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This entry will contain several dream fragments occurring in no particular order.

In this dream I'm hanging out D. in a coffee shop which is quite fancy with all the commodities one would expect from an upscale cafe. I go to some device which is labeled "espresso" and I push a button to bring out the liquid. As the liquid is poured into my cup, the liquid solidifies into a brownie. Next, I bring the brownie to one the tables and begin to eat it.

I'm in some sort of auditorium which to my mind seems like some sort of training area. There were computers all around the area with DC's sitting in front of them. I can't really remember anything that stands out in this area.

I'm dreaming of in this run down house with a family. The house itself seems dilapidated with a musty feel to the furniture. There's one bed in the area. One of the family member's is making whiskey in this wooden tub-like structure(?). I'm in a first person perspective inside the structure. Another family member (possibly a woman) then complains that they're doing it wrong it wrong (something to do with the "mash").

I'm chilling in the backyard which looks very similar to the one in waking life. I spin around to stabilize the dream area and to my delight everything seems so... coherent. This excited me to see the dream area remain the same no matter where I looked. I entered the door which goes to my basement. Things kind of get murky their and I suddenly remember I'm in some control room. There are DC's all over the area and I can't quite remember anything else.

I'm in the my living room and being hurt by some roach biting my toes.

I'm being tortured by some boorish looking character along with some other DC's. I take their first perspective as their being tortured.

For some reason, I'm walking with my family and some other DC's and we come to some blue colored restaurant. My mother made a comment on how this restaurant will have burgers and stuff. There area seems to be some kind of resort/town area with walkways and beautiful vistas.

I command a DC to give me an MDMA pill. The pill itself was yellow colored and as I ingested it nothing happened. The next subsequent dream, I was at my living room couch which surprisingly I was sleeping in waking life. I (sort of?) have a false awakening and I conjure up an MDMA pill. Now when I swallowed it I experienced some profound effects. I felt to my mind some very clean euphoria while having some doubts whether it would live up to the real thing (I haven't tried it in waking life). Suddenly, I flew outside the window to my right and the outside world looked tremendously beautiful. Interestingly, there was a glass like rectangular structure flying around toward me which gave the surrounding area a rainbow like haze.

Just a collection of dream fragments.

I'm in a bar that has an assortment of drinks, so I purchased one beer. Can't remember the taste or any type of buzz but lethargy started to set in as I walked outside. I panicked upon the realization that there needed to be some babysitting done in an hour or so. Now I felt like crap entering the building.

I'm doing some pushups which amounted to one set of 10 reps. The setting appeared to be my own room, or perhaps the living room.

In some village at night and there is some sort of calamity and business needing to be attended to.

I'm in some school surrounded with other students. A large gymnasium was the location of dreaming. I remember nothing else.

Here's a series of dreams and fragments I've had for the past few weeks.

I'm fighting some dinosaur-like creature and winning easily in the bout. Suddenly, the beast's spinal cord opens up to envelop(?) it's tail. I say to the creature, "I'm going to let you live so I can fight you when you're stronger", or something to that effect. As far as my attire is concerned, I'm wearing some sort of power armor. The last thing I remember from the dream is that the creature sprouted wings like a dragon.

One interesting dream had me staring at the sky as I saw two large moons. The sky itself was blue and one of the moons, which I deem "the first one", seemed to have a massive crater possibly in the shape of a fist? The "second moon" seemed to orbiting "the first one". I remember either myself or a dream character saying, "perhaps the other celestial object is Venus, since that planet is quite close to earth". In my dream mind I knew that couldn't be possible since Venus wouldn't be THAT CLOSE to the earth. What happened next was breathtaking. The moon (first one) started to get closer and closer to earth and began to take my entire field of vision. I began seeing individual canyons and mountains on it's landscape. Other dream characters just stood there either in awe or apparent apathy. Like an asteroid, the enormous moon flew over the sky and a trail of smoke followed it by closely. I immediately wanted to get to some fallout shelter. The funniest aspect of this dream was that I wasn't afraid at the sight of such an event. Also, in my dream mind I felt that the moon was moving too slowly to be considered realistic. If an asteroid ever fell to earth in the immediate vicinity it would be instant, not slow and cumbersome as disaster movies portray it.

Another similar fragment had me staring at two moons again. The setting to my mind reminded me of earth in One Punch Man. In that story, earth has more than one satellite--up to possibly four orbiting earth. The dream itself took place at night and I saw a vast city, some parts in ruins and others intact. As with the previous dream, one of the moons began creeping closer but this time I wasn't so apt to stare at it's magnificence. I began to enclose myself in what appeared to be a blanket. My best guess is that dream logic dictated that if I can't see it or sense it, it can't hurt me. Naturally, no ill effects came from the event. So the obvious difference in this dream is the lack of curiosity and an emotion approaching fear.

I was a student in what appeared to be a class on business. I was selected as an internship candidate for being a successful entrepreneur (for a curry restaurant(?)). The dream itself was in fragments. One minute I'm in the classroom, dark as usual, and surrounded by DCs. I was called on to read a passage from the course textbook. Only the first few words seemed to be legible; the rest made no sense. Columns of writing were completely blurred. The teacher became angry at me. One of the most peculiar images I can recall was that I was clad in a 3 piece suit.

Next, I'm in an open area which seems to be a pit stop. On the highway, the teacher is chasing some student. Details of the dream get really disjointed at this point.

The last fragment: I'm in a "classroom" which is doubles as a bowling alley. In one scenario I view a DC rolling a ball and somehow hitting the pins adjacent to her. Another dream character does the same thing but his ball goes to the gutter right before hitting the leftmost pin.

I'm in this landscape with a few DCs and there are monsters in the immediate vicinity. The dream takes the form of a video game and I keep failing to slay the monsters due to not having proper prerequisites/level. Next, I remember standing next to a clear see-through acrylic PC desktop case (that was really wordy lol). Strangely enough, it had a GTX 970 bolted on to the side panel. There was a DC character who looked like my mother standing near the case.

Here is a collection of dream fragments from this morning.

I'm with someone I've identified as a cousin or family member. He apparently reminds me of Marty McFly from Back to the Future although I don't recall what he looks like, with the exception of being a Caucasian male. We are driving in an area that looks like a beach resort. The sky looks like the sun is rising/setting. The next sequence: I'm in the passenger seat of what a dream character claims is a Lamborghini, although a logo inside the compartment shows that it's a Ferrari. In the dreamscape it appears to be a blue car. There are various dream characters in this 4 seater car. One girl is mad at the driver because we drove on the sidewalk past a cop. We get pulled over and I can't remember much. Next, I'm in this lobby of some hotel and there are many DC's within it. I'm hiding from a these monsters and decide to put myself in a box. To my horror the box slightly opens. However, to my delight it just a girl who tells me it safe to come outside as she grabs my arm. The following scene involves me standing with a group of DCs and an instructor who is dressed quite "lewdly". Sweat and water is dripping from her breasts. I can't remember much after this.

I recall a vivid lifelike painting showing parallel extremes. It looked very much like a storybook unfolding. There where two humanoid beings with extremely large heads. One looked incredibly grotesque, portrayed in dark colors, while the other was angelic with creamy fills. Both, however looked unsettling after viewing for a while. Now, that I think about it, the painting was portrayed more like a comic book panel that a straight painting.
One section would show a being exclaim, "I strive to beautiful, while the other muses, I strive to be ugly. The beautiful one was shrouded in a silhouette with some type of instrument or weapon. This was contrasted with the dark one mutilating his body with a similar weapon under the same silhouette. Corny as it may sound, words cannot express the sheer eldritch sophistication of the art in my dreams, which is really rings true considering my grammar sucks.

The next sequence had to do with TYT (The Young Turks) calling out another program of sorts. They took turns bashing one another. Nothing really stood out other than I couldn't remember what the second organization was.

I had very little sleep that night due to waking up for a job around 5:00 a.m. and I also took two menthol lozenges that night.

In this dream I find myself on a floating citadel. This mobile-arieal fortress was spinning it's outward disc while maintaing it's center still. The inside of this saucer was dimly lit with no noticeable light source. Their seemed to be furnishes of wood and metal but nothing more I could make out. Externally, it looks massive and looking at another citadel perpendicular to me, it travels quite fast. Looking back at this part of the dream, I'm surprised I felt no fear. Anyways, my sister accompanied me in the mobile fortress. I'm not aware of anyone else in the chamber. The citadels themselves (I can account for only two in my dream) are flying over a body of water. I see one, not the one I'm riding, briefly submerge itself for 10 seconds before rising again. It was a site to behold. The citadel I was on may have plunged into the depths, but I'm unsure.

Next, I'm walking along some street with my sister and some strangers of east Asian descent say, "That guy who looks like Moses smells really bad". That was more or less a paraphrase, but I was keen to agree with them. Before I overheard them, there was a musty sock-like smell permeating through the bedsheets I was wearing (in the dream of course). Surprisingly, this is the first time I've recorded an olfactory sensation in any of my dream logs.

Afterwards we're traveling with a group to his run down ice cream parlor. The store is off to the side and it's clearly a hole-in-the-wall, dirty as it can be. I remember ordering some peanut butter ice cream and there was some argument with my sister.

Then, I'm driving a car along a road not unlike real life. I'm better at driving in my dreams than in the waking world apparently and it's such a joy. The area around the streets has very bright colors of green and yellow. Suddenly, I decide to fly up to get a better view of the area. Can't tell whether the sun is setting or rising. It looks beautiful but nothing I haven't seen before in my dreams. The city looks modern with something like an amusement part in the center. I descend to the ground and find myself in a museum. This "museum" looked more like an underground shelter with really cramped hallways. There were no paintings to be seen. I'm not sure why I called it a museum in the first place. Not much happens later on and eventually I awake.

Dream Log 2 (3 in original journal)
1/13/11 11:30 P.M.
1/14/11 6:00 A.M.

Note: Melatonin 2 mg

Much happened within the dream from what I recall. I was on some sort of mound and it was a dark place. There I found myself jumping to and fro but for what reason I am unsure. Then there was the hotel with my family. I remember seeing Ashley, Mom and Dad. I went into a room where Mom had a huge assortment of food. The food was arranged like what one would see at a small grocery store (bodega) also reminiscent of a bookstore. I remember there being a "cigar candy". Then I came to a room that resembles something like a waiting room combined with a classroom. There were people there, teenagers talking and looking at a TV. Unfortunately I forgot what they were talking about. What I do remember is that I tried to power up like a "super-saiyan" but nothing happened. Before the room there was some sort of gate and a boy I ran to was talking about Halloween. Other than that there's nothing else I could remember. It's a shame because alot I felt happened in that dream. Also there was little to no emotion felt in the dream with maybe the hotel as an exception. Nowhere in the dream did I think I was dreaming.

1/11/11

Note: Grammatical errors are abundant. This was slightly edited from the original text.

I remember very little from my own dream although some things stood out. Upon my dreaming I noticed I was in a school hallway. I saw Leland and he was partially bald, not very responsive to my calls (not phone calls) but when he did I saw some hair on his head with white hair. He said something about the nursing program and left. The hallway itself was very "school like", almost like a public school. The establishment was well-lit and quite plain in feeling. Then I entered alarge room, that looked like something similiar to a banquet. Nursing students were there yet unrecognizable to who they were, if that makes any sense [I'm trying to illustrate their familiair yet strange presence]. I indeed had the power to "float" or rather, to levitate off the ground at will. Unfortunately I never realized I was actually dreaming. The "banquet" as I recall had relatively long tables almost like Hogwarts. There were people around although I did not bother to talk to them. One person, possibly a girl, was bewildered at my ability to levitate off the ground. Other than that I cannot remember anything else from my dream, however I am sure much more went on. Also, the reason why the log here isn't very detailed is because I want my descriptions to be as accurate as possible. I would rather not have my memory fill in the blanks on something that didn't happen during the dream. So I write down what I remember best.