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I am sitting in a college class on the first day..seems like an art history class. There's two girls sitting behind me I start talking to a little bit, and one girl asks who I came with. I said no one, and they kind of looked at each other and asked why. I don't know what I said back. ... At a school I think, I am walking outside with a girl who is wearing a peach colored shirt, and we match. I see my girl for morning care at work, KD, and she is having a problem and the people with her need help. I walk over to help and KD starts jumping and smiling.
I am climbing up Machu Picchu and there are people sitting all around on it. I see one person eating, and it kind of seemed like a restaurant. Then I am at a part that seems like a hotel, so I get on an elevator to go up. My room number is 394. I get the feeling that everyone is waiting for something to happen so I'm trying to hurry back. ... Feeling like this happens a lot: I am walking in the woods somewhere and I come to a clearing, like a campsite, and there are people there already. I'm on my way somewhere else, but kind of without any direction. There's water, maybe a lake.
There's a private golf course my parents used to belong to near my house, and I am there walking around the little back area that goes up into the woods. I come around to the hole just before you cross the street, and people are putting. I wait until they are done, and I grab a backpack and sleeping bag I left there. I walk into the half way house and there's a lot of people there (married couples). I decide to change my clothes (?) so I go into the bathroom. A guy comes in just as I notice there are three little frogs swimming around in the shower. He's trying to get them out, but I'm saying, "It's fine, don't worry about it". The frogs are really small, and the water they are swimming around in is kind of cloudy and there's sticks and leaves in it too. Another guy comes in and puts his hand on my shoulder, something about him seems like he's protective over me. Even when the frog guy leaves, he's still there. I was able to really clearly see his face, which is new for me: he had short dark hair and a little scruff and dark eyes. His wife comes in and she's yelling at him, as she's doing that I'm folding up his jacket for him. He starts to leave and his wife is yelling at him all the way out the door, not sure about what. I remember feeling bad for him. I can't stop thinking about the frogs... so random. What is that supposed to represent??
Updated 01-17-2011 at 02:56 PM by 39980
I am on a seesaw with one of the kids from work, LH, and she is laughing and wearing some of the clothes I've given her. ... On some different kind of shift, I am at work in the gym and all the kids are lined up on the floor with sleeping bags. One of the kids, CH is following me around and keeps touching me way too much. JK tells me to go take a break, and maybe he'll stop. So I'm driving along a road with my brother T and I think one other person. I don't have a lot of time, but we stop at a grocery store. Then I am in a mall food court waiting in line for some place that gives out prescription medication, and smoothies too. I ask for that sounds like "benzanoid" and the guy behind the counter asks if I need the diet version. A lady I work with, DM says I need the diet version because the other kind will hurt my stomach.
I'm at a party at someone's house, and I walk into a dark room. I have a red solo cup and put it down on a table. I'm about to turn on a light, when someone grabs me by my arms and pushes me up against a wall. He pauses for a second, then kisses me. I have my hand on the back of his neck, but it's too dark to see who it is. All I can see are shadows and outlines, but I remember a red ottoman.
Updated 01-15-2011 at 05:02 PM by 39980
At a house I've never seen before, I realize I am about to be taken to some Nazi concentration camp. There are guards walking all around, and the only other people there other than them are myself, M, and my parents. We are told that anything we cover up in our rooms with a towel, they won't take and we can have later, we just need to follow directions. So it's dark and I can't see, but I decide to go find some of M's things to cover since I don't really care about anything I own. I cover a radio and a VCR and put some old cups on top. I try to go in my room but I can't see where I'm going. I walk out to find my mom and I'm crying and nervous, so she comes with me. She brings me to a room with candles and little statues (I noticed a Mets figurine). She starts turning a few of the statues 90 degrees around and is telling me they will go through our stuff anyways. Then I ask her if this means we are going to die, and she says yes, but not today. I look out the window and I see a huge S - shaped fire pit and I know they are throwing people in there. ... I'm in a big old house (seen before in a dream, but as a college I think) and my whole family is there. I take little S and we are walking around in a vegetable garden, and I am telling her about all the names of the vegetables. I see some vegetables that probably don't really exist, like a white squash with rainbow flecks all around it. As I'm carrying her, I can't believe how much I love this little girl. Later, I see my brothers T & J and I follow them. Something is going on that is making us all laugh. Then J is sitting in a chair and he has a huge bag of weed in his jacket pocket. ... At some kind of block party, I am walking around and see people from all aspects of my life standing in little clusters all around. I see my Uncle B and I try to get his attention to tell him there is a lady at work that has a brother that lives on the same street as him. I see M drinking something and I want a sip, but when I ask he finishes the whole thing and throws the bottle at me. I get frustrated and I start walking around some more. I hear "Just Breathe" by Pearl Jam playing over the speakers somewhere (2nd time I've heard this song in a dream recently). I say to myself, "How can I be surrounded by so many people I know, but still be standing here completely alone?"
I'm at work sitting at a round table with one of the kids, DC. He starts scratching the back of his neck and getting agitated so I tell him to calm down. ... I'm walking along a highway and I'm lost. I think I know which exit to turn down but when I get there, I see other people standing around and realize it wasn't the right one.
I am at an art gallery with AC and SP, and we are joking about buying this huge pricey painting. They are talking to a lady that works there. My dad is there, and we start painting an abstract of a family sitting at a table. ... Something about my 92 year old great aunt not being well..
I'm at a funeral at a church.. I don't know the person who died, but it was from a cocaine overdose. The person, who I think was a woman maybe in her 60's, is floating on water in a big baptism tub.
Somewhere I think I recognize from another dream.. I am walking around Brooklyn (even though it looks nothing like any part of Brooklyn) going to my mom's apartment (???). I say I think I remember where I am, and to let me lead the rest of the way. So I find the place, and I go in to the lobby and there's people everywhere. I don't remember the code to get in the next door so I use the one from work, and it lets us in. She goes on ahead, and there are a group of guys behind me. As I'm going up the stairs, they ask if I want to smoke weed with them and they start coming towards me. I'm starting to bug out because I can't find the apartment. I'm going in and out of all these areas of the building, but the place I'm looking for just isn't there. The guys are still following me. I try to call her, but M answers and curses at me so I hang up. ... I am with some friends.. I think LE, AH, and KD.. We are in a little house (maybe somewhere in St. Augustine) and there is a couch we have that needs to go outside. KD was hitting on some guy earlier that lives across the street, and I see him walking around outside. He has glowing white spikey hair. The girls want to spray paint something on his fence, and I'm insisting it's a stupid idea and not going to be worth having to clean up and fix. While they are talking about that, I realize the couch still needs to go outside to the curb. Apparently I was jacked, because I was able to carry the couch with just one hand. ... This dream seems so nonsensical: At some graduation ceremony in an auditorium with very few people.. I recognize people I grew up with in NY and people I went to high school with in FL. The people graduating are wearing yellow gowns. I am called up to get a pink bow that I'm supposed to wear in my hair. When I get up, I lose my seat, so I sit in another area. I sit next to someone who knew my grandma D. There's a huge vat of cake going around that looks like it's made of mostly icing that people are taking, and I pass it up. "Mr. Jones" by the Counting Crows starts playing and I look up and see a girl I knew in FL, MB, cleaning windows and dancing to this song and she's gained like.. 200 pounds but I still think she's adorable. I see a neon sign for a bar, still from the seat I was in, and I say "You know where to find me if you need me!" and I leave. I feel like I disappointed the lady I was sitting next to. *Wondering why I'm always going up stairs or an incline of some sort in my dreams, and why groups of young guys are "bad"....
Updated 01-09-2011 at 05:55 PM by 39980
At the elementary school I went to, I'm walking around and trying to get in. The doors are locked and it's all boarded up. I walk around, heading towards the little post office and there's a bunch of people around and they're all drinking. Someone has a video camera and there's a bonfire too. I'm watching the video and I see myself with two other girls and I look happy. ... I'm in a little village outside at night with my brothers, M's family, and his friends too. Everyone is drinking and having a good time. I go walk over to M and he sees me and starts to walk away, so I stop. Every time I get close to him he walks away. Then I see him with a girl with long brown hair, who seems closer to his age, and they are all over each other. So I push him and say "It's over! It's fucking OVER!" and I give him my wedding ring (which in the dream is bent and breaking). He isn't fazed by this at all, and I feel freed. I go tell my brother J but he isn't listening. ... I'm in a bar about to leave and this big guy with way too many facial piercings comes up to me and asks if his spiked lip rings would be a problem if he applied for a job there. I say "uhh.. I don't know.. why don't you ask someone who works here.." as I kind of motion over to these girls by a hostess stand. ... Something about a giant bottle of vodka, me spitting it out, and saying "whyyy!" ... I'm sitting with this random family outside at a picnic table and we are about to play Bananagrams. I am about to tell everyone how to play but this boy starts doing weird things with little colored chips and M&Ms and everyone is following along. I have no time for this so I get up and leave. ... I am in a big old room with lots of bookshelves, like someone's library in their mansion. I'm with the kids in my class, and there are two ladies there who I think are supposed to be other staff. They start taking some of the kids outside, but when I see them taking CH I follow them and say "You don't know him well enough, I'll take him". I think its too cold to go outside so I stay in with him, and he starts singing "empty empty belly!" and I'm smiling.
In a place I don't recognize, I'm laying down on a couch and I decide to take a nap, but I can't stop looking at the ceiling.. its silver with shimmery waves going through it. There's a guy from work there, and he's reading a newspaper on the other end of the room. GB comes in, and I sit up really quickly. The other guy keeps moving his chair closer and I say "You can leave now" but he just laughs. GB sits next to me and I ask him how long he has, but it doesn't seem to matter. I tell him he needs to see something, and I point to the ceiling and it looks like an ocean of mercury. I look down and realize I'm holding his hand and I feel both of my hands start tingling. The other guy drops something. ... I'm in the dining room in my house and I have a bag of sarongs from some other country that my mom brought me. I'm taking them out acting like I have a use for them but I really don't.
Terrible recall.. Something about being at work.. with one of the kids, MC.. I think he was kicking me.
At UNF, I am walking by where the woods used to be. I cross the street and see human footprints in the mud so I follow them. I see a wolf eating an elk and I start to back away. Then the wolf starts coming towards me so I hide in the bushes and get underneath some leaves. The wolf is looking right at me and I say "I'll stay right here just leave me alone!" I think the wolf answered back but I don't remember what it said. ... A woman I work with, DM, was reciting some random top ten list. Her face froze (I think I made this happen) and I was staring at her... then I sort of woke up a little bit, fell back asleep, and picked up right where her face was frozen. Then I made her walk away! Very strange and cool.. semi-lucid?
What a happy dream.. I am swimming in the ocean under water with dozens of huge animals like giant stingrays, sharks, and whales.. but everyone is getting along with each other. I decide to give my mom a tour of the deep blue and I am swimming around with her saying things like "And if you look to your left you'll see our friend the humpback whale!". Then the animals start to put on a show Little Mermaid-style with water shooting up in the sky and little rhythmic beats. ... I am a contestant on Ninja Warrior... watching myself, I hear the announcer say something in Japanese.. it looks like I'm doing really well. There's a ramp that I am running up and climbing really fast.. yup, I was a ninja alright. ... Something about the street I live on.. I am in a house I don't recognize and I realize I left a gray bag outside that has my wallet and stuff in it. I am at this machine that dispenses shots and I ask if there is whiskey. Some familiar faces are around, maybe J&J. I keep telling people I need to get the bag outside before someone steals it but they keep giving me shots. At some point I leave, get the bag, and feel like I'm on a mission.. I recognize the street I'm walking down is somewhere in Montana. Missed somewhere between 35 and 8 billion
Updated 01-04-2011 at 11:25 AM by 39980