but she acted like she knew me. I was even more confused now.

This is just a little fragment I remember.

I was walking into a field/ park( with that green chain link fence) and I saw Mario( the Video game character). I was supposed to distract him, although at the time I didn't know it. I went over to talk to him and we decided in a challenge to climb trees to reach a person. As we got to the trees I distinctly remember commenting that the trees were poplar and I touched the bark. Mario agreed and we began to climb. I beat him to the top and there was a man and I grabbed him.
Then I was in a comic store and the male cashier showed me a message from my three sisters and a guy and they were drunk. And then I chose toothpaste from the glass case. There was two kinds but one was actually acid. It was like a trick but I decided on the first one and the man got it for me and brushed his own teeth. I kept hearing bubbling noises but it I had chosen the non acid toothpaste. Then the man told me that a series of events could have been avoided if I hadn't taken so long with Mario. I was like, "of course if I has just given him cheese". And then I saw a scene of Mario eating cheese.

There was a concert in the park at night and our lady peace was playing. They were playing songs from clumsy and a group had gathered to watch them perform. A girl wearing a joker hat and two other people who I couldn't see there heads were lying under a tree. They had microphones and and were singing. A camera man filmed them and the lead singer, I think his name is raine, was singing with them. Then the band left to go in a huge apartment building. It was my building I believe and I was climbing the spiral staircases but there were so many people and I was angry because they didn't even know who the band was. Somehow they were just there because they heard everybody was going to be there. I got to the top and I ran out on the rooftop of the building. Everybody was inside but I busted out if the doors at top speed and was running to jump off the top of the building because I wanted to kill myself. I face planted right before the ledge and slid to it just grabbing on in time to stop myself from falling. I laid on my back in shock and raine came out and laid next to me. He rested his head on my chest and sang a song to me as watched the stars in the night sky.

Went on a fishing trip with my dad. He was on the shoreline and I was out in a canoe. I looked in the water and there were giant fish like muskies, salmon and humongous goldfish. But the water was pretty shallow oddly enough. As I got closer to them my dad would shout out that I was scaring them away but really it was his shouting that frightened them. Then I was standing and a fisher( the animal) started coming towards me. It was trying to bite me and I kicked it in the face. The water was gone at this point and my dad rushed over and let the fisher bite him. It was like slow motion as it sunk its fangs into him arm. He said that it was the only way it would go away. We got into a van and I was freaking out cause it gave my dad rabies. He said he needed to get a tetanus shot because it had the most chemicals to counteract the rabies.

I am not going to go into detail, just don't much feel like it.

First part of my dream occurred on a bus. I was talking to an old kid from public school and we kind of liked each other. Then he dated my old foster sister but he was rude to her but she loved him anyways.

Then I was in a an adult math class where we were learning basic math skills. Everyone was writing down notes but I was memorizing the lectures that were actually about how to be a waiter. The teacher was a lesbian and she was hitting on me but I didn't mind cause she gave me good marks.

There was a fragment about walking along a dark road with a ditch on the side, something about frogs I think.

More fragments I really need to get my act together here!

1. I was in a studio space working on an art project when people started coming into the room. I was ticked off cause I thought I had the space to myself. I was trying to get out a rolled up piece of paper from a metal cylindrical container that had lots of meter sticks and rulers sticking out of it. I was flailing my arms, knocking over everything around me but I could not manage to get the paper out, then this guy I remember from highschool comes over and he is pissed because I was making so much noise. He takes the container from me and with ease pulls out the paper and gives it to me. I am so mad because I felt like they shouldn't be angry cause I was in their first and they chose to come in to the room.

2. Peter from family guy was in my house, maybe he was my dad but I don't think he was. Anyways he was angry cause someone ate his chocolate Popsicle and he was blaming it all on meg. I walked into the living room and told him that I ate it and tomorrow I would buy him another one. He went downstairs and I followed him. He was sitting on shelves and eating the Popsicles that he he hidden down there. I was like the son of a gun tricked me! And I confronted him and we had an eating competition. But I was eating something like a fruit roll up and we we're try to take the biggest bites to finish first. Peter won and I don't remember what happened after that.

3. I was apart of a class and we were talking to the professor in a forest. Some kid mentioned that the prof should put his lectures online and that he should also be online to answer question. The prof was like "ya maybe I should just give you all the answers" in a sarcastic tone.

I was in a Wendy's with my mom and dad and we were getting food. I was sitting by myself at a table and the strangers in the other tables were asking me what I was ordering. I told them I only ever get one item on the menu which was a burger I think it had bacon and cheese on it too. These other people were telling me I needed to try other things and I was adamant that I did not want to. I didn't even like what I was ordering but it seemed like it was the "best of a bad bunch" so to speak and I kept imagining chicken nuggets and I thought it was disgusting.

We went to go shopping but we were at my dad's job. He worked in construction but he had an office in a building too. And my mom wanted to buy him boots that were high cause he ruined his other ones. She was so furious at him for really no reason. My dad put in these tan coloured boots with fur at the top. He was completely oblivious that mother was mad at him. She tried to make it obvious by giving him the cold shoulder but he didn't care and just talked to a coworker.

Me and my mom drove home but really it was just a public swimming pool. I felt the water and it was he perfect temperature so I jumped in. My parents also were swimming and it was fun. I popped my head out of the water and my dad took a picture of my face I told him a didn't want him to do that. Then I was mad because he brought that picture to his job and his co-workers saw it. I wrote a whole letter of how I did not want him to do that and just a bunch of nonsensical stuff really. Then I looked at the photo and the picture wasn't even of me but of some woman I have never seen before she was mixed between black and white. Anyways I then didn't care about the whole situation. I continued to swim and I was practicing my cartwheels and round offs.

*This is from two days ago

I was in my childhood house eating dinner in the laundry room on top of the washing machine. I was standing on the ground but the food was spread out on top of the machine. My sister tells me I need to hurry up and finish cause I have a fight at 7pm in the UFC Octo-ring my sister and her fiancé were watching tv in the family room which was adjacent to the laundry room.

I am still eating but out of my peripheral vision I can see a man and a boy walking up the steps our house. I hear my dad speaking so I run outside and look in the car and say "who is that little boy you are with?" I look up only to see that it is not my dad and I am completely caught off guard. I tell him he sounds just like my dad and he says that he hears that all the time. The man and his son are holding fishing equipment and they are looking for my dad to go on a trip. I am very jealous, or is it envious, cause I feel like I should be with my dad not them.

Then I see different visions of the fight I am going to be doing. I am going to be fighting an extremely strong man and I am pretty scared. So I go over the different scenarios. I think I could run away from him but I am scared people will laugh. Then I watch him fight another guy and beat crap out of him and I am certain I have no chance in hell to win this fight.

I was back in my old highschool walking the halls in circles. I felt really rushed and i would bump into old teachers and they would say hi but I would just walk past them. I remember my home ec teacher in particular because she seemed so sad I didn't take her class again. Oh ya I forgot to mention I was my age now, 23, which is pretty strange. Anyways I was going to the the library and I realized I was suppose to be in class I looked at my timetable and it said u had co-ed gym. I went to the gym and my old gym teacher was there she said I had to get dressed in order to participate. I ran out of the classroom panicked cause now I was late and also I was pretty sure I didn't have gym clothes. I never found my locker but instead went into a classroom. Then things got fuzzy cause my parents were out in the street and it was snowing. Something about a parade or the beatles and a car and I had to join in

- I met my step sister or possibly cousin and her brothers.
- we had a meeting in a kitchen and I said that I didn't want to meet her and this offended her
- I remember thinking she was perfect and I just didn't care to be around her
- her brothers, there were three, were exposed the whole time as well
- something a bout Diddy kong wearing a blue hat and I had to change it red
- I was in a house/cottage a lot of the dream

-in a lecture hall
-left to go to a park
- had to go through a turn style to get into the park
- sat under a tree
-went through the turn style a couple more rounds
- when I got back to the lecture I was convinced people who took my seat stole my sunglasses but they were in my pocket
- in a toy store there was a bear with a hole in its ear where a quarter was
- a man was so excited to show everyone this bear