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[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I did the fluid routine tonight as well. I drank 1 glass of apple juice and 1 glass of milk then I went to bed 22:05
I did not meditate or calmed my mind or anything this night, just to see what would happen and I trusted that I would wake up during the night no matter what! Even though I feared a little that I might close my eyes and the next thing I know it would be morning. But no... This night worked out as good as the previous night.

I have always convinced myself that my meditation routine before bed makes my dreams more stable and not chaotic and random and therefore easier to become aware of. Well I was right....

[COLOR="royalblue"]I had a really weird dream about me and my friend Axel doing parkour in an old city very high up. But I felt no fear I just jumped over buildings like nothing. I had some more dream scenarios here but I can't remember them because I didn't note them.[/COLOR]

I woke up 01:15 and since I sort of knew it was the first REM period I tried to DEILD. I thought to myself "Ok now I am going to wait 10 seconds and then if I feel different I will try to put my finger through my hand!". Nothing happened and I didn't do a reality check (maybe I should have). I was too tired to record my dreams so I fell back to sleep.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I were in a school and I think I were with, ehm you probably don't know what it is but in Sweden we call it "Jönsson ligan"(The Jönsson league) . We were going to crush a wall a steal a safe. But nobody did their job so we failed. Although my dreaming self changed and I was myself and I saw my old french teacher, which I hate.
He gave me the only F I have. My dad were with me for some reason so I told him "That is Nils...". And my dad answered "But he looks like a good teacher, well dressed and a smile." "I don' t care dad! He sucks!".
I walked towards him and said "Hi do you remember me douche bag?" and he just did his annoying giggle and said "No I don't who might you be?" "It's me Christian from your class in 2012" but he answered "Is this a joke the year now is 1999". o. O
I walked inside some other classroom and see my old classmates and I was aware enough to realize that I was dreaming.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I remember that I said something witty can't remember now though, and everybody laughed except the teacher. I started talking to two hot girls.... Lucidity gone. :roll: (I never learn)[/COLOR]
The dream started to fade and I was staring at my eyelids. I tried to DEILD, nothing happened so I went up and recorded my dreams. The times was now 04:08

[COLOR="royalblue"] I remember talking to an hot girl from my previous class, but I can't remember about what anymore.
Then I was looking inside my wallet and saw that my legitimation and bank card were gone and I got super nervous and knew that my dad was going to be furious. I have some notes about a talking Donald Duck and a TV but can't remember that anymore either. Then I woke up 05: 55 and closed my eyes, I thought about writing down my dreams and for some reason I started to dream that I did write them down but I didn't... So all I remembered upon awakening was some keywords.

UFO - I dreamed that I saw flying aircraft that didn't looked man made.
Devil - I dreamed that I was fighting the Devil.
HIMYM French - This dream was interesting because I heard French! I were out with Ted to buy a present to Barney and some woman started to talk French with Ted I asked the woman what she said but then she just said Tralablablaolala in french accent. Not sure if I really heard French at first though since I don't speak it myself, I might have heard stuff that my brain remember though.[/COLOR]

And I finally woke up around 07:13 to go to the bathroom :)

This night's dreams were too chaotic for me to become lucid in, so the next night I am going to do my regular meditation routine and see if I notice any differences.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I read a thread last night written by someone called "idkwhattoput". By talking to him I realized that he was way above both my level and many other members of this forum even though he was almost completely new to lucid dreaming.
My first suspicion to that came when I read that his smallest problem was to FULLY control the dream.

Sure to get lucid is a task in itself but I have overcome it to at least have at least one lucid each week, but to stabilize and maintain the dream is a completely different story. I have practiced for 4 years and only managed to do that a few times.
Yet this guy claimed to do it easily as pie... I just had to ask him what his secret was.

He told me that it was by triggering a natural Wake Back to Bed or Awakening by drinking lots of water on any other fluid before going to bed. Then after visiting the bathroom he just did a WILD attempt.
I have always been able to master the DEILD and a perfectly timed WILD, because when it is in the right moment it is as easy to count to ten... But I have never been able to find a way to regularly wake up naturally in order to do that.
So I could not believe it was this easy, but I gave it a shot.

For some reason I imagined every glass of fluid as a 40 % chance for me to wake up and I drank two.

Then I went to bed 22:10

[COLOR="royalblue"]I had some super vivid dream where I was a superhero flying around fighting criminals. At one point in this dream I grabbed a sniper rifle and tried to shoot the Joker but it was like he was invincible. I also saw Batman and lots of stuff happened in this dream, but I didn't record it so I don't remember the details.

I had a brief awakening 01:15 and recorded the dream quickly and then dozed off.

Then I had a dream where I was outside and my previous Taekwondo trainer told me that I was going to compete in three matches so I had to hurry. I thought to myself "But I am not doing this sport anymore, I stopped 8 years ago..."
Why am I here? "Maybe I stopped by to watch a match and now just randomly decided to compete ah well it might be fun." I went to my parents that were seated in the crowd and told them I needed sleevelets, then I realized that I have no other protection either nor a taekwondo suit. "We can't buy everything" they said. "But how am I supposed to compete then?" I complained. "I guess you just have to fight in that grey shirt" mom answered.
"Ah ok what ever.... I need to run there now if I am going to make it.".

I started running through the big arena I where in and the competitors were outside, I met an old friend Ralph that asked me if I was back. But I just answered "No I am actually just doing it for fun. I am allowed to kick the head now right?"
"Yeah you are but just make sure that you don't miss and that they get free kicks in your stomach."
I went out to a big grass field and saw the taekwondo-mats. Then I saw some guy playing soccer.

I woke up 04:03 and wrote some keywords and I wondered if I had woke up because the dream had ended or if I needed to go to the bathroom, but I didn't felt the urge so I thought I should try a WILD attempt. I closed my eyes and did some old Michael Raduga non-physical state testing like "Observing images, listening in.." As I listened for strange sounds I heard a tone in my ear, I don't know why but I thought that it meant that I am still in REM, not sure about that now though.
I were on my back and got uncomfortable and switched to a side sleeping posture and started falling asleep unconsciously.

I remember feeling the daydream to dream transition and was lucid for a brief second, but lost it immediately.
[COLOR="blue"]I were looking out on a big crowd and I remember thinking "This is a mistake I am not the artist that is supposed to be going out here... Hmm I might dare to do it since I am dreaming". I think the real artist that was going to sing was Eric Saade and I went out and started singing "Manboy, manboy!"[/COLOR] The dancers looked strange at me, and I panicked and realized that I don't know the whole song. I grabbed the microphone and said "Sorry I am not the real artist.".

I jumped off the stage that was really high so people looked with these eyes at me :shock:
I remember that it wasn't a normal crowd but actually a school prom and the students were eating at big tables.

The dream changed and I was on a party in my own house although it looked different. The whole me was different my personality was weird and even though people liked me as a funny guy they couldn't endure two minutes with me. I was kind of like Jim Carrey. I tried to hit on some girls but failed miserably. I also went up to my room and I saw huge spider crawling o my wall! Although I am not surprised, there are tons of spiders in my real home.

I look up into the sky and I see a herd of stars moving super fast. [/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I realized that I was dreaming but just a second after watching those stars I realize that I am[/COLOR] looking at the back of my eyelids...
I wondered why I had woke up, but didn't had to think for long because I felt that I had a pinched nerve in my elbow and it hurt a lot.

I had long vivid and stable dreams this night. And best of all I found a way to give myself a DEILD/ WILD opportunity.
So I thank "idkwhattoput" for that and I hope that the coming nights will finally make me progress my stabilization and maintaining progress.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I went to bed very late, around 24:00 because I played some Dead Island with my friend. But I didn't remember much dreams from this night, however I fell asleep again and dreamed this:

[COLOR="royalblue"]I woke up and my mom asked me how the swimming in school worked if we were free to do what we wanted or if we had to earn a swimming badge first. In this dream I took my sheets and pillow to the sofa in the room outside of my bedroom and for some reason I fell asleep there. Then I remember hearing my dad yelling my name from downstairs in this dream and my mom said "let him sleep". I visualized myself walking in a town and I think I dreamed about it for a bit until I suddenly got more aware and sort of realized what had happened. I remember that it wasn't as vivid as a normal dream, but I tried to chain the dream and I got lucid. [/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I realized that the first dream I had was a false awakening but I flew to a house that looked like my real house. I was considering yelling "I am dreaming!" to stabilize but was yet again... worried that I would scream for real as well. So instead I screamed "MOM! Can you hear me?" and I hear an answer "Yes what is it?" and I answered "Uhm don't wake me up I am dreaming!".
"Ok..." she said. Then I went downstairs and went out of my house, at first I considered choosing a jacket but then I thought "Hmm that's unnecessary I am dreaming." I got out of my house and I flew up into the air with great control for a change. I looked in through my bedroom window but didn't saw myself. Then I thought "Oh right I am in my TV-room in this dream. I also thought "Hmm is it an OBE if I see myself? Or do I have to wake myself up... Nah not going to risk it let's try out some stabilization techniques. This dream seems stable enough to try out all of them!"
I did a nose-plug reality check, but it didn't work! So I can't relay on that one anymore, I then went to my stair and felt it with my hands and I even licked the rail just to see if it helped :eek: But I actually lost my lucidity...[/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]I went upstairs and I think I had a nosebleed so I went to the toilet and grabbed some paper, but then I woke up.[/COLOR]


When I woke up my hands were paralyzed and it hurt when I tried to move them, but it gradually faded away.
The time was now 08:37
I then asked my mom if she had heard me when I yelled. But she had not :cheeky:

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I went to bed late and knew that I wouldn't remember much dreams for the early night, although I might have a chance with the later morning dreams. I went to sleep 23:39

[COLOR="royalblue"]After I fell back to sleep in the morning I had a dream where I see two girls, but for some reason I could see a slightly red color on the edges of one of the girl's head. And on the other girl the edge was green.
I wondered what was happening then I see man come in to the room with a cat wearing black latex and a top hat
o. O

He told me he was going to teach me Remote Viewing and seeing auras. I didn't trust him or at least I was a little afraid of him so I went to his office to look for papers or information of who he was. Although he caught me in the act and told me to follow him. He said he wanted me to meet someone.

I then hear a voice from unknown direction saying "Close your eyes". "Imagine being on a traveling train seated in a blu chair." I did and saw it very clearly. "Good your almost there, can you see me waving my hand?" the voice said.
I saw a brown haired woman waving in my vision and then she said "Now your here!". And I was on that train.
"You are now in the dream" she said. "You see that guinea-pig on that table? Concentrate and you can understand what it is saying.". I looked on it and saw something glowing from it's legs and the woman told me to perceive it's energy.

Then I hear a voice "Hey you there. Haha I can talk and you understand me!". I looked in shock and so did the rest of the people on the train. The guinea-pig stood up on two legs and was as crazy as the guinea-pig in the movie "Doctor Dolittle."[/COLOR]

Then I woke up and I had my eyes closed. I heard a ringing tone and it kind of sounded like the sound you hear when you yawn, but higher pitch and louder. But it wasn't constant it came in bursts like an alarm clock. I thought to myself that it might be a biological alarm clock (not realizing until now how crazy that idea was). Then I opened my eyes and the sound slowly faded away. The time was now 03:28

I had more dreams after this, but I didn't noted them because I at the time didn't considered them as important x.x

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I got home from a party about 03:15 and went to bed immediatelly, no usual falling asleep routine today, because I already knew my recall was doomed to fail.

My parents woke me up and I had headache and was really tired so I yelled to them "Close the door and let me sleep!".
They understand :P later on this motning they even made me toasts with salmon on it and with that my favorite morning drink of apple juice ;)

Anyway when I went back to sleep I had some dream I can't remember but then I woke up and I did a DEILD by misstake, if you could call it that.

I was thinking random thoughts and suddenly made up a little story in my head. I thought about a little house near a beach and me feeling the water with me feet, for some reason a friend was there as well. [COLOR="blue"]But then suddenly the daydream got more vivid and I can actually see and feel the sand with my hands. I stopped a moment to think about my hangover and I could kins of still feel it, and even though I was very aware I was not aware or smart enough to resist my greatest enemy to my lucidity. A hot chick (blonde)....:roll: I walked to her and she was very seductive herself and I was in her trap. Bye bye lucidity. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]I am not going to explain details I am just going to let the readers here use their dreaming uhum imagination. She was very, how to explain it with proper words, ehm naughty, asking for it...
And for real i don't really like these girls I am more of a guy who feels sorry for them. But in this dream I was all over her. Although the real thing never happened but we got far into foreplay. We went to her house and it was really messy clothes everywhere not cleaned for weeks maybe months. But when we was going to rock "the casbah" her friends came into the room. Around me she behaved like we were a couple, then something weird and embarrassing happened.
My two friends Tom and Eric walks into the room looks at "my girl" and do the "WOW" with their mouths, walks to me and say "Hang on to her and congratulations man!" and I believe Eric said "Lucky you" with a smile.

I went out in a yard where "the girl" and her friends were. They talked about different stories but I remember a guy said to me "Do you know where your girl is from?" "No" I said and shake my head" and he answered "She is from Nigaru".
I looked at her and back at him with a weird gaze and thought to myself "Is she from Africa? or where is Nigaru it sure sounds African, ah well she is not really my girl so why do I have to worry?".

Then I see some guy throwing a iPhone speaker and another guy catches it with his ear :shock:
"How did he do that?" I yelled. And instead of answering they tell some weird story that I instead of only hearing, starting to experience, Inception in other words. I remember that they made fun of him jokingly and told him that he is the superman whose only power is to use his ears. Then I see some guy standing on a church tower and take down a cross and yells "F*ck Christianity we are the new rulers now!". Then I am back in the yard talking to the people.

I went to look for "the girl" again and I open the door to her room and say "Hello?" and stick my head through the door run. I see 4 girls sitting on a bed and I get pushed by some guy that runs away laughing and the door closes.
One word "akward". "Uhhmm have you seen" I suddenly realize that I don't even know her name and the girls look funny at me. I then see a girl I know crying and cold me I walk past her...

And I see the girl I looked for and then I think to myself "Nobody seems to do anything I need to ask her how she is doing.". I tell the girl "that I need to talk to the girl who is crying" but she just answers "Yeah ya" like nothing has happened. When I go to the crying girl and ask her what's wrong she say "I got breastcancer" I see her cry and say "Don't worry everything is going to be fine, they can fix it you know." I remember feeling stupid for saying that but she said "They are going to perform surgery next week."
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Then I woke up 11:54. And I was kind of worried that it was a precognitive dream, even though I don't believe in such.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I went to bed 23:00 doing my regular sleep routine of falling asleep in a sitting position. However this time I never seemed to get disturbed bu itches or uncomfortable feelings, and this night I actually ended up doing my best WILD attempt ever, if I should trust science, I was only minutes near my first REM. I lay still and aware for 1 hour and 27 minutes!
I had a terrible headache when I opened my eyes and I fell asleep.

I woke up 05:45 with only remembering one dream and I have even forgot that one now... But I fell back to sleep.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I were in some kind of class, but it was not a school class there were only guys there and the teacher was "Mystery" from the pick up artist show. I remember we talked about how to pick up chicks and he evaluated each student and wrote notes. Next to my name he wrote "Good seeking ability". I have no idea what that meant.
Shortly after reading this, the dream changes and it's a regular lesson and I see some girls bullying some girl because she was fat. They walked over to her bench and started calling her evil words like "big fat cow etc.".
I turned around and told one of the bullies "I don't want to be annoying, but when you walked over to her bench the whole ground shake and I dropped my pen."

I then hear some girl's giggle back in the classroom. When the class end and I am about to walk out of the room, I hear a voice saying "It was a good deed from you" with a smile that could melt me on the spot. It was a girl named Lois from my old school that I had a crush on for some weeks. We talked for a bit and I asked her what she were doing now, she said she currently had an extra job as a gardener. I don't know why but I sort of realized that it was only her appearance that was like Lois but her personality was someone else. I know now that it was Lana Lang's personality from the Smallville show that I watch daily. I even thought to myself in this dream "What would Clark Kent say?".

I asked her if she needed some help with anything and the dream changed in front of my eyes and I was suddenly in some garden helping her out. [/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]This sudden change was apparently enough to make me realize what was going on. I got aware of that I was dreaming, but not aware enough to have full control of my dreaming mind. But I at least considered stabilizing but I never did... Instead I went with the flow and followed Lois somewhere.
We saw a band called "INNU" and I also thought to myself "I am not going to be like Clark and hide my powers."
So I showed her flying but ended up losing my lucidity. [/COLOR]

I woke up 07:15 and recorded the dream, I thought to myself that it was weird that even though some part of my mind knew I was dreaming I still considered Lois to be more real and important that just a dream character.
So perhaps it was a semi-lucid/ simulated lucid.

It was still to early to get out of bed, so I went to the bathroom and then went back to sleep again.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I were in some kind o big city with my friend David and we see a big line of people dressed in a white clothing. It kind of looked like the Ku Klux Klan but without the ghost hat. I got curious and wondered what kind of big cult or sect this was. They went into some big building and I asked my friend if we should check it out.
He said "It would be cool but just imagine the line in their". "Yeah true" I said and we went on.
But as we keep walking I realize that we are on our way to some big grandstand and that actually are audience to that big cult. This grandstand was for people who wanted to watch the session because they didn't liked to be call cult and wanted to be considered as a religion so all people were welcome.

However when two priest looking figures walks in and say "We are the prime ministers of this gathering." all people on that grandstand burst out in laughter. They looked annoyed at us but continued the session.
They then told all people, including us to walk towards them and write down their dates of something I can't remember the exact term they used, but I remember I got it explained by one of the priests who said it was dates we are free on. I thought to myself "aha so instead of feasts this is their excuse of getting a day off". I wondered what date I should take but then the priest took my hand looked like he got into some kind of trance and then told me that 1478-4153 seemed like an appropriate date for me. :?

I suddenly get more aware and I realize that I am dreaming. [/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I remembered that I don't want to look for my dream guide anymore because it have been a waste of time the other times. Instead I try to do something much more simple, like rubbing my hands. The dream wasn't very stable and it was almost like daydreaming for a while and I was in the threshold of the waking state and the dreaming state. I feel really weak and I try to walk up the steps back to my seat and my friend, I see some girls laughing, and I think to myself "Should I revenge on these girls and show who's boss?" .. "No wtf mind you should stabilize the dream!". I try to rub my hands again to no greater effect, but then I get a fun idea.

What if I grabbed a megaphone and asked all the people in this room to look at their hands. "How many fingers do you see??" I hear the majority of people yelling "Four!" "And what does that mean?" "We are dreaming!".

I remember that I lost my lucidity and did some flying before waking up. Next time I need to try something different to stabilize. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

On this attempt I got some new strange sensations. I started by doing the image streaming to calm down my thoughts, then I reach the meditative state I have always been curious about. How does it feel to not think anything?
I had always imagined that it would be like sleeping lightly and your not really aware but not sleeping either.
But it was more like "I have been thinking for so long that I don't even want to think anymore":lol:
Then I started to feel a drumming in my head, and first I thought it was my pulse, but I hoped it wasn't because it was very fast and if it was my pulse I would have a heart attack. With each drumming I felt my head get warmer and warmer and it felt like a really high fever. In some weird way I sent those sensations from my head down to my legs, and I felt my legs getting petrified! I felt heavy vibrations and imagined twitches.
Then everything calmed down and I felt that my neck was soar for being still for so long. I tried to resist to move it with all my power, but I had to give up it started to hurt... I looked at my alarm clock and thought it wasn't true, I had only lay there for 40 minutes... Usually I fall asleep, but not this time ... I stayed up for one hour and then went back to bed.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I were in a computer room in some school. We did a project about African organizations. I thought it was boring so I started the League of Legends game and gamed instead. But it was to laggy on my computer and I remember that I was annoyed that some other student had a better computer because if i had it, it would work.
I went to the bathroom and fixed my hair and my mirror image was incredibly real. I am still surprised...
When I went back to my chair and started working a hot female teacher leaned over me behind my back and she looked at me upside down and laughed. Then she says "Your cute" and kisses my cheek. She then walk around the classroom helping the other students and I also remember that she yelled on some guy because he was playing games on the computer. Then she went back to my chair and do the same leaning over as last time and give me soft kiss on the mouth!

In shock I wake up, but I am not in my bed. I am on a bench on the street! I look around me and notice that something is wrong and then notice that there is no color! [/COLOR][COLOR="blue"]I get more aware and realize it is a dream. I also remember that it didn't felt completely dream like. It was more a vivid daydream but still a little more vivid than that.
I see my two friends David and Andriano, I told them to watch me fly for fun. I get less aware because of talking to them and then jump into the air and remember from my old lucid dreams that if I lean forward in the air I will accelerate forward. [/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]Then I lost my lucidity.... because of no stabilization or deepening. I remember that I flew around the city and then smash into some girl and I hear an Iphone with some hip hop alarm tone, and I have a false awakening.

I wake up 07:16 and recorded my dream and then fell back to sleep.

I was playing tennis against some children and got completely crushed. Even though I know real tennis scores, I lost with some weird number 64-46. I remember that when I tried to serve, the racket was so heavy to pull down that I always missed the ball. Then when I raise the racket it suddenly starts to pull me up and I start flying. I look over a stone wall and wondered what's there and I see that I am at the top of a cliff and look out over the ocean, I considered flying over it, but I didn't had the guts. Instead I flew over some swamp that were near the tennis court. And all the other people beneath me were amazed of seeing me flying.

I then had some dream of a birthday party where I hugged some old lady, like I would hug an old friend but she fell and we did a somersault and I was afraid that I had killed her. :shock: [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

Tonight I went to bed early, about 21:40 and I tried a mental exercise called Image Streaming, I got super vivid dreams and I even got lucid. I don't know if it was because I went to bed early, because of the image streaming or both.
I am going to try the exercise tonight again and see if I get the same results, if I do I might even write a guide.

I did the exercise in a sitting position, but in my bed. My nose started to itch like crazy at one point, but I tried to ignore it to see what would happen. I focused all my awareness on the itching sensations and it increased, so I started focusing on my thoughts again. And the itching sensations disappeared in a blink, it felt strange and I remember that I got very surprised.
I dozed off for a bit and woke up the time was now 23:30 I started to scratch my leg because that was itchy and suddenly [COLOR="royalblue"]I mentally see the 4chan site in front of me, it wasn't super vivid but it was no dull either.
I remember I watched people type there like a chat-room and I got more and more unaware of myself and my reality.
I suddenly see a couple having sex against a wall :shock: I walk towards them and I think to myself "Ok do not touch your not allowed to touch her,the girls are paid in porn to like the other guy, so why would they like you?".
WTF brain :roll:

I keep walking and I see two leveled beds and on one of them three hot woman and on the other three young guys.
I think to myself "Ok those girls will like me I am a nice guy, they will at least let me touch once..".
I walk towards them, the guys went down from their bed and leaved. When I reach them I grab one of the girls boobs :shadewink:, but she starts talking about her problems in life and how she got into this business and how she later on got into a depression. And I realize her situation and I just couldn't get turned on by that, I felt sorry for the woman.

The other two girls seemed happier though, so I went to them and I see lots of drawers with boxer shorts. To start a conversation I say "Lol lots of boxer shorts here don't you think hehe?". I an not-interested tone one of the girls answers "Yeah... so?". I realized that nothing was going to happen so I left.

I see that I am inside a big grocery store and I wondered "What are three porn casting woman in leveled beds doing in a grocery store? Oh I am dreaming! [/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I think back at my dream and think "WTF brain?!".
"Ok I am going to go back and make them like me just for the sake of it." But then as I ran back I remembered that I would rather like to seek for my Dream Guide Iapetos. I started yelling his name "Iapetos! Where are you? I want to meet you!". I turn around and see a guy with a beard and he have a traveling bag in his hand. I then continue yelling for Iapetos and hear a voice saying "Why are you yelling I am standing right here!" the guy with the beard says.
I got a little surprised and I considered him to be Iapetos for a second, but I remembered my mentor Ashley's words "Always verify dream entities energy". I didn't know how to verify the energy so I thought it would be enough to just ask an easy question. "Ok a little verification.. Why should I believe you? Tell me something about yourself.".
And he answers "But I am the greatest actor of China of all time!".

With that answer I knew it wasn't him and shortly after this I lost my lucidity. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]I then thought loudly in my head "I got to find dreamweaver!" and I thought it was a weird thoguht that crossed my mind, but I asked a guy if he knew where he was.
He directed me to a door. I went down a staircase down to a cellar and it was some kind of church and all the people inside looked at me like I was ghost. The priest was a blonde woman who spoke through a microphone softly saying"All your problems will be solved" together with relaxing piano music. I remember seeing some familiar faces of people on my old school and the session was ending and I was late, and that was why they had looked odd at me. [/COLOR]

I then woke up and the time was only 00:11 !!!!

I did a reality check and didn't believed it was true because it was such a long vivid dream in the first REM period.

I then fell back to sleep.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I remember some dream where I played Hide and seek, League of legends and a soccer game. And that I were in some church with an old friend.

The last dream before waking up was me doing a test where I answered weird questions like "in what year did the NASA ESPAGTIANOL happened?". We had three days to complete the test and another question was about Greek events.
I can't really remember anymore..[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I told myself I would go to bed at a normal time, but I tried to figure out a way to upload and play FLAC files on my Iphone so I could listen to the Gateway Experience on high quality sound. I did find my solution but I went to bed very late, 01:15.
I started to listen to the "Energy Bar Tool" Exercise. I did the normal Focus 10 procedure and was then told to imagine myself holding a white light-saber looking bar and Monroe instructed me to change the color of it to, green, orange, yellow, blue and red. When he told me to try it's pulsing energy through visualization I didn't understand what he meant, but then he said "No imagine it bright white again, and imagine it go on and off over and over again". As I did this my whole body started to pulsating almost in synchronization with every clear picture I had of it. "On" My left leg started to twitch and I thought it had gone off!" "Off" I am back in the normal state again.. "On" My right leg twitched! Then in the end he told me to come back to physical consciousness (the C-1) by moving my right hand and thinking of the number one. I did and the exercise was ended, my awareness felt weird, I had my eyes closed and it felt like my awareness had shrink and that my body was 5 times bigger. Not as special as it sounds, but it felt weird. Then I fell asleep...

[COLOR="royalblue"]I did end up chaining the dream to a lucid dream, so I have forgot some details of the first dream, but I was an American time traveling but ending up in Sweden at some farmers house. I met some guy about my age and he guided me around the area. I said that I had been told that the Swedish girls have the most beautiful voice and that I would like to meet one lol :D And he said sure there are tons of girls trying to sell American books in the town.
When I got there I saw my old friend Elna (although not aware that I knew her at the time) and when she spoke I almost melted. :panic: It was such a beautiful voice, and then I told her that I had already read that book because I was from the states (In that dream). And she couldn't believe her ears, I was like a celebrity to her. Then I hang out with her and her friends accompanied with the other guy and I remember having a conversation about drugs and the only drug they knew was alcohol lol. And I thought to myself "Oboy if they knew how freaky LSD was they would go nuts haha.".
( I DON'T DO DRUGS! I MEANT THE EXPLANATION OF LSD) :)
But I didn't tell them about it, it would be too much for them. Then we hear some roaring in the sky and we look up and see a white old airplane, a white airplane with a propeller at the front. They looked with amazement and I was like meh...
Then we see a big black stealth aircraft and I think to myself "Wait a minute those aircraft doesn't exist now?!" and I start to scream UFO! The other look up and say "Woooow". In the group I found my old friend Astrit. We talk about aircrafts and he asked me if I had seen the documentary "something something" about UFOS? And I thought "Yeah I have, but you can have because it came out in my time". I asked him what year it was and he said "1964" and I thought for some weird reason that that made sense... I also remembering saying "Oh then there is going to be a UFO invasion in Washington the 29 July!" Although this actually happened 1952 and it wasn't an invasion, but and UFO incident, but I have no idea of how I could remember the exact date. The others went into a restaurant I think it was Burger King, but that didn't make sense, although nothing made sense in this dream anymore... :roll:

I told Astrit that I needed to go to the bathroom and he said "I'll go with you I have to go too." When I started to pee I thought to myself for some reason "Oh what if I do it for real? Oh right it usually never happens so..." But then I woke up and I had my eyes closed and I wanted to chain the dream. I heard my dad snore in the other room, but I continued to focus on the black space behind my eyelids and suddenly I was back where I had left but lucid! [/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Although it felt different, everything was quiet not a sound was made. I looked at my friend Astrit then he just disappeared! I knew it was a dream so I didn't bother, it was kind of dark in there now but I put a sweater in front of my eyes and focused to stay in the dream. I looked myself in the mirror and it was blurry so I couldn't see myself clearly.
Then I woke up again, still had my eyes closed and I tried to get back again somehow. Suddenly I see my hands and I am back where I had left once again. It was very vivid now although still a little blurry vision, so I started to spin and it did clear up a bit. I thought to myself "Ok this is a vivid as I can get it in a start without glancing at objects, so this is how the guy in the Castaneda book perceived the dream at first. Ok so now all I got to do is to look at my hands and then at some new object to get a surge of energy." But I never looked back at my hands again, because something else caught my attention. :( I saw a body laying on the white floor, and when I approached it I saw who it was. IT WAS ME! :shock:
I thought to myself that it couldn't be the real me since I am in my bed but I was still curious to see what would happen if I touched myself at the left arm. But as I did the body synchronized it's movement with mine but in a laying position.
I looked at my head and it looked kind of freaky, I think I could see a bone structure at the back of my head, or something white reminding me of bones anyway. I was a little scared that the eyes of that double would suddenly open it's eyes like in a horror movie. As I thought that the double got up and looked at me with a angry look and then took a defending fighting position. It looked really freaky :huh2: but then I woke up.

I tried to chain the dream again, but I heard the high pitch ringing in my head that normally let's me know that I wont be able to WILD, but I still tried but as expected I couldn't return. The time was now 07:31

This was a fun experience, but next time I should focus on my objective - To look at my hands then on a dream object and then back at my hands again. Over and over and with different dream objects. :roll: [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

This night I experienced many new sensations that I feel before I start dreaming. I heard new sounds, finally realized how my hypnagogic imagery looked like, vibrations sensations and also learned how I feel right before I start dreaming.
If you have read my previous dream entries you will see that my biological clock might be a little messed up.
So I did fall asleep around 21:30 and woke up 22.00, but then I went up drank a Mountain Dew and watched some random tv show (I think it was So you think you can dance?). Then I brushed my teeth and went back to bed, and I tried to fall asleep in a sitting position. My room was very warm so I started the fan... So I were in bed about 23:52

I did the Monroe Focus 10 technique as I usually do and then I started daydreaming a bit. I got some quick flashes of a dream. I can do that right now if I just relax, so it's nothing special, although it is very entertaining. ;)
What I mean with "dream flashes" is that a daydream suddenly feels real for just a split second, it's hard to explain.
It doesn't feel like a fully vivid lucid dream, but it feels like your whole awareness is in the daydream for just one millisecond. Your not aware of your physical body and surrounding when this happens, of course you are when it stops.
When I returned to physical awareness I saw hypnagogic imagery, although I thought it would be more intense, but I saw a swirling black shadow behind my eyelids, slightly blue colored.
Then those dream flashes kept happening, and I was also aware of a low tone, almost like the tinnitus tone but just a little lower pitch. Then as I daydreamed I started to see more and more dream flashes and I remember seeing red, green and blue cables getting stretched and when I got back again to physical awareness I heard that my fan had stopped and that the tone had changed to a much deeper sound. Almost like those binaural beats I used to listen to years ago.

I didn't felt like I was going to be able to fall asleep in this sitting position so I put the pillows down and tried to fall asleep in a side position. I started daydreaming again. [COLOR="royalblue"]This time I was in some parking lot outside some arena. I suddenly realized that the daydream was too vivid to be called a daydream![/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I admired the vivid environment and the cars driving by me. I thought to myself "Finally! Ok, should I seek out Iapetos or should I do this by myself?". I decided to explore the dream by myself. I walked inside a house that turned out to be a hotel.
But as I walked I noticed that I wasn't able to feel the ground! It was entertaining at first, but a little uncomfortable.
I thought to myself "Hmmm why am I walking, I don't need to walk in this place.". I started to float like a ghost and got super excited. It was not dark, but not too bright in there either... So I asked the dream to become more bright and it did. :shadewink: Then I wondered what would happen if I floated under the ground. Bad idea... :(
Everything turned black and I eventually lose my lucidity. [/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]I went upstairs (not lucid anymore) and I looked for some hotel room to get to sleep in. Although all the rooms were occupied, then I met some guy that called himself Summersomner. And for some reason I told him and epic matrix line "I need guns, lots of guns".
He looked weird at me and then said "Follow me. It's in your room". He showed me into a big luxury room and on my bed was rifles made of wood although they seemed to work as weapons. I examined the textures of the sniper rifle and then took a nap.

The dream changed and I no longer remembered that I had a room in the hotel, so I started looking for a room again. I found one room and there were two girls sleeping in one bed, so I asked them If I could sleep with them, without being aware of how dumb that questioned sounded. One of the girls, kind of cute, said "Sure, do you got a friend or do you want a threesome?" and then she giggled. There I realized what I had actually asked :roll:
She said that she's not very experienced in role play and sudden sex partners, and I said "Don't worry, me too...".
Then I stroke her leg and I said "Now you moan" and smiled. :D We jokingly played, until her friend started screaming very loud, well not because of me, but because something grey weird thing ran out of her nose. Another girl, some guest of the hotel ran in there and asked "What the h*ll is your problem?!". and the other girl said "I don't know but your not the one experiencing this so shut up!"[/COLOR]

I woke up 01:45 and was a little creeped out by that last dream :shock:
I turned the light on and wrote down the dream and then fell back to sleep again.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I was on some green hills with my friends when suddenly my friend Andriano run towards me and start screaming "You have to stop your application to the university! I have found the perfect job for you!". And I said "Hold your horses I really like what I have got, so what is the other job you think is better for me?" He said something weird like Natureologstics.

Then I had some dreams that I wrote down the fragments of in hope of remembering what it all meant later, but unfortunately I'm not... :roll: Anyway the fragments were: Superpowers fading, fight, Elevator girlfriend, Sandwich. [/COLOR]

Then I woke up 04:41 and I don't remember more dreams later from this morning.

According to Don Juan the First gate is crossed when one is able to induce a state of darkness and a feeling of increased weight while falling asleep, but I am not sure if really crossed it since I didn't looked at my hands nor glanced at objects.

I have learned much from this night. If I can recognize those tones again while falling asleep and the dream flashes, I might be able to stay aware and induce a vivid daydream again that I can stay in until it becomes vivid enough to explore.

I can actually use the new things I have learned to my advantage. Relax until I can feel those dream flashes again, and then use the inner tones as a guiding sound to keep track of where I am. We'll see tonight! ;)

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]This night I went to bed around 22:15, but I remember that I had really much trouble falling asleep, but I didn't care I just kept daydreaming of something until I finally fell asleep.

I had some dream of me and my friend Axel grabbing bags of money in a different time, I even looked at the coins in detail, the highest number on the coins was 1000 but I can't remember what currency it was, probably not anything known.
We went to my real house and we had some girls with us.

For some reason the Iphone I had on my desk started spotify automatically while we was trying to get to sleep.
So I got up and wondered what was going on. I tried to light my desktop lamp but it didn't worked. It did light up, but it shut off immediately. I thought that I might be dreaming, so I tried to look at my hands, but it was too dark for me to see them, so I went to another light switch, but it didn't worked either. I went to the bathroom and that light did work, so now i could finally look at my hands. I noticed that my middle finger was super short [/COLOR][COLOR="blue"]So I was now aware that I was dreaming. I accidentally thought about my physical body, but I did not wake up.
I looked at my hands again as a starting point item, and then I gazed at three other objects while returning back to my hands: the toilet seat, a locker and the bathroom floor and then back to my hands again. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Then everything faded black... I tried to look at my hands again, but I wasn't dreaming anymore. I heard my mom doing noises with my physical ears as she prepared to get to work. But I thought to myself
"What ever I am going to chain the dream. Nothing happened... So I went downstairs and it was still dark so I was a little scared. I met my dad in the hall and he said that he had heard me talk in my sleep and then go to the bathroom.
I was like :shock: "You can't have I was lucid dreaming" I said. "Yeah but I heard you say "Yes it's working"".
And I said "But it doesn't make sense, because I was dreaming that and you can possibly have heard that unless...
I looked at my hands [/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]"LOL! I am still dreaming!".
I looked out the kitchen window and saw that it was snowing a lot. I imagined a red scarf in the bureau and it appeared. So I put it on prepared to get out, but then I heard physical noises again. My dad slammed down the toilet seat... :roll:
I woke up and I looked at my hands and I saw that I was awake. The time was now 06:48.
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[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

This night I went to bed 00:00 :roll:

[COLOR="royalblue"]I don't remember much dreams, I do remember that I kept waking up because I was very uncomfortable, it was very hot... The only dreams I remember are from the late morning.

I was inside my room and saw a huge white flare outside my window, I went down my kitchen and talked to my mom for a bit and then went to my room again. I got to the computer and I remember that I thought to myself even though I wasn't aware "Ok I am in a vivid daydream and I am going to imagine typing and see how it feels". I dreamed that I was DEILDING without being aware o. O I imagined that I typed something in google and my dreaming me was amazed of how real it felt. But the two girls appeared behind me, I turned around and the girls started to kiss each other!

Then I woke up... At least I thought I woke up. I noticed that my awareness was different and[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I realized that I was dreaming I gazed at my pillow, but then remembered that my plan was to look at my hands, they looked fairly normal, but it was a dark room so I could not see them completely.
Then I gazed at the hands and switched to the pillow, but then it was like everything faded dark and I then woke up for real. When I fell asleep I had some dream where I walked around with my friend in a mall, I have more details but it was such a boring dream that I don't feel that I want to write it down.[/COLOR]
[I]
1st Gate of Dreaming (stabilization of the dreaming body): Arrived at when one perceives one's hands in a dream. Solved when one is able to shift the focus from the hands to another dream object and return it to the hands, all repeated a few times.[/I]

So I have now successfully arrived at the first gate with the help of my intention. In my upcoming dreams I am going to find the hands again and then practice gazing on dream objects.

I am going to pretend that Don Juan is my mentor and use his comments from the book to help me progress.

I can almost look steadily at the items of my dreams but they dissipate too quickly...

[I]"This is precisely what I am trying to tell you. In order to offset the evanescent quality of dreams, sorcerers have devised the use of the starting point item. Every time you isolate it and look at it, you get a surge of energy, so at he beginning don't look at too many things in your dreams. Four items will suffice. Later on you may enlarge the scope until you can cover all you want, but as soon as the images begin to shit and you feel that you are losing control, go back to your starting point item and start all over again."[/I]

Do you believe that I really reached the first gate of dreaming, Don Juan?

[I]"You did and that's a lot. You'll find out as you go along, how easy it'll be to do dreaming now."[/I]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I have read Carlos Castaneda's book "The Art of Dreaming" for the fifth time (not exaggerating!), it such a good book because it describe how dreaming works, well more how the advanced dreaming works. Some people would call it astral projection, but I am going to call it dreaming because that is what is is, it's just that the moderns western minded man have reduced the true meaning of dreaming, at least that's what the sorcer and nagual Don Juan Matus say in the book.

Don Juan's apprentice is very skeptical to the spiritual meaning of dreams and I have the same character. Although since I started dreaming my view of reality have changed drastically. But I still have some trouble in believing that it's the truth.

Therefore I am going to start my own journey in dreaming.

I was actually hesitating in seeking out these entities described in the book, because they are very dangerous, but I've been told by my guide Iapetos that he will protect me, but I will still be careful.

It might be silly to read this if your not spiritual, but I am not a believer nor skeptical I am open for any possibility and therefore I also have to be careful, before it's too late.

If my experience verify Don Juan's theories I will make my own summary of how I reached and crossed all the gates of dreaming, although that is a very high goal. But I hope I and you will learn from his teachings and my experiences to come.

If you have read the book and believe in his theory you can use these techniques in order to be prepared for what is waiting in the world of dreaming. If you don't believe it you can still use the techniques for your benefit.

The first obstacle or "gate" we have to reach and cross is the First Gate of dreaming. (The stabilization of the dreaming body). It's reached when one perceive his hands in a dream, solved when one is able to shift the focus of one's hands to another dream object and return it to the hands, all repeated a few times.

Thursday - 2012-07-27

[COLOR="royalblue"]I dreamt that I were in some politic gathering and listening to a man talking. It was boring and he didn't say anything interesting. But then the chairman was giving the word to another politician and the man says "How dare you interrupt me, I am the autocratic ruler." All people started to laugh and say "Haha not yet your not haha!".
I got a feeling that he had more tricks up his sleeve and something was not right here...
In this dream I had supernatural powers so I flew up into the sky and examined the building I had been in, and I see a giant bomb on the roof. Then I woke up 02:16

In the next dream I was at some theater and some girl approached me and said that she liked the new me. I looked on her surprised. The another girl also approached me and said the same thing, and I thought "What the h*ll is happening?". Then my memory went blank and the next second I was falling down a building and landed on a red buss with no pain. [/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I was more aware and I remember my plan of action, to glance at items of my dreams, although I forgot to look at my hands. I gazed and touched a green street lamp, some leaves on the ground and some grass.
The thought of seeing Iapetos in order to help me crossed my mind, but I changed my mind and wanted to meet the dangerous entity "dreaming emessary". According to Don Juan it can not lie although it try to bribe you in order to follow it to it's world and then trick you to stay there forever... But it is the guide that will help you cross the second gate.

I woke up and fell back to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]I saw a huge vortex and I dreamt that I had powers in the water like a water god. I remember seeing huge blue wires with matrix coded symbols on it attaching my back.

Then I had a really long dream of me being Batman haha, I fought hundreds of Chinese men with guns and I barely survived. So it was an epic battle and a cool dream. [/COLOR]

If Don Juan had commented on my experience he would say: "I think you went a bit too far, all that was required was your awareness of your hands. What you have done is equivalent to bringing a wall down just to squash a mosquito sitting on it."

So now my goal is to just look at my hands :roll:

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]I have started to have dreams where I dream that I have some sort of dream control, which is good because it is easier to realize that it's a dream.

I have some fragments of making out with some woman and then driving after have been drinking alcohol.
The driving felt very vivid and I even remember using the shift in the car. Although it was hard to control the car and I actually did a front flip with the whole car. And the car changed shape into a bicycle without me getting lucid or even care.

I have some fragment of sushi and breakfast and me being on my first school playing tag with some friends.

Then I woke up from my dad's incredibly loud snoring and fell back to sleep.

I were on a bus and it was dark outside, I looked out through a window and I saw a parade of good looking women walking, wearing a black jacket that revealed a cleavage :shadewink: and my dreaming mind couldn't resist getting out to them...

I went out and met two models that walked towards me and started to make out with me. When I fell to the ground and waited for the girls to ehumm.. "Roch the casbah" :roll: One of the girls said "Not here, follow us to that house over there". She pointed to an old building.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]The excitement or the very fact that I was going to have a threesome with two models got me aware of that I was dreaming :( I thought to myself immediately "Wait my plan of action!"
I looked at the ground, a wall and one of the girls breasts...lol.

But as I did this something strange happened. Everything freeze and and the girls stopped moving like somebody had flicked the off switch on them like robots. They just stood there without saying a word.
My dreaming attention wasn't fully stable, but it doesn't matter I couldn't resist following them anyway.

Nothing happened though, the dream changed a bit and we were in a completely different location and I was not getting laid in this dream. I remember thinking that one of the girls looked like a mix of Xena the warrior princess and Megan Fox.
I lost my lucidity [/COLOR][COLOR="royalblue"]and I grabbed some magazine with two different headlines.
One said "Different Angle From a Girls Kiss" and there were pictures of girls kissing each other, and then on the other page there was ehum.. a boy's version, so I closed it immediately.

Then I woke up and waited as I watched the black surface of my eyelids. nothing happened...
I started to daydream a bit and a dream formed almost immediately. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]My plan of action now was to meet my guide Iapetos so I yelled "Iapetos I want to meet you!".
As soon as I stated those words a back of a black haired woman appeared in the room I was standing in. I heard footsteps behind me so I turned around and saw a guy looking like someone I had talked with the day before in the physical life. So I said "So you are Iapetos?" and he answered "I used to be a classic god with tiny letters".

I was like o. O then I woke up 07:44[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I fell asleep late this time, because my dad kept me up with his snoring. So I fell asleep around 00:15

[COLOR="royalblue"]I was practicing car driving, but it didn't went well I remember almost crashing the car, then I woke up.

I have some dream fragments of the Swedish show "Hipp hipp" and a bus can't remember what I dreamt though.

Then I were at some party and a guy gave me cigarettes and a joint of something he called "Jordbakir" :?
It was a big house and for some reason filled with hot girls, although they were not interested in me :(
I got a bit more aware and I levitated and[/COLOR][COLOR="blue"]got aware of that I was dreaming.
For some reason unknown to me I yelled that I wanted to meet a guy named Walton.
Nothing happened though but I did follow my plan of action to glance at three objects in the dream.
my hands, some guy's feet and a laptop. [/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]After this action I had three false awakenings...

Then I had a very long dream of me being a skateboard logo designer.

When the scene changed I was in a school talking to my old teacher Björn. When we went to a store and I remember seeing a weird paper called "Korean dreams" I think it was an adult magazine. :roll:
I then dreamt that I was lucid and I tried to convince my friend that they were dreaming.

"You can do anything, you can fly, meet Jessica Alba, anything!"

"It's not for us" they said. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]Then I got lucid for real and followed my plan of action to glance at objects again, I even thought about my physical body and I didn't woke up! I had the feeling of soon losing my lucidity so I entertained myself by doing advanced acrobatics as a triple front flip and stuff like that. Then I woke up 08:07 [/COLOR]