Looking for spirit guide/ dream is probably a month or so old though
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, 06-22-2016 at 02:39 AM (789 Views)
I have dreams where an old friend of mine who was one of the best people ever before he passed away (and at one time had thought he loved me ) in his early 20's visits me. It isn't often but they are always possitive. The last one I had he was sitting at a table and I was with him. I told him how sorry I was for all the foolish things I did growing up. He smiled at me and just demonstrated the most beautiful acceptance and love and said that it was ok because like childhood we all make mistakes. I had done some pretty crappy things though and had a hard life so I was feeling very guilty about it and he told me he wished he had 4 more of me... Which I thought was a really odd thing to say even though it made me feel special somehow. Anyway, I don't think my friend is likely my spirit guide but perhaps my guide has taken that form? Don't know.
He looks like Russell but always something will be just a bit off, this dream he looked very skeletol but then, my own perception of him is likely being reflected becuase he is dead.