non-lucid

No specified date exists for these fragments, meaning some are recent and others are months old.

I was in a valley, beautiful and bright outside. There were many DCs around doing nothing in particular, just standing around talking. I looked across the valley and there appeared to be a volcano erupting. There was no lava but I felt I had to protect the DCs. I immediately became lucid and I used my mind to prevent the pyroclastic flow from decimating the DCs. I don't remember being lucid throughout the dream for very long. I did not do any RCs, WILDs, or what have you. It was completely spontaneous.

In another fragment- I'm at my house and I'm sipping on some wine with my family, I think. The wine is surprisingly bitter and has a sticky texture.

The third fragment- I'm with a group of people in my community group (?) and were having some beers. Earlier in the fragment I seem to be in some dorm-like building. There are other fragments but I can't really describe them any better than what I have here.

Two dreams: I remember a porn star "Lexi Belle" caressing my fingers and then sucking on them. It felt quite good. Can't remember much of the area (a school maybe).

The second dream was last night. It was a "wasteland". I was traveling with a group of people but can't really understand the reason for traveling. We come across a building and lo and behold there is a hurricane/twister in front of us. For some strange reason, I'm not afraid. One DC claimed that we're passing through the eye and just then there was a huge gust of wind visible twirling like a dust storm.

Partially Lucid (first recorded lucid dream)

1/30/11 9:00 p.m.
1/31/11 4:41 a.m.

I remember the first dream... My sister and I were talking about something, it was in the bedroom of the 1st floor at my aunt's house. Then I went outside to the living room- it was quite bright, I then tried to hover in the air, then I awoke.

The next dream when I went asleep was a bit stranger. My parents and I were in the kitchen on the 2nd floor of my house and we were discussing some trip. The table looked messy, I was sitting at the side of the table. On the table was an assortment o food bit it didn't look appetizing. There was some half-eaten General Tso Chicken and my parents said I had to eat it.

The next sequence of dreams became increasingly bizarre. I had a vision of someone, whom the announcer of my dream identified as Charles Darwin. The man was dressed in priestly clothing and he looked more like George Carlin than Darwin. The location looked like a meadow within a swamp; it was quite dark. The narrator said he would be dunked in the water which was rather clear; I could see underwater. When the man plunged himself into the "baptismal ritual" he bled underwater and I saw the blood diffuse throughout.

The next dream was stranger still. Someone who appeared to appeared to be a slave, was walking in what looked like a cavern. Then I saw the man on a line with other slaves. Unhappy with this, he somehow broke free of his chains, took one of the guards swords and slew not only the pirates but some of the slaves! The way in which he killed them was most peculiar. He would slice their abdomen and wrists, then finally aim and strike their necks. The victims would just stand there without saying a word. Interestingly, there was no blood, yet I knew they were dead. The location of the dream was the most fantasy based thus far. There were rocks everywhere and what looked like an escalatory bridge towards a massive door; in the door was light. I then took control of the man and started to run, although no one was chasing me. I came to a cavern which was rectangular shaped and near the end I saw a mirror, which I smashed to smithereens, trying to see my reflection. Unfortunately I saw no reflection and the dream ended.

In a dream prior to this one, I assumed the role of a murderer. I went to an office-like building where some gentlemen were drinking tea. The next couple of dreams are a series of false awakenings.

The first one was when my roommate had to go to his morning class... just then, I started to wonder what was real and what wasn't. I started fading to another dream in which I saw my roommate's bed become a mountain and I became a giant. I started touching the basin of the mountain and it's rivers. I wanted to reduce my size so I could explore the area, but it wasn't so.

Then I "awoke" again to find my roommate at his computer and in real life he has a bulletin board on the wall. This bulletin board however looked like a computer panel screen with numbers and programs and what not.

The next dream I found D. near the end of my bed talking and joking . I think he had a bean bag hat on. We all laughed except my roommate.

Then I woke up again to find out D. wasn't there and it was all a dream. Of course, I was still dreaming and I went up and got out of bed to go to the bathroom. There I found M. and asked him if I was dreaming. He didn't respond. I asked angrily this time and he started to whimper silently while cringing. Knowing my roommate would never be frightened at me, I assumed I was dreaming thereby making the dream lucid. Next, I awoke yet again from my bed and tried to go to the bathroom only to find that it was blocked by my roommate's bookshelf. I then again realized I was dreaming this. I went out of my room into the dorm living room and tried to manipulate my dream, lucid with control. Alas, this was not to be as I woke up for real this time.

Once again this dream log is composed of too many fragments to accurately recall.

In one part of my dream I saw this topless blonde woman; her breast are small, probably an A cup. The next sequence had to do with one Geralt of Rivia from Andrzej Sapkowski's The Witcher series. Geralt did not look like his normal self. When I say "normal" I don't mean his portrayal from the novels, for I have never read them. I'm talking about his game appearance. He seem to have different root-like growths around his face and did not appear altogether. At the end of the dream I saw king Foltest of Temeria in his royal garb.

This episode seem to be related to a botched "incubation list" (unintentional) in which I continuously imagine Geralt and other Witcher characters. I also tried to commit Yuppie's DEILD technique around 5:30 but to no effect.

There was so much detail in this dream, I couldn't possible account for each and every one. For one, it would take to long, and two, I'm a poor articulator as seen by how wordy my logs are in general.

The first thing I could remember were two boys in a dark room. This room resembles a bedroom with a blue tint encompassing the area. The boys are sitting across each other playing a children's card game, not unlike Yu-gi-oh duel monsters. In fact, in my dream one of the kids looked like a younger Yugi Moto without the ridiculous hairstyle. Some events I can no longer recall occurred and then the dream shifted to a school. Surprisingly, the institution is a religious university, but in name only. I'm in one of the dorms with DCs I can make no recollection of, save one-- J. The dorm room isn't too dissimilar from the previous room with the two boys and lo and behold there are some cards. The cards themselves are enclosed in those cheap POS foil packages you'd find at any children's toy store or comic shop selling Pokemon, Yu-gi-oh, and the like. Me and J. look over some cards-- the package is in poor condition. Now, the dream shifts to outside the campus and...shocker here, the sky is pitch black. Nothing special, there are buildings over there, a poorly designed chapel resembling an throwback to high gothic architecture, and some trees.

Apparently, I had class at questionable times around 6:00 to 9:00 p.m. I found this schedule to be absurd. Nevertheless, I followed a band of DCs to the "class". The leader of the group appeared to be a teacher and when we arrived to the class we found out what it really was. It was an ice cream parlor. Yet, something was strange about this store. For one, there were flavors that made no sense too me, composed of colors of blue that were unsettling. The ice cream itself was enclosed in a curious contraption, covered in a plastic shelf that had a square opening.

Next, the dream takes me to a bad cop who actually kills a suspect for no reason. Was it out of jealousy or to frame someone; perhaps me? I could not say, for I have written this journal too late in the day to recall the juicy details.

1/17/11
1/18/11

The sky was dark... pitch black.

A group of students and I were visiting a town at night. From a couple of yards away there was something that looked like a theatre; in reality a restaurant. The narrator of my dream told the class that it once belonged to a guy who invented a type of sport. We were transported by unknown means to another of his restaurants and this particular establishment had flyers (tabloids/pamphlet) of himself. A girl named M. commented how sad it was that they closed down his restaurant after he passed away, indicating that it should be some type of landmark. The flyers displayed an old man, ugly looking by western standards, having a long nose, and droopy face- he was Caucasian. The flyer also illustrated his various exploits in cinema and theatre, including a horror flick in which he wore a mask that was a carbon copy of his face only green.

Afterwards, I remember walking down a street not unlike my own real neighborhood. I was with my sister when she said something about a garden having candy. I looked towards my right and noticed a fence; behind it was the garden. She identified an object as candy, but I claimed it to be a mere cornstalk. Then I imagined myself holding Soul Edge, although it was never physically seen with my eyes. While holding the sword of heroes, I was levitating and flying while standing.

1/16/11 11:00 p.m.
1/17/11 8:13 p.m.

Nothing here is in chronological order, but considering it's a dream that may not really matter.

This dream is not exactly easy to explain. I imagined two people given a measure of power by a shadowy figure. The location of the dream was a city. There appearance: one looked like Wee Hughie, a character from "The Boys" comic book and the other I couldn't recall. They had an apartment but were abruptly evicted by the landlords, thus homeless. The Wee Hughie-doppleganger was wearing a sweater vest. Out of compassion the landlord re-employed them and instantly their garments changed from drab grab to uniform. The place of residence which supplied their employment was a "mansion". The mansion, if it could be called that was very dark and musty looking. I would describe the interior like that of an old hotel. The co-workers took the two men into a room at the top which was just as dark as any floor. The room was a warehouse that store exotically shaped wooden rifles. Their color seemed to be ranging from green to yellow to brown. I took control of one of the men, this being a third person dream, and inspected one of the firearms. One was able to shoot water, and I shot water at one of the employees.

Apparently there was some event of the dream in which the men lost and gained power. Later in the dream it showed an origin story of the men. The two men were gay lovers. They would live at a rooftop at one of the city's buildings. Before they had powers they would jump on a canvas that had a batman insignia on it. They would jump on these things like trampolines to navigate around the city. Near the end of the dream I took control of one of the men, because there was a race taking place in the city. One man had a vehicle while the possessed man (my avatar) had metal blades which served as wheels and his bare legs to move. At the entrance when the race started, the man with a vehicle (which appeared to be a cross between a drag racer and an X-wing) was clearly winning. Suddenly, the possessed man was going ahead of the drag racer. Now, the man with bladed hands accidentally cut his wrists, and since he was my avatar, I felt some degree of pain.

Before the race there was a feud between the man; they used their powers to possess others, warp reality, and so on. This was viewed in a dark place which looked a bit like an area of a cruise ship I went to in the real world. The shady figure who gave them powers was, or at least looked like, a friend of mine named J. Phelps. There was a previous dream to this one. I dreamed of an alien force that made earth animals look like monsters. The narrator of this dream claimed the infected beasts were still earth animals. The only animal I remember, which may be from a scene related to Star Wars TFU, was a gargantuan octopus/squid like creature with large solid blue eyes, and four tentacles which surrounded it's mouth. There is not much I could recall from that particular dream. This was the most bizarre dream by far.

Another dream with many fragments. In one scene I am in this hospital/school/building(?) with a group of people. We are being chased to and fro by some type of monster. I can't make out details of the beast but it seems to be 3 meters tall. The room we are in seems to be a dark and the floors and panels are colored blue. The next scene was outside the room and the group of people accompanying me suddenly change appearance. Their clothes and age resembles somebody in their late teens or 20's. The only individual I can account for is a blond woman with a tomboy haircut. The room outside had many conjoining stair; some are upside down. There doesn't appear to be a lot of walls covering the building, plus-- it is raining. The sky itself is pitch black and other people were just walking up and down the stairs.

The next fragment, I was with a different group of people in a different place. We were in a desperate situation, but of what, I could not tell. The place seemed to be underground, very much like a laboratory. Different walkways connected platforms made of plexiglass and steel. In one instance the group of DCs, were leaving a rather cramped gateway while being followed by ghouls. While the aberrations were right behind them, numbering 20-40, they appeared to be of no harm. In another room, the hallway leading out of the iron gates I came across a large contraption which weighted 5.4 megatons. The materials, it's very composition. eluded me. I suppose it was made of concrete, steel, or some other substance. It was concave shaped and box-like in it's dimension. Some voice in my head or somewhere said that I had to go back-- from where it did not say. There were a bunch of stone archways leading to the "exit". They seemed to be supporting a person crushing mechanism, which vanished and reappeared without notice. I may have seen some DCs under them, but it was of no concern to me. The exit led to a barren wasteland with red rock, a dark sky with an unknown hue, and a generally interesting atmosphere.

The last fragment I could remember took place in a school of some sort. Or maybe it was a boarding house. The hallways were oddly spaced. I was with with a group of people. Something reminded me of high school. The most vivid memory had to do with an abandoned building with plant growth on it. The sky was a beautiful blue, but there were a lot of broken or abandoned houses in it.

Last night's dream was a strange one, although it is mostly fragments, my most vivid memory occurs in a basement; or a room which looks like one. There was somebody, perhaps me or a girl(?), who was tripping on morning glory seeds. What was truly bizarre was the discussion we were having. which involved the gorging of eyeballs from their sockets, whilst hallucinating on LSA. I saw the individual with just their bare sockets exposed walking around in an almost zombie-like manner. At the same time, the dream character had eyeballs in their appropriate compartments. Now, this contradiction is chalked up to being a dream fragment but nonetheless, perplexed me to no end.

Food before bed: Cinnamon bun 1/14/11 9:18 P.M
Drink before bed: Italian soda (hazelnut) 1/15/11 5:25 A.M.

The dream was interesting, I could remember myself in my living room looking around. The room is based off my actual house in Astoria without much difference. I believe the Christmas tree was there, and to my suprise there were wrapped up Xbox 360 games; they were wrapped up individually. I think I heard wither Dan or Matt saying something about the games but wasn't sure. Then there was a bag next to the wrapped 360 games and I noticed in particular 2 games. Fable 1 and Fable 2 exactly how they appear in the waking state. Then I went to the kitchen where I found Perry and Dan. We were talking and apparently I was able to levitate off the ground. I had a conversation with Dan about how Fable II was a good game to keep and we both agreed that while it was unfortunate my Halo 3 was stolen- it wasn't anything to cry over. While Perry, Dan, and I were talking in the kitchen some "scary" music was playing. We all noticed and I said to Dan, "Let me try to voice it out". Ok this is what I really said but I began singing the notes of the scary songs. Dan made a remark but not sure what he said. Perry suddenly made a strange and stupid comment that if I wanted to hear scarier music, I should have sex in the dark- in someone else's dorm room. I found this hilarious because he would never say this in real life. Like I said before I was able to levitate off the ground with Perry and Dan commenting. Eventually I saw Dan leave the room while I spun around levitation. I then went upside down leaned backwards to grab my calves and started spinning around. I did this for a few seconds and the dream ended.

Many things that occurred in the dream have mirrored the waking world in a number of ways. First. my living room and kitchen were exactly the same. The kitchen was particularly bright and the table is situated where it normally is. I, in fact, owned FableI, II, and Halo 3 with I and II being my favorite games. Halo 3 was lost sophomore year when I still had a 360. I also, in the dream, remembered Matt was going to get a 360 and Fable 3. Dan and Perry were there normal selves except the comment Perry made. Apparently in the dream I thought the dorms were connected to my house. When in the kitchen, Dan was in front of me and Perry was off to the side. While I was off to bed, I put on my headphones and put on a playlist on loop. It was the album called "The Lost Chord" by Jonathan Goldman. The album had some very strange sounds including a Buddhist monk doing a guttural chant preceded by the sound phasing from the intro. The "scary" music in the dream was not atonal and Dan tried to sing with me.