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I went to sleep last night at 1.35am, my first dream, I was in a town about 30 miles from here and the people that live there were making some sort of cheese like food with a plant chopped into it and then pressing it into shells and handing it out. A few of us were worried that they didn't know what the plant was and we'd be poisoned. Thats all I recall there.

The second dream I was much younger (around 20 im 38 now) and I was working in a bar when the owner came in with new uniforms and we all began trying on different sizes, I was surprised when a small size fit and it was then I became aware that I was my 20yr old self.

Then a row of government officials marched past the bar and we all became aware that we were to be locked in our homes and that nobody was allowed to leave without an official. I devised a plan to fool an official into taking me out so I could help people escape but others were strongly against it saying I would get us all killed. I said 'Don't you realise they are planning on killing us, we're dead anyway!

I went out on a corridor thing and opened a window to have a cigarette, somebody was with me but went to the bathroom first and then joined me for a cigarette and to plan some sort of escape. It was madonna When she walked out of the bathroom, I almost laughed, I said you fool, your dreaming. So madonna disappears and theres just dark, I try to look at my hands but nothing, then I slip into a dream that I have a drink in my hand with a straw and that somebody behind me is thirsty and I reach over my shoulder with the straw held out. I hear a tearing sound and think to myself, you don't have a drink you're dreaming now try to continue seperating but i'm at a standstill. I can't move and feel as if my body is locked so just try to recall as much of the dream as possible for a few minutes. I wake, it's 4.05am, write down everything I remember, have a drink of water and go back to sleep at 4.17am and sleep very soundly until morning.

It actually wasn't until just now when I was writing this that I realised in both dreams I thought I was going to die.

I felt disappointed last night that I hadn't gained enough lucidity but actually i'm happy with my recall as normally I would only ever remember the last dream I had and not with a lot of clarity so this is a good stepping stone