heroleon

Oh yeah! Today I had a series of 7 lucid dreams.
Lets start off with my normal dream. I was playing some sort of zombie tag at a playground. The zombie was blindfolded, and everyone has to hide. I climbed up and hid in a ledge somewhere. Now, we were at a hotel, and my mother blurted out something, I look in the mirror, and realized I was dreaming, and that's where's lucidity kicks in. Whenever the lucidity kicks in, I'm always in a house that I never been to before. A creation of my subconscious.

In my series of lucid dreams, I didn't use any control on it this time. I was trying to prolong the experience as best I could. I looked at my watch and repeated " I will not wake up until this watch hits this and that. It didn't work, because I never looked at my watch after that. I kept repeating increase lucidity, and did all the rituals, and than after that. All I did was stare out the window, and observe the people walking. Everything faded, I felt my dream body in limbo as I seem to be surfacing the white light. After that I had 6 false awakenings. All of me doing the nose pinch, and trying to leave the house, but all were short lived of my trying to leave the house before waking up. Thing is, I never find sleeping on my back comfortable.

Again, I was laying on my back to sleep instead of my side. This helps me with lucidity because I don't move much. This has helped for the second time in a row.

Most dreams don't make sense, we know this. So, I'll just list whatever happened.

- Group of friends, we're hanging out in street. Walked pasted my cousin.
-Fell into lucidity, didn't last long. It was blurry, I woke up pretty quickly. I'm taking note that sleeping on my back instead of my side is very effective to becoming lucid, because I don't move around.
-Some bar that involves angels. Menu includes thousand year old wine, and other stuff.
-In new york, fountain pen merchant. I was looking at a Visonti dolci fountain pen, and a gold ringtop.

It was like... It was like watching a horrific psychopathic art house film. Jesus Christ. What the hell had I dreamt. Is this even a dream. I don't even..

AM I insane?! What kind of neurosis is this.

Jesus Christ, Why can't I go to sleep on 1:00AM - 6:00AM anymore? It's been like this for a week.

It's a dream that does make sense or at least I lost a understanding of it when I woke up.
So, I'll list whatever the heck happened. School, folder.. Sister, and father buying me a nice headphone amplifier, I saw Ray Charles perform, and I was besides the piano with him!! That is all....3

I didn't get any f** sleep tonight. I'm just as tired and shitty as anybody else in this position which I'm sure some of you have been in this position before.
Well, there is just too many damn thoughts in my head. Not to mention how I suddenly realize how insanely uncomfortable my pillows are.
Anyways, Thoughts about the past. regrets, how I might have changed things and hopefully optimism for the future.
My eyes may not focus as well as my mind at this moment, but I just had a epiphany of what I need to do in life. Which is damn well better or to close to than any dreams.... I suppose... Sorta... Not really. I would still like a lucid dream or two. They always leave me smiling. Yeah, you understand.

Peace out.

Well, this one didn't really make sense. It was a very long dream, because daytime shifted to nighttime along with a large amount of me walking about, It felt like a day, and I recall every moment of it in complete clarity. I just wish I was lucid. I'm still in school apparently. Summer school, and I was going to my classes and then lunch, which had one of those water ice things to eat. Trying to find my next class with I couldn't. I didn't have my roster. I kept looking and looking, but it is nowhere to be found. Ran into some electronic store in the school, saw a bunch of familiar faces. Outside, someone threw a pack of cards into my back bag trying to not let the other guy know. I gave it back. Some Asian kid spoke to me who I apparently knew in the dream, but I don't. Still trying to find that class, and it became nighttime. I somehow figured that it was another address or another building. Ran into some art school along the way, but that is not what I was looking for. I ran into some interesting people along the way before I woke up.

Today, after a whole week have I been able to get lucid. Normally, my LD would consist of me being inside or around some quiet area, but today when I opened up that dream door. It was a whole city as bright as Manhattan, and Tokyo combined, right before my eyes! Amazing! But I did spend a decent amount of time before I "woke up". I thought I woke up, but I was still LDing, but then I woke up for reals. Fun fun fun.