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This dream started out as a random search on a website. I was just browsing it at first, but then I spotted someone who was related to someone that I was looking for. I observed what they did and said, and became quite jealous. I ended up finding the person I was looking for, but never being able to actually talk to them (basically what goes on irl). Anyway, at some point, the "website" aspect of it went away (though it was more like floating around images and such, kind of cool), and I ended up in what looked to be a mix between my brother and sister's rooms at my dad's house. They (the person I was looking for) was there as well, and we had a long chat (which is rare) about things. I learned about their crappy past with others that I'd been jealous of, and while I know it wasn't real, it was nice to finally get something out of them (even in a dream). Then an odd thing happened where they left for a moment and some guy comes in and starts attacking me. Except I suddenly gain monstrous strength and beat the crap out of them. And then my dad makes a cameo appearance as I toss said guy into his room where he sits on an armchair and watches TV, and that was the end of that.

I can't remember the dreams I had the past two days. I'm hoping that tonight, I will be able to remember a dream and/or go lucid at some point.

-hopes this method works-

The last thing I can remember is a vicious dog barking and chasing me and a few other people. These people were completely random, but I do remember in particular a bald person and someone who looked and acted like a character that Robert Sheehan played, Nathan. This part took place in a damp and dark alley, and the sky was cloudy (possibly due to rain). Some of us were wearing aprons and were doing the laundry. There was a sheep around here too. I don't know why, but I feel compelled to mention it. Maybe it was important.

At some point I think after the dog shows up, we split up after running away. I remember ending up in someone's room, it was pretty dark and there was a lot of Sailor Moon merchandise there. A girl who resembled my friend Marley appeared there and told me that the person who had the collection of these was no longer sharing them with others. I'm not sure what happened here, but I started fall and this is where the next scene took place.

Following the bald person and their group, they ended up in the middle of the ocean wearing almost nothing and floating on a small round tire. I don't remember what else happened there, but the next thing I can remember is there being a bed and three people suddenly wake up in said bed naked and shocked. From what I can tell, they are all transmen. I think at some point they faced some kind of discrimination based on this, but I'm not sure.

Another thing that I can remember is a woman who resembles the character Lana from Smallville in a large and comfy looking home. There was a fireplace, and she called someone in order to "seal the deal" with something. She seemed to have been doing something evil at this point, and I remember there was another girl involved and I think she was arranging to have this girl be "taken care of" in a sexual way. I don't remember much of this part.

There is also a part where a group of small children are walking alone in a mountainous desert type of place, each with some kind of weapon on them. There is a child called Miura there with glasses and wearing blue-striped overalls who feels shy and left out. There are times where they will rest and he will stay behind, hoping to hear his mates call out his name to hurry up. This happens more than once, and I think that another child joins him.

The final thing that I can remember is being at my dad's house (well, a much better version of it, thanks mind) and more specifically in the room that I stayed in last year. I can't remember a thing about this part.

I attempted a WILD, but I'm guessing I ended up unconscious instead at some point. However, I did manage to have a dream that I remember bits and pieces of.

I remember being in a car with my mom and driving around in a city that I've never seen before but is apparently "home". We pull up into a house (or house-like apartment) and I go on about my normal routine after dragging a large suitcase (three total) up the stairs. My room has a full kitchen in it, which I never noticed before so I went to check it out. It was dark in there, but I switched the lights on. Both light switches didn't work, but the two smaller tabs below the main switch thing did. [I'm kind of amused at how this was a reality check that didn't actually work] After turning those lights on, there was a loud hideous sound that made me turn them off right away and go back to my room. I don't remember much after that particular part, but my cousin had a random appearance.

Another part of the dream is when I'm in a large building area and I'm surrounded by a great deal of people. At some point, there is an emergency in the entrance where a large abundance of girls run up and try to get in. Eventually they do, and it becomes a mess. And then I'm sitting with a friend in a large group of people and we're all very stone-faced. Some lady who appears to be the leader of the group has a very fake aura and she's white and rich. Dressed in a pink suit. She seems to be telling me and my friend about an issue that they cannot be bothered to deal with, since the majority of the people there are white (I'm assuming this was my social justice interest at work here now l0l). Almost immediately after that, there's a stampede of people flooding the room and everyone takes off and/or is trampled. I'm one of those people who ends up on the floor and unable to get up because of some bitch smashing my legs to pieces. At some point I'm able to get up, but struggling to move around. I find a blue and red ticket on the ground that resembles a Gachapon ticket (it's a Maplestory thing). I try to get to it, but I'm thrown to the ground and (again) trampled by the others.

Then, at some point I'm in an area that resembles the game that I play, Maplestory. I know this particularly because I was in my own map fighting Persian Cats (a type of pet that isn't supposed to be a monster) in a large net. Other people soon came into my map, some telling me to "cc" or just straight up typing in symbols that made no sense whatsoever (and yet I still didn't gain any awareness). I think at some point I left (but not after gaining an odd ability to see a lot of red dots) and ended up in a setting that was still a 'game' but not one that I'd ever recognize. My mom was there again, saying to me that she'd decided to create a character and play with me. I wasn't too excited for that, but I left through a portal and tried to show her how to do the same. I'm not sure if the first part of this scene happened after this one or not, but that's all I've got for now.

I'm finding it kind of funny how I'm remembering things that were obviously some attempt to see what was real or not (but not aware enough I guess).