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I was in some type of warehouse/office setting that looked old like in an old part of New York. I was fighting a bald white man with my fists. I instinctively knew that he was me and I was fighting a clone of myself. Although, it wasn't me. For whatever reason, I wasn't myself in this dream. After I had defeated the clone I looked out of the balcony. The ocean level was right up against the top of the thick concrete railing. The ocean idly moved up and down barley managing to not spill into the room.

The next wave spilled about 2 liters of sea water into the balcony. Upon hitting the ground the water instantly turned into another clone of me. In the back of my head, I felt like I would be going up against a potentially infinite amount of clones. And at that moment, I traveled at the speed of sound out of the balcony in a straight line. About half a mile away from the room I passed by 5-6 navy warships. They were all kinds of different types of warship. There was a cruiser, destroyer, battleship, a couple other ships, and I think an aircraft carrier. They were headed straight toward the room where the clone of me was. I got the sense that they were head there to fight the big battle to end the conflict. But the thing that really stood out about these ships was that they were made out of blue words. The first couple ships were made out of multiple words that I couldn't read, but a few of the ships in the middle of the formation were made out of the name of their ship type, ex:

BATTLESHIP

This one was several days ago. I was in my old apartment in the livingroom. Kuvira (a military dictator/conqueror from The Legend of Korra) was there. I can't exactly remember what happened, all I remember is thinking that her next move was going to be her calling her army to catch me, so I jumped onto her and covered her mouth. I remember seeing the front door as well.

A couple of days ago I had a dream that I and a group of survivors were hiding in a severely damaged house. It was a good-sized one story house that looked like it had just been through a hurricane. Walls had been knocked down and about half of the ceiling was torn off.

The house was our only cover from a T-Rex that was trying to kill us. I never saw the T-Rex, because I stayed behind the walls and went the opposite way that I heard it going. Anyways, I cautiously go through the livingroom and kitchen into the garage. There are other people evading the T-Rex as well. A guy told me about a gun that was somewhere. All I remember was that it didn't have ammo or had some other problem. I back track through the kitchen and into the livingroom, evading the T-Rex. END.

We were driving very fast in an SUV on the outskirts of a town. My mother's ex husband (Niko) was in the driver's seat, I was in the backseat, and there were two other's with us. It's daytime and God has begun his destruction of the Earth. I saw an airplane above a town that lost control and was falling from the sky. Children were escaping from the plane with techniques they learned from school.

All of a sudden, we are going off-road at about 45 mph. I see a freeway with a tall barbed-wire gate all along both sides of it. Niko turns and jumps the SUV off of the hill we were on, runs into the barbed-wire fence and seamlessly transitions us onto the highway. The freeway was in a forested area and most cars were heading the opposite direction we were. Some cars were going slower than us, so Niko decides to weave in and out of traffic to maintain his speed.

We get to the end of the freeway at a small forest reserve-type area except that it is the Garden of Eden hidden in plain sight throughout time. We get out of the car and go to the lake about 50 ft from the car. It's night now and one of the guys shows me a sea monster under the lake. The lake is very deep and I can see through the muddy water the sea monster idly swimming. The guys says something to the effect of 'isn't it cool?'

I get up and see a pack of ferocious wolves approaching me. I pick up a stick that had a smaller, sharp stick tied to it at the end similar to a pickaxe. A wolf jumps at me and I swing and seriously injure it. As the wolf lays on the ground, bleeding, he tells me,' over there, we saved it.' Instinctively knowing he was helping me, I run over about 20 ft and pick up a gauntlet off the ground. I run back to the wolves and punch one with the gauntlet. A flash of white light comes out of the gauntlet and hits the wolf with enough force to knock him back 10 ft. I proceed to kill every wolf in the pack with one hit each until they are all dead. Then I go over to the lake and punch into it hoping it would kill the sea monster. But the punch doesn't seem to have much effect without a close target. I try to punch it again, then I woke up.

I was viewing the dream from the 3rd person, like a movie. A fleet of space cruisers was leaving to regroup with more ships, because they realized they would need more ships for their mission. So they get back to a planet (I think Earth) and a giant ship opens up the bottom of it's hull and the three ships dock inside it. Somehow, now the ships are small and are inside of the hull of a modern fighter jet. I forgot why, but the pilot takes a jar of tiny flying insects and lets them loose inside of his plane where the other ships are still docked, then closed the hull back up.

The dream changes to 1st person now and I'm looking at the pilot and another Air Force Officer standing next to me. The pilot was standing in the cockpit of his jet when we look over into the distance and see a nuclear explosion go off about 3-5 miles away. The sky becomes cloudy and turns black and red. I can see the fiery mushroom cloud and the shockwave approaching from the distance. The wind started to pick up and the officer standing next to me died. Then the shockwave reached us and the pilot looked at me and screamed in pain as his skin was peeled off from his head, then his muscles, and then his blood until he was just a skeleton in a pilot's outfit. My teeth felt loose and weird, so I hunched over. Then two of my teeth feel out, one of them had a filling.

And then I woke up.

1. Connect to Subconscious: Ask questions to learn more about myself and learn how to make a permanent connection with it.

Dream Fragment 1:

The Winco Freight Crew and I were outside my apartment at some kind of machine in the nighttime. I was operating it, appearently we were setting up for a pretty big troll. The guys joked around while I worked the machine. I finished quickly and realized I had no shoes, so I begun to head back when the manager, John, told me,' Dont worry we'll wait for you,' with a bro smile.

Next thing I know we are out on my street with a overly fat warthog. Apparently it was ready to explode at any minute. We guided it to start walking towards a pedestrian. Everyone was spread out in different parts of the street, giggling, waiting for the troll to unload. But then the pig started to come over to us and by the look on it's face, it was going to explode really soon.

I started to jog away, keeping a good distance. For some reason, one of the females stayed at that position.

Dream Fragment 2:

I was falling out of the sky. Though I spread my arms and legs out, so that slowed me down considerably. I landed in a city, next to a highway bridge. I remember something about my grandma. Then a black guy and another white guy are falling with me. I tried to fan out, but that only put me upside down. The guys were having fun and try to quickly get into position to better fall. I tried a couple other things but couldn't get into a good position. I was calm. As we neared the bottom, the guys just decided to sit on the plastic suitcase and land it on the wheels. In a videogame we played, when you would do that you would hit the ground with no momentum. Which worked for them. I hit the ground with no preparations, but was fine.

Dream Fragment 3:

A tragedy is befalling my area. I'm still in my neighborhood, but everyone's gone. I go down my street a few buildings and happen across a new building, where I 'worked'. I go to the entrance where I meet a young woman, who I now realize in Juliet from Lost, she told me that there are people in still in there, but that we should go. I deny that, and continue into the building (another testament to the nature of my basic/intuitive-self). The inside has the architecture of what an early human combat spaceship would look like. Though the ceiling goes up a few stories. And there is a fall off point on the opening walkway. I find a few workers in this secret facility and tell them about the state of emergency, so they leave the building in a hurry. Some of the cooks remained and declared they are a part of the disaster and intend to stay for when it comes.

I just decide to go with a there's-no-time-for-bullshit attitude and just leave them, hurrying back out. Well now there's a lake instead of a parking lot. I swim across it and meet up with Juliet hiding behind a dumpster. Another guy had just finished making a boat and paddled off. I told Juliet that we need to return to our land, (a small island in the middle of a small river deep in the forest) referring to the other 12 people around us and ourselves. She doesn't reply, so I start making a boat anyways, even though it's gonna take at least 9 hours.

Dream Fragment 4:

Apparently the Nazis were the source of panic, in that they were coming. I was in a metal room in the secret facility. For some reason water was in the room going all the way up to my belly button. I was standing in line with other boys, I was about 10 yo. We were all carrying these Chinese ornaments, they were four horizontal lines of wood held together with tow pieces of string. Hitler came up to me and made a quick cut on mine. I felt pain, as if he actually slashed me on the torso. I stood out of line, but thought that I should obey him since he was my superior. So I got back in line. He slashed my ornament again, and like a voodoo doll, I felt pain on my torso, and I got out of line, then got back in line. He slashed it again and it really cut me this time and hurt the worst. It was pretty deep, and I stumbled out of line, and couldn't recover myself to line, but I stood back at attention in front of him.

Then he got an evil satisfaction face and said,' Yes! Yes! I'm in complete control.' Then he stabbed me in my guy for real. At least 3 inches deep. It was some of the worst pain I've ever felt. So much that I was being pulled out of my dream. I could tell because everything turned black and I could see the lights from the back of my eye lids. The pain subsided after I was fully conscious that I was awake.

Afterthoughts

Upon subtly sensing, I believe that fragment 4 was the result of my subtle dark side being able to gain control of my conscious mind. I believe that my darkside wants to reign supreme over my mind and felt satisfaction that it had temporary control of my mind. I think that Hitler was the best personification it could've chosen. Hitler: the enemy of innocent humans, betrayer, deceiver, selfist, evil; also not to mention with the power to accomplish his tasks. It can try to take me over.

Dream

I was at what would best be described as a military camp-school. I was in a building that reminded me of hogwarts in the way that it was old and classical in appearance. I was in a team of 4 people: a 14 yo girl, a 18 yo guy, and a 15 yo guy. We were at an indoor pool. There seemed to be a lot of teens there, but no adults or CO's. Everyone, including us, had red M4's with lethal rounds. I walked down the stairs and the 14 yo came with me. I thought of transforming my M4 into a M1 Garand a little while later. The girl and I went down the last flight of stairs into a dinning hall, in which had T.V.'s that monitored the major sections of the camp's buildings. On the screen I saw my old friend, Dayne, pull out his pistol on a 13 yo kid after a short conversation with the kid. I saw that no one did anything in that room.

I begun sprinting over to the building where this was taking place, thrusting my rifle side-to-side to generate that extra momentum. The girl and others followed me, probably just to watch the action. Though I think the girl genuinely had my back. I was there within moments, I busted the door open and Dayne begun running. I think some of the others tried to fire some shots at him, but missed. I stopped behind cover and trained my rifle on Dayne as he quickly move across the room. With the perfect shot lined up, I fire a single round, killing him.

He drops to the floor, dead. I face my peers and say,' This what happens when you try to shot someone else.' END

On a side note, I think that our superiors (CO's) that were not present left us unattended as a test. For what, I have no clue.

Afterthoughts

I think this was a test/scenario that my higher self had me run through. I believe that there was much more than I remember, but that the scenario was meant to hone my intuitive self in all directions. I am glad to know that my basic-self, my instinct is to uphold the highest of moral and Good. I'm glad to have killed my friend in the defense of innocence. I always had a feeling that I had a higher connection to Good. Now this confirms that I have an affiliation with Good. Which gives me contentedness, joy, and cause.

As I write this, I feel the high Good energies permeating in my being. Thinking of upholding Good brings righteous energies. I bet living a fully honorable, righteous, courageous, and self-sacrificing life would bring ascension for me, which is what it feels like, I believe I would ascend into a full Warrior of Light. Also fighting for Good no matter what any being thinks or threatens. Also having wisdom, and learning. And of course being spiritual. All with a hint of somethings I don't know about yet should bring me to ascension.

(If you're reading this and considering using that as a means for ascension, don't. That's my path and my way of ascension. Your path is most likely different, thus you must take a different path to ascension. I wouldn't want you to waste your time on something that only works for Lightwarriors.)

I'm not sure if this was a feat that I was tested on by an outside source, such as a higher being or recruiter for a spiritual order. But it would be about time. But then again maybe not. Though I strongly believe that this was a test in general. I believe it most likely, by sensing, that my subconscious was/is honing or training, me to be a guardian of light. Though it shouldn't ruled out that higher beings are specifically monitoring me and subtly testing me. Though if they had to actually sit down in my dream and create a scenario for me to run, then they are already past initial sensing and judgement of my day-to-day behavior. Theoretically meaning that Im seriously in the running for being offered to join a spiritual order of Lightwarroirs.

Dreams

-Field Trip

A group of teens my age and I were on the side of a hill, off of a road. I forgot why. I was more outgoing and wise than my normal self. A guy was acting out because he wasnt accepted. He put on sun glasses, I could tell he put them on to become more acceptable, not because he liked them. I told him he doesnt have to wear them, to just be himself. Since he thought of himself lowly, he thought I was makng fun of him. I assured him that I wasnt and told him a couple other things. He said that he was starting to trust me, to be his friend; I was probably his best friend there, cuz everyone made fun of him.

We all went back up the hill, onto the road, and into our school bus. We rode in the bus for a while. During which, I socialized with other people. There was a pretty, brown-skinned girl sitting in the seat next to me. As we neared our destination she asked me to be her boyfriend. We had a thing going on for a while now, and I accepted. As we got off of the bus she said,' I love you,' in a kind of joking tone. I replied,' I love you too,' in a more serious tone. 'Wow, thank you!' she replied astonished. I dont think she really gets loved by people.

We get off the bus, the class and us are walking into what looks like a science facility of some type. My new girlfriend and I stay behind the crowd. The teachers are leading the pack, not checking the people in the back. When we get into the building, we see a restricted area door. We wait for our group to trail off a while. Then she just opens the door and runs in, I take a last check, and run in. There's an operating machine and nothing else in the room. We climb over it and go down a vertical shoot. I went first. From the bottem of the shout, we can see a hallway and a man in scrubs pushing a cartwheel. We make sure that we dont move at all so that we dont get spotted. Then a couple other people walked past. When the coast was clear we decided to leave, since we couldn't go in any further. I jump and pull myself up and out of the shout. I look back down to see how she was doing. Apperantely, she didnt think she could get herself up, and was holding a hand up to me. I reached down to grab her hand, and pulled her out of the shout.

We snuck out of the restricted area door and walked down a hallway into a lunch room. Our class had already left by this time. So we leave the facility and see our bus still outside. We walk in it, knowing everyone else has already left. Our teacher, who resembled Julius Caesar, waited for us the entire time. As we walked in I said,' I love the dedication of Milwaukie teachers that you would wait for us this entire time.' 'Ya thanks a lot,' my girlfriend said.

Fragment 1

I was in a place that resembled a mall. Yet only a few people were walking around. I was here to go into another dimension with some other people. I don't know if it was dream preminision or if I remembered having this dream before, but I saw that the other people and I would come out into a maze sort of place. Yet it was a difficult maze, more of a 'choose your path' kind of deal.

I go up to the help desk of this 'mall', and the guy pointed over in the direction of the 'shop'; that was really just there for jumping worthy people to the other dimensions. Worthy meaning, they know about spirituality and have reached the point in their personal and spiritual development to be ready to take the jump into the other dimension.

Anyways, the 'shop' was in a coldasack of other shops in the mall. I walked up to the 'shop'. I saw other people going into a different store, all the other shops were legit stores. The 'shop' was kept secret of its real purpose. I go in to meet an old man who looks to have been doing this for quite some time. Im not sure if I was in the back of his 'shop' or this was the whole thing, but I was in a house. It was small though, a bit cramped, and had old classy decorations. I talked with him for a bit and he went into his closet and traced his finger down one of the corners that had blue painting tape on it. He told me to stay in the closet while he performs the teleportation. I can't remember what happened after that. Im pretty sure I wasn't teleported with any other people, which would be uncommon. Maybe the memories of already going into another dimension was due to poor structure of the dream and was shown before it's time came.

Fragment 2

I completely forgot the trip into the other dimension. I remember walking along on a journey. A scavenger hunt of sorts, but aimed at learning wisdom from the world. That I was supposed to look at every situation and analyse it. To extract wisdom and meaning from it, to learn from it. For some reason my little brother George was with me. Actually he himself probably just jumped into my dream to see what I was doing.

Anyways, we're walking down a dark road next to a river when we see 4 guys with a big tube, chemicals, and some other items. I decided for George and I that we would nonchalantly watch them, because they looked as if they were going to blow something up. They went down onto a small dock on the river. So we went onto another small dock to watch them.

I had a string or something because I flung it into the water. I think it was a form of fishing. A fish began to tug it hard, so I tugged back, but with only minimal success. My intuition told me to let it pull me so I let the 3/4ft fish carry me away, I could barley set my feet on the ground as quick this thing was going. It lead me straight up to the 4 men. They were Caucasians with bald or had very short hair. I talked to them and found out that they weren't planning to blow anything up. I told them that I was watching them, because I thought they had a bomb. They were actually pretty cool guys. After that I set off further on my journey.

Fragment 3

I don't know at what point my little brother stopped following me, but I came up to a tree that had a Hawaiian hut hanging in the middle of the top. And a ladder built onto the tree. I remember going up there with my spiritual master and all our friends and him finding what his spiritual master left here for him. For my master, it was the conclusion and wrap up of his journey.

Alone, I climbed up the ladder and in the small hut. Getting into it was a bit of a challenge since it was highly unstable due to it being suspended by only a rope. But I got in. There was a circle cover, made of wood, on the floor of the hut. I removed it and found my phone, which my master had taken from me so that I could focus on my journey. On it was a video my master had recorded, a message to me.

He said that I can now teach myself and don't really need his guidance anymore. He also said that he would die. Im not sure if it was by suicide, ascension, or disease. I cried for a moment at that. Then remembered that he would be a spirit and still visit. Though it wouldn't be the same. Usually I try to keep a conservative, Catonian mindset, so when I cry, it's for a good fucking reason.

I didn't watch the entire video and climbed down the tree, pocketing my phone. I walked back down the road I came by.

Fragment 4

I remember passing by the river again, though in the daytime. I saw a group of people training for a swimming contest.

Afterthoughts

This dream leaves the feeling of the End of a great ride. I believe its possible that my spiritual master in real life concocted this dream for me. I feel like I learned a lot of things, had a great experience, and met a lot of great people. But I can't remember anymore of the dream.

Dream

I remember being in an auditorium at a pool function. The Marine recruiters gave a quick presentation to the other Marine poolies and I. Everyone began to exit the auditorium out the back right exit. I fumbled around in my duffle bag for about 30 seconds. I don't remember what I was doing.

Next thing I remember I exited the auditorium and I stood outside in a dead grass, forest area. I saw my fellow poolies at the beginning of an obstacle course, roughly, in a 6x15 formation, crouched in a ready position, at the beginning of the obstacle course. I toke my helmet off, to see what I was wearing on my head. My fellow poolies and I wore a desert camoflauge, I couldn't tell if it was the new experimental ones or the old ones. I think it was the new experimental ones though.

"Come on Patterson!" Ssgt. Gauge shouted.

They were all waiting for me to get in formation. The formation was sloppy, but it looked like an open spot was left for me in the formation. There was space for me to be with them. a part of them. I put my helmet back on and rushed over and got in formation, and crouched down.

"Go!" Ssgt. Gauge shouted.

The front of the formation climbed up a chain and climbed over the other side, and climbed down. then the middle, then it was my turn. I was one of the last guys to hit the obstacle. The other 2 guys pathetically tried to climb up the chains with not much success. I jumped up on the chain and gave it my all. That got me about 3/4s up, before I couldn't take anymore. I looked back up at it. It seemed easier than it looked. So based off of naive logic, I decided it was that easy and barely made it over the top. While the other poolies waited for us, crouched next to a hilly wall of mud at the tree line.

I don't really know why, but I felt inadiquet for some reason and I jumped in a ditch and crawle under the obstacle and out the other side. I guess I walked away from it.

Afterthoughts

Along with the feelings I've been getting, this dream is a call to change. A call to being a Marine. Soon I will not be sitting around home all day. I will be in bootcamp and on my path to being a Marine. My time for learning wisdom is closing for a while, so that I can focus on becoming a Marine. Though, in a couple years I will be back to exploring the nature of the universe and wisdom again, while being a Marine. Ooorah

Dream

I had a false awakening from a dream, but for practical purposes I want to get this writen out first while my memory is fresher.

I felt my consciousness starting to pull into the 'physical plane'. But I stopped it and stayed in that state of mind. I was between sleep and awakeness. There was a voice telling me things, teaching me to leave my body. At first, it felt like I was unintentionally holding my arm up. But it told me to not open my eyes to check. At that point I figured it was my spirit's arm that was up and that my focus was more on my spirit than physical reality.

Then I felt my upper body involeentarilly rise up a bit. I figured that was my spirit again. Then at some point my spirit leaves my body and stops 3ft in front of my physical body. Up until this point, I couldn't see anything, only the back of my eyelids. I projected my consciousness into my spirit, so that I could use the body and move around. Though my focus was unstable, and I saw my suroundings blurry for a second, until my consciousness went back into my physcial body, because I had the stray thought of my physical body.

I did that about 2 more times, until the voice told me to stay in my spirit, and it will be better. I did and my surroundings became more clear. I felt like I was floating, and I was. The voice told me to travel to the other side of the livingroom, so I did. Then to travel to the otherside, but walking on the ground. So I Willed my spirit to walk the floor, and I did. I could feel the floor on my feet. Then it told me to practice hovering, floating around the house. I floated over my inanimate physical body and felt a weird energy from it. Like negative energy with pure energy..

The voice didn't think I was ready, but I went outside anyways. There was a nicer, more aboundent energy outside. I slowly began to float up into the sky. But I willed myself to go down. I went down, but when I stopped willing myself to go down, I would just start slowly floating right back up.

The voice told me to walk on the ground and make a connection with it and my feet. I did. I thought of my feet being connected to the earth. And it worked. I didn't float upwards anymore. It felt like standing up, except there was no weight on me, no gravity.

I walked around and felt a bunch of energy, also felt the compacted energy that is dirt on my feet. I walked about 100ft, when I saw one of my old friend's apartments. I started to walk to her apartment, admittedly to see if I could see her naked. Though when I began to walk to her house I felt a sharp feeling in my neck. And I unvoleentarily was veering to the right. I could fight it a little at first, but it got stronger. Then I appeared in another false wakening.

Afterthoughts

What I was taught in my dream seems like a very plausible OBE technique. I plan to try it out in real life. It should be noted that I know it was a dream because I left my physical body at my old house. Also, I think a real master came to my dream to teach me. When I sense it, it almost senses like the teacher is a part of me that only resides and travels around in my dreamspace. Possibly a part of my deep-self that has things to teach me. Also when I sense back on it, the master sensed like a native American. Which I view as generically the best teachers for spiritual arts. Though, my master on the physical plane is native American, so that could've been one of his ancestors.

I don't like American Idol btw.

I was in a small auditorium, with my old classmates making up the audience. It was announced by the host that I had won American Idol and $1,000,000. I was pretty stoked about the mil. Didn't care about Idol. My classmates jumped up and cheered for me. Some famous black woman came up to hug me. Then I went back up stage and gave a quick victory speech. I found it hard to keep my balance on the stage.

Then I remember we all left the room to go to another room outside.

My fellow humans and I were enslaved by a reptilian humanoid race of extraterrestrials. We were scared and made to be unhygienic.

The other humans and I walked down a crowded steel bridge over a baron wasteland. We were being moved and everyone was dead silent. Then a group of humans somewhere behind me started joking and laughing. They were killed with swords by the reptilians. Then everyone was silent again.

Once I get to the end of the bridge, there is a highway leading from it. Other people jump to the ground on their stomachs and travel really fast on the ground. As if it were a giant slip-n-slide. It my turn and jump down. I go pretty fast. I pass under a bridge, and at that point there were humans traveling the same way as me all around me. Just like how close cars are on the highway. There would be an occasional reptilian passing by.

If I dedicated enough brain power to it, I could make myself go faster. I would switch lanes, according to how fast Im going in relation to how fast others are going. I also went on a few on-ramps. And soon, there was no-one on the same road as me.

Then these other guys start catching up to me. 4 of them behind me, 5 in the next lane. Apparently we were racing. Later on through the race, I figure out that we are racing for the reptilians and that if we don't win we will probably die.

After a while, the ground gains normal features, and we have to run the race, because it won't let us slide anymore. Our supervising reptilian is following behind us now. The other team's leading guy, our second guy, and I are way ahead of the pack.

There comes a dirt road that unofficially leads off of the highway, it had a lot of tree-cover. It's a part of the course we are running, so the other 2 guys and I turn onto it. There are two small, parallel ditches; shallowed enough to see over when crawling in them. Which we did. That was the crawling part of the race.

We army-crawled fast. And just as we were out of sight of the supervisor reptilian, my teammate stands up, bites the other guy's toe off, then dumps him into deep ditch right next to us. That didn't sit too well for me. I didn't like killing someone else just to win and especially since he could be easily found and we could be punished for cheating.

He said something like,' just keep going.' So we army crawled about 150ft more. At which point all of both teams were in the shallow ditches. The supervisor was still a good distance away from us. He hadn't made it off the highway. My teammates got up and slaughtered the other team; choking, punching, and kicking them until they were all dead. They made good time of that, surprisingly. They threw their bodies into the deep ditches and over the treeline. I watched all this from the prone position.

The 2nd guy of our team (the one who killed the first guy) run up in font of me. Everyone was shitting their pants now, because if we got caught, we would die. The 2nd guy, who is now 1st, whisper-yelled to the team to move back more, to make it look more convincing. So we moved 40ft back and got back into the prone position. most of us layed on our sides and looked behind us, waiting for the supervisor. The 1st guy continued saying that we would pretend that they got up and ran, attempting to run away. And that we were the one's staying loyal. We were all shitting bricks, but we tried to cover that up as best we could.

Way down at the highway, a bus stopped at the beginning of the dirt road. The supervisor. He stopped very close to where the first guy died. The other guy and I were shitting more bricks at that point, though he was shitting more that me.

I was in a restaurant and Katlynne was there too. I think it was a school field trip it stop. Katlynne was flirting, getting to know a guy. The guy had brown skin, was athletic, and generally a cool guy. I guess it was cuz I was jealous, but he made a joke that crossed the line and I told him to leave and never come back to our school or area. For some reason, he left and he picked up that I didn't want him around Katlynne. She was obviously upset that I made him leave.

We and the rest of the class got on the bus that was taking us home. We all lived in a rural area, apparently. On the bus Katlynne was still clearly upset, so I told her that I would tell the guy he can walk freely and be with her. Apparently, Katlynne liked to have this guy get off the bus with her and have sex with him right as they got home. She replied telling me something along the lines of 'you better get him back'. We were no longer on good terms with eachother. It seemed that if I could restore what I undid, then Katlynne and my friendship would begin to heal. I asked her if she wanted me to tell the guy to go to her house if I saw him.'yes,' she said, still upset with me.

We arrived at Katlynne's house. She got off, didn't say anything to me. The bus backed up a bit and the guy got on. As he passed me I told him that he was free to roam about our area and come back to school. He was cool with, though he looked like he was dealing some feelings of rejection. At this point, I felt legitly bad for him. I wanted him to feel comfortable in our area again. I also told him that Katlynne wanted him to go to her house. He said something like,' oh seriously?' I confirmed it, and he got off the bus and toke a short walk to Katlynne's house. On account that the bus hadn't left at the point.