non-lucid

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I did the fluid routine tonight as well. I drank 1 glass of apple juice and 1 glass of milk then I went to bed 22:05
I did not meditate or calmed my mind or anything this night, just to see what would happen and I trusted that I would wake up during the night no matter what! Even though I feared a little that I might close my eyes and the next thing I know it would be morning. But no... This night worked out as good as the previous night.

I have always convinced myself that my meditation routine before bed makes my dreams more stable and not chaotic and random and therefore easier to become aware of. Well I was right....

[COLOR="royalblue"]I had a really weird dream about me and my friend Axel doing parkour in an old city very high up. But I felt no fear I just jumped over buildings like nothing. I had some more dream scenarios here but I can't remember them because I didn't note them.[/COLOR]

I woke up 01:15 and since I sort of knew it was the first REM period I tried to DEILD. I thought to myself "Ok now I am going to wait 10 seconds and then if I feel different I will try to put my finger through my hand!". Nothing happened and I didn't do a reality check (maybe I should have). I was too tired to record my dreams so I fell back to sleep.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I were in a school and I think I were with, ehm you probably don't know what it is but in Sweden we call it "Jönsson ligan"(The Jönsson league) . We were going to crush a wall a steal a safe. But nobody did their job so we failed. Although my dreaming self changed and I was myself and I saw my old french teacher, which I hate.
He gave me the only F I have. My dad were with me for some reason so I told him "That is Nils...". And my dad answered "But he looks like a good teacher, well dressed and a smile." "I don' t care dad! He sucks!".
I walked towards him and said "Hi do you remember me douche bag?" and he just did his annoying giggle and said "No I don't who might you be?" "It's me Christian from your class in 2012" but he answered "Is this a joke the year now is 1999". o. O
I walked inside some other classroom and see my old classmates and I was aware enough to realize that I was dreaming.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I remember that I said something witty can't remember now though, and everybody laughed except the teacher. I started talking to two hot girls.... Lucidity gone. :roll: (I never learn)[/COLOR]
The dream started to fade and I was staring at my eyelids. I tried to DEILD, nothing happened so I went up and recorded my dreams. The times was now 04:08

[COLOR="royalblue"] I remember talking to an hot girl from my previous class, but I can't remember about what anymore.
Then I was looking inside my wallet and saw that my legitimation and bank card were gone and I got super nervous and knew that my dad was going to be furious. I have some notes about a talking Donald Duck and a TV but can't remember that anymore either. Then I woke up 05: 55 and closed my eyes, I thought about writing down my dreams and for some reason I started to dream that I did write them down but I didn't... So all I remembered upon awakening was some keywords.

UFO - I dreamed that I saw flying aircraft that didn't looked man made.
Devil - I dreamed that I was fighting the Devil.
HIMYM French - This dream was interesting because I heard French! I were out with Ted to buy a present to Barney and some woman started to talk French with Ted I asked the woman what she said but then she just said Tralablablaolala in french accent. Not sure if I really heard French at first though since I don't speak it myself, I might have heard stuff that my brain remember though.[/COLOR]

And I finally woke up around 07:13 to go to the bathroom :)

This night's dreams were too chaotic for me to become lucid in, so the next night I am going to do my regular meditation routine and see if I notice any differences.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I read a thread last night written by someone called "idkwhattoput". By talking to him I realized that he was way above both my level and many other members of this forum even though he was almost completely new to lucid dreaming.
My first suspicion to that came when I read that his smallest problem was to FULLY control the dream.

Sure to get lucid is a task in itself but I have overcome it to at least have at least one lucid each week, but to stabilize and maintain the dream is a completely different story. I have practiced for 4 years and only managed to do that a few times.
Yet this guy claimed to do it easily as pie... I just had to ask him what his secret was.

He told me that it was by triggering a natural Wake Back to Bed or Awakening by drinking lots of water on any other fluid before going to bed. Then after visiting the bathroom he just did a WILD attempt.
I have always been able to master the DEILD and a perfectly timed WILD, because when it is in the right moment it is as easy to count to ten... But I have never been able to find a way to regularly wake up naturally in order to do that.
So I could not believe it was this easy, but I gave it a shot.

For some reason I imagined every glass of fluid as a 40 % chance for me to wake up and I drank two.

Then I went to bed 22:10

[COLOR="royalblue"]I had some super vivid dream where I was a superhero flying around fighting criminals. At one point in this dream I grabbed a sniper rifle and tried to shoot the Joker but it was like he was invincible. I also saw Batman and lots of stuff happened in this dream, but I didn't record it so I don't remember the details.

I had a brief awakening 01:15 and recorded the dream quickly and then dozed off.

Then I had a dream where I was outside and my previous Taekwondo trainer told me that I was going to compete in three matches so I had to hurry. I thought to myself "But I am not doing this sport anymore, I stopped 8 years ago..."
Why am I here? "Maybe I stopped by to watch a match and now just randomly decided to compete ah well it might be fun." I went to my parents that were seated in the crowd and told them I needed sleevelets, then I realized that I have no other protection either nor a taekwondo suit. "We can't buy everything" they said. "But how am I supposed to compete then?" I complained. "I guess you just have to fight in that grey shirt" mom answered.
"Ah ok what ever.... I need to run there now if I am going to make it.".

I started running through the big arena I where in and the competitors were outside, I met an old friend Ralph that asked me if I was back. But I just answered "No I am actually just doing it for fun. I am allowed to kick the head now right?"
"Yeah you are but just make sure that you don't miss and that they get free kicks in your stomach."
I went out to a big grass field and saw the taekwondo-mats. Then I saw some guy playing soccer.

I woke up 04:03 and wrote some keywords and I wondered if I had woke up because the dream had ended or if I needed to go to the bathroom, but I didn't felt the urge so I thought I should try a WILD attempt. I closed my eyes and did some old Michael Raduga non-physical state testing like "Observing images, listening in.." As I listened for strange sounds I heard a tone in my ear, I don't know why but I thought that it meant that I am still in REM, not sure about that now though.
I were on my back and got uncomfortable and switched to a side sleeping posture and started falling asleep unconsciously.

I remember feeling the daydream to dream transition and was lucid for a brief second, but lost it immediately.
[COLOR="blue"]I were looking out on a big crowd and I remember thinking "This is a mistake I am not the artist that is supposed to be going out here... Hmm I might dare to do it since I am dreaming". I think the real artist that was going to sing was Eric Saade and I went out and started singing "Manboy, manboy!"[/COLOR] The dancers looked strange at me, and I panicked and realized that I don't know the whole song. I grabbed the microphone and said "Sorry I am not the real artist.".

I jumped off the stage that was really high so people looked with these eyes at me :shock:
I remember that it wasn't a normal crowd but actually a school prom and the students were eating at big tables.

The dream changed and I was on a party in my own house although it looked different. The whole me was different my personality was weird and even though people liked me as a funny guy they couldn't endure two minutes with me. I was kind of like Jim Carrey. I tried to hit on some girls but failed miserably. I also went up to my room and I saw huge spider crawling o my wall! Although I am not surprised, there are tons of spiders in my real home.

I look up into the sky and I see a herd of stars moving super fast. [/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I realized that I was dreaming but just a second after watching those stars I realize that I am[/COLOR] looking at the back of my eyelids...
I wondered why I had woke up, but didn't had to think for long because I felt that I had a pinched nerve in my elbow and it hurt a lot.

I had long vivid and stable dreams this night. And best of all I found a way to give myself a DEILD/ WILD opportunity.
So I thank "idkwhattoput" for that and I hope that the coming nights will finally make me progress my stabilization and maintaining progress.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I had many weird dreams this night that didn't really made sense I wrote down some keywords but I have no idea what they mean right now...

[COLOR="royalblue"]I remember that I were near my house and got more aware so I did a nose-plug reality check but it didn't work. I felt the air pressure in my ear and air didn't go through my nostrils. I also remember that I shouted that I needed to find Dr. Helmet. Even though I didn't remember as much dreams this night, I was still very close a lucid dream, strange that the RC didn't worked though. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I went to bed 23:00 after have watched Master-Chef and I found a new way to arrange my pillows to make it more comfortable to remain still in a sitting position. Then I started thinking about anything just to get rid of the thoughts of the day, then I tried a law-of-attraction exercise called Grateful Thinking. Which basically is thinking about everything that I am grateful of from small things like "I am glad that I can breathe" to bigger things like "I am happy that my parents care for me".
And while doing this you forget all about practice and are happy of your life. Just something that can be fun to do and if law-of-attraction works I will see the results soon. I was playing League of Legends on the day and when my teammate stole all my kills that gives me XP I would usually rage, but instead I thought loud in my head "It was unfortunate but I am happy that we at least got the kill and I don't have to worry my time will come." Later on in that game I got a triple-kill and I played the best game in my life. Small thing but maybe there is something to positive thinking.

My body suddenly reacted on auto-pilot and just gave up and switched sleeping posture... So I need to practice my patience even though that it was quite hard to control it this time. I was now laying on my side and I had my head turned to the wall. I then react to something weird.[COLOR="navy"] It feels like I see a room but everything is shaded, it wasn't a daydream but I actually saw this behind my eyelids. If I close my eyes right now I don't get the same feeling. The best way I can think of describing it. Is that if you imagine standing in your bedroom and that it's almost completely dark, you can still "sense" where everything is, but since it's not completely dark you can still see outlines of the objects. [/COLOR]
It was vivid enough for me to not call it a dream because it didn't felt like a hallucination kind of thing.
I don't know how to describe it and I find it hard to believe myself. Although I think there really was something special to it.
So if this happens again I will definitely try to enter it more, because when this happened I was more in shock than excited.

I eventually fell asleep.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I had a dream where I couldn't find a hotel I lived at. So I took my bags and went to the public toilets and for some weird reason I tried to fall asleep there. I remember seeing a dog and a cat in the room and that they were fighting.

When the dream changed I was standing on a cloud and it was kind of uhum crowded. I remember seeing one really hot woman and then some man talking to her and almost immediately kissing her.

Then I were sharing a bed with some girl. I explained DEILD to her and demonstrated the sensations by shaking myself and then told her that it doesn't look like that but it feels like that. I then hear screaming and I see that there were other people in the room they were pointing to a guy in a hockey mask and he had bat. I walked towards him and tried to be a hero. Instead I got a knife in my throat. I put my hand on my throat to hide the wound and then I see Lana from Smallville and she says "How could you possibly survive that? "Well I am still bleeding thanks for caring..." I answered :roll:
I then see the sunlight and I take my hand away and I feel the wound getting healed. I walk inside some house and I see Clark Kent from the same series, I remember we talked about Lana. I told him that he should make a move on her because she likes him and he says "What about my secret?" and I answer "Well you got to risk it to get the biscuit".
Very deep answer I know :cheeky: I then look out through the window and I see a beach and some weird whirlwinds under the water. "Look water tornadoes!" I say. I then hear the screams again and realize that I had forgot the bat man huhu (the man with the bat). I walk inside the house the others are hiding in and they said they were preparing a trap for him. I remember the trap failed and the hit some innocent girl instead. Then I woke up. [/COLOR]

I woke up after each dream I had this night as well and I have started to notice a pattern. If I go to bed between 22:00 and 23:00 I always wake up 01:15 perhaps I can calculate my REM cycle with this if that is useful for something right now.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

This night I tried something different, but I know now that it did decrease my dream awareness and dream recall. But some dreams still were quite vivid.
I went to bed 22:30 and set an alarm clock to wake me up 23:15 and then I would try a WBTB-WILD, but I ended up falling asleep immediately.

I also thought that I would try to see what I remembered if I didn't note it upon awakening and well I didn't remember much at all..
I could recall it if I would like to, but it wasn't so interesting dreams so I will just write down the dream fragments.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Barbeque, Harry Potter and me using spells because I walked in areas forbidden for student, Strange school schema, Sebastian and me in Kiruna.
And a dream where I chatted on msn for quite a while :/[/COLOR]

Tonight I will do my regular sleep routine and see if I get better result.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

Went to bed 22:30 and while I was doing my normal sleep routine I thought to myself "I am not going to do the Image Streaming tonight, instead I'll just try to think of what ever I want to think of until I get bored".
Sadly... I never got bored :P And the usual sleep posture that is slightly uncomfortable was comfortable enough to fall asleep in x. X So tonight I'll try to find a new sleeping posture.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I was standing in a bowling room and I wondered what I was doing here. Suddenly a strong desire to start bowling regularly hit me, and the dream changed a bit. I ran to my mom and asked if I could start bowling, but she didn't liked the idea so I started complaining. "Why don't you go over to your friends" my mom said.
I saw two girls from my old school on one of the bowling lanes and I walked over to them and nervously said.
"Hi." :lol: I asked them what they were doing this fall. They looked weird at me and said "We have already told you.."
"No you haven't ...".

Then I woke up in a bathtub really energy drained and I think I even throw up in the toilet...
My friend Philip runs in and says "You did it! You learned how to astral project!". "uhhhh??".
"Try it now go to bed and do what you did before.". I went to a bed and felt strange rushing sensations and suddenly were outside of my house. I can't remember much from this experience but I remember flying.
The above was a false weird dream awakening as you might have understand :P

Then I was standing next to a friend and we were wearing scuba diving equipment. We dived into the water and I suddenly hear scary dramatic water and I see a picture of two crosses and next to those I see a dead bat picture, and I hear someone saying two crosses is the warning and the dead bat means it's when he is verified as a vampire.

Then I woke up for real 01:26

I remember having an impression of a memory. I see a girl doing a clap game with my younger self, the scene changes and the girl is a grown up woman and I am well myself. I walk to her and tell her that we should do the clap game just for nostalgia and that it would be fun. She agrees to do it but I realize that I don't remember the game, she gets kind of annoyed but then tells me "you were never good at remembering", the she kisses me friendly on the mouth. :shock:
"But I guess you remember how to fight?" then we wrestled to the music of Kung foo fighting :lol:

The last dream I remember was weird, it was some sort of Olympic game but in eating so me and my friend competed against each other but I thought I was supposed to run over a bridge when the only thing required was eating, so my friend won. I also remember that a girl were sitting on a bench and my friend David just kicked the bench for no reason and the girl fell off and hurt herself. She started to scream and cry "What the h*ll is your problem?!" she then walked over to where I was sitting and I was nervous just to ask "Are you OK?" because my friends would think I was hitting on her, weird thoughts but it was a dream so...
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[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

This night I stayed up with my friend and we played Dead Island Co-Op. I was planning on going to bed early anyway, but the game bugged and made me lose all my best weapons so I stayed up in front of the bright TV-screen and had to do it all over again. So I ended up going to sleep, very late and my dream recall was destined to be bad.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I did end up remembering some dream from the morning though, but I have no dream recall from the night dreams. I also woke up from some bug flying around in my room around 03:36.

I was playing a high graphic version of some World of warcraft like game. I remembered that I were some kind of ice monster and I were doing a dungeon boss fight with some friends. My best ability was a channeling ice attack. I also remember that I canceled the attack by mistake, usually like I do in League of Legends and that my team mates got angry at me.

I were in some garden and I saw my parents smoking cigarettes and they both hate cigarettes for real, so I wondered why they liked them in this dream. I also took a cigarette just to do the same thing as them and make them think about what they taught me. I have some memory of me packing a bag and saying good bye to everyone.

In some other dream I was playing Counter-strike with a friend, but it was lagging so I tabbed back to my desktop and tried to see if there were any programs that made it laggy. I remember seeing that another game was running at the same time, that game seemed familiar to me in the dream, but I have no idea what it was now. Also when I tried to close some programs, more program popped up. Kind of like a gamer nightmare.

Then I was watching a soccer match, Barcelona VS Aston Villa. It went to overtime and the time was 20:00 in the dream and I remember that everyone started to walk away and didn't wanted to see the ending because 21:00 was too late. I also remember seeing an 7 year old girl screaming that she wanted to see who was going to win. I also remember meeting my friend Johan in this dream, but I don't remember what we talked about.

I woke up and wrote Barcelona - soccer match on a piece of paper and imagine that it felt so blurry and I wondered what was going on, then the dream changed and I was in the Dead Island game.

I was in a cage and zombies were approaching us in the distance. I see a man with a Electric Shotgun (Don't ask me what that is..) and he was going to shoot me. I screamed for help but nobody helped I got shot and woke up.[/COLOR]

It have been a while since I had a false awakening, but I will try to take advantage of these opportunities from now on.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

This night was painful at first... But I did discover something new to me. I went to bed 22:10 and I put a pillow against the wall to my left, put myself in a sitting position with pillows behind my back and then leaned with my head to the pillow on my left. I started doing a breathing exercise called "Velvety Smooth Breathing" that is said to help you to get more vivid thoughts and impressions for the image stream technique later on. I lay in my bed and after what felt like 5 minutes I thought about my neck and I imagined that it was uncomfortable and the instant I thought that thought, it became uncomfortable...
I told myself that it was only because I had thought that, so I tried to occupy my mind with daydreaming.
I remember that I thought about the tv show I had watched that day "Smallville". And I imagined myself having superpowers.

All of the sudden I wake up and I move around my pillows and then it hits me "NOOOO I fell asleep and I moved!!! Ah well I better go to sleep then...".

[COLOR="royalblue"]I started to think random thoughts like "I am the new Batman in town" and I saw some green grass field and it was night. I was now dreaming unaware, but the dreams was from now on vivid enough for me to remember almost every single one of them! I wrote in this title that it was 21 dream scenarios and it was, but in total REM dreams it was perhaps 4-5 very long dreams and I still don't remember every dream scene.

I were on the grass-field and I saw five men who tried to break in to a house, then I see a man with a batman suit holding a sniper rifle, he shoots four of the men with sleeping darts from the rifle, but on of the men managed to escape in a car. The dream changes and my dad and I are going to a restaurant to see if they had any good food for later that day. We drove a car that looked exactly like the car in the previous dream, but I didn't noticed that. We stop outside the restaurant and see that they only have fish, and we were tired of fish so me and my dad get out of the car to ask if they can do an exception for us.

The dream changes again and I am in my dad's office at home and I see a small spider on the wall. It looked like a tarantula with some different colors. I thought it was beautiful, but suddenly I see it grow very fast and it wasn't as enjoyable to look at anymore. I starts to crawl on the wall and I think jokingly to myself "Kill it with fire before it lays eggs!". But it wasn't funny when I saw that it was crawling towards me! I looked at it in shock, but then I see that it turned around and walked the other way... Puh... But then I see to my horror that it's crawling into my room!
"Noo how will I ever get to sleep now..." I think to myself. The dream changes and I had some dinner with my friends, but I can't remember what we talked about.

The dream changes again and I am back at the restaurant with my dad, although this time I am at some ice cream stand and I ask them if they took Swedish money because apparently I were in Denmark. The girl I talked to said that they did, but then I remembered that I got some Danish money as well so I gave her that. Then I said I wanted to buy a soda and she suddenly say "Can I borrow your dream?". I looked at her and didn't really understood her question instead I started to explain what a lucid dream was. :shock: (PALMFACE when Facepalm is not enough)...

Then I woke up, I didn't checked the time for some reason, but I wrote down my dreams and then went back to sleep.

Some woman asked me if I played in a football team and my answer was "No I don't play that often..". I then where in some house with a couple of friends and I think we were just sleeping. Then a friend named Astrit told me that he had a meteor rock and I got super excited and I even remember hearing the typical "Smallville" sound effect you hear when the meteor is near Clark. Then some girls of the group needed to get some money from an ATM, so we went with them.
We went ahead and I was fooling around with a friend ( I don't know him in real life) and he told me to do a clap game, that kind of hand clap game you do in elementary school... But in the dream I was totally game :cheeky:
He taught me some routine and then told me that Leela always do that one in Futurama. I have never seen her do that so I just nodded OK. Then we went into some public toilet that was very big, I got high dream control here and I started to freestyle and do le parkour. I remember I did a Sault de Chat or Kong and right in the middle of the air I did a front flip after it. And I was super excited.

Then I woke up again and the time was 04:24.

When I fell back to sleep again I was in some athletics arena and it seemed to be the Olympics. I sat down and talked to some judge and then I saw two dogs competing in "Walking". I saw a little dog I know in real life named Mille and he competed against a much bigger dog. Then Mille jumps out of the court and they had to cancel the match. I talked to the judge about it and then he told me that I could make a t-shirt. I remember writing "Mille Nr 23" and that it was very hard to write. I got a cookie and 20 Swedish krona. I then saw two people from my old class "Amanda and Felix".
They waved to me and signaled me to go to them. On my way to them I heard a Westlife like song where they were singing "Center of the earth". Then when I got to my old classmates we talked for a bit and I also remember that my parents joined and embarrassed me a bit... Then I said "This was nice but Amanda we got to meet up sometime." and she answered "Yes we should".

I woke up again and had some more dreams, but I was almost tired of recording them now so I only ended up remembering the last one.

I was out with my friend David and we were trying to get our Scuba Diving Certificate D. It was called D1 in the dream.
I remember that we were a large group and I really sucked at swimming, it was impossible to control, although now when I think back, I think it's kind of cool that the water felt so real for being a dream. This dream ended with me accidentally swallowing some weird slopy thing from the water and I panicked while I was tying to get it out.

I woke up 07:10 to alert to fall back to sleep again.
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What I learned from these dreams was that we dream far more than we think we are. And if I fall asleep while I am laying in that sitting position, I actually wake up very close to where my vivid REM dreams starts and it also improves my recall and awareness of my dreams. If this is the case every night, then I really need to find a way to get lucid by either trying to WILD right when I wake up so a DEILD, or trying to find a way to make reality checks while I am dreaming.

But if my dream recall is going to be this great every day, I am not even sure I am going to have the energy to write it all down, unless it's a lucid dream of course =) We'll see ;)

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I went to bed early this night, but I didn't do any WILD attempt and I didn't remembered much vivid dreams.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I were in some bicycle marathon with my school and I talked to some classmates and this dream was very long, but not really special. I also remembering watching a youtube video about greek gods and I heard the auditory saying "Each god had it's own section of the elements, like water, mountains, clouds etc.".

I also dreamed that I went home and fell asleep in my bed but in the dream. Then I went back to school and saw that there were only three people there, two girl and one guy. We played some card game and I remember that one of them yelled "COPY!" and I asked them what that meant, and they described it but I couldn't understand it.
I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and I see that I have silver and blonde colored hair o. O

I went out to the group again and see that two of them are making out and I see that the other girl looks sad and lonely.
I take a seat next to her and I notice that she wants me to get closer, she kissed me sensually on the cheek, but when I lean in to kiss her on the mouth she backed away.

Then I woke up 04:17

I some dream where I met a woman who asked me if I could take care of here dog for a few minutes, it was a Labrador. But she never returned so I had to find her house. She said she lived in "Västrahamnen". When I got there I saw an old friend named Jacob and he was there with some girl. He behaved strangely real so I didn't become lucid. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I got home very late this night. I had been at an amusement park all day and I was very tired so I didn't thought I would remember any dreams, but I had some interesting experiences. =)

[COLOR="royalblue"]The first dream was kind of weird. Me and some friends had in some way got our hands of 180, 000, 000 $! I think those who had steal it accidentally gave us the wrong bag or something. I were not in my home country, I think I was in Yugoslavia, and I had all the money in my house. I hear the door bell and intuitively knew that it was the police, and when my mom opened the door I took the bag and hid in a closet. It was the police and I calmly talked to them and pretended that I had no idea what they were talking about when they mentioned the money.We wondered what we was going to do with the money and if we could use it at all. We was afraid that there might be fake money in it or something and that we would get caught if we used it, so I went to a bank with some money from the bag and told them I wanted it on my bank account. We were super nervous. But then the dream changed.

The next dream was also very weird, it was almost like it tired to teach me something.
I had a dream where I was a super loner and very geeky and I hang around with some of my friends.
Then I got superpowers for some reason and I didn't hide them, so I got super cool and super popular and got lots of new "cool" friends. All the super hot bimbos and all the cool popular guys. Then everything just rewind I am back where the dream began and only the true friends remained.

I then had some dream about me looking up into the night sky, and I suddenly see a light blue jellyfish looking object floating around in the sky. I think to myself "cool an alien ufo." and I look through some binoculars to get a better view.
But as I do lots of other shaped ships appear and they didn't looked manmade.
[COLOR="blue"]I realize that it is a dream and I think to myself "Ok now I am going to find Iapetos!" but then I for some stupid reason think that I will scream in my real life as well.. This thought have crossed my mind before while dreaming. And it's like a curse.. So I didn't screamed instead I lost my lucidity...[/COLOR]
People on the street now saw the ships and started to panic "Ahhhh it's an alien invasion." I just kept standing there calm as the ships crash-landed near me.
I then saw one of the aliens, but it didn't look as I expected "green with a big head." Instead it looked more predator type like, but not scary and not threatening and a different skin.

I remember that my last dream ended while I was typing on a black t-shirt "Trust me!", then I woke up. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I was planning to go to bed early, but nooooo. I went to bed 01:28 and I know my dream recall and awareness is going to be bad already. I did an attempt by pretending that my daydream already is a dream, and visualized myself doing what I usually would do if it was a lucid dream. It might be hard in meditation to not focus on your thoughts, but man it was hard to try to only focus on them as well... I felt heavy vibrations in my legs and stabbing sensations in my finger tips, then I fell asleep...

[COLOR="royalblue"]I remember having one dream where I controlled my flying again, and I flew very fast but inside some apartment. And then I had one embarrassing dream where I wrote on this forum to my friend Daniel in a thread and I wrote something like "You got practice awareness it's the key to lucid dreaming. Ever since I started my dream journal I have been aware." Ooooh the irony...

I also had some dream where I was having a math class, don't remember more though. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

Tonight I went to bed 23:27, it's still pretty late but it's at lest not as late as the other night.
I fell asleep in a sitting position, but I kept waking up all the time and that leaved me very tired, I never reached my "dream flashes either". :(

[COLOR="royalblue"]I remember some vivid dream from this night. I had some dream about a girl I never had met before, but in this dream I felt complete and total happiness by just holding her hand. :shock: I remember that some friend started yelling at me"Stop flirting and lets go!". We were late for a train or something, I don't remember.
Not long after this I start hearing a sound of vibration, I woke up and saw that my Iphone MSN was boombarded by messages. I wrote the first thing that come to mind "Ur a b*tch u woke me up". Lol pretty random to call my friend Daniel a b*tch. The time was only 06:00 so I thought it was a good time for a WBTB. I went up and chatted for an hour and then went back to bed.

I did a WILD attempt and I heard a tone in my ears and I started daydreaming a little. I got some random thoughts but I never got the the spitted-mind state of dream flashes, so nothing really happened. Then I fell asleep...
I were playing a game with my friend, but we were both in it, viewing it in first person. I remember we took a red slide down from the sky and that at one point the friction of such a long ride made me burn myself. It hurt so bad and I am still surprised of the pain I felt in that dream. When we reached the bottom we saw a small house with a sign "Take what ever you want" on the door. We opened a locker and saw lots and lots of alcohol. :shadewink:
I saw some yellow bottle and thought to myself "Awesome Pina Colada!" and my friend Simon grabbed all that he could find. When we went out of the house with our hands full of alcohol we met some older ladies who said that they knew my aunt. "Great to meet you" I said. We talked for a bit and my cousins also was there. And I remember that I asked if they knew who Tony was. They said "Yeah I think it's a guy from the military.

Then I woke up. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]This night I still ended up going to bed late about 01:22.
I don't remember much, but I had one very vivid dream where I was not lucid but not completely unaware either.
The best way to describe it is that I was controlling the dream but was not aware of that it was a dream :eek:
I think I was a 7 year boy and I were on a grass-field with some friends. I took pace and run and jump as high as I could but I started levitating and I got pretty excited. I kept jumping as high as I could and when I tucked my body together like a little meatball, I kept remaining in the air for a bit. Then when I noticed that I was still in the air without really doing anything I tried leaning forward so my weight were in the front with my head and I started to fly forward!
At one point I even thought to myself "Finally I have found a way to control my flying." I have had levitation dreams since I was a little kid, but this was the first time I really found a way to control it. Still need to find a way to fly higher up though... I kept experimenting with the flying but then I woke up. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I got home from the party earlier than planned... Some guy sat down on my knee when they were angled, so that hurt pretty bad. And went to the beach to take a night swim I could barely walk, so I took a cab and fell asleep around 02:15.
I did listen to the GWE Wave 3 - Liftoff again and even though I was not completely sober I actually started to feel really weird sensations, I felt my right leg vibrate heavily and I thought to myself "If I am able to stay aware I might be able to feel those floating sensations!". But I fell asleep.... I did woke up sometime during the night and noticed that I had fall asleep, so I put off my headphones and fell back to sleep.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I had more dreams, but this is the only one I remember because it felt like it never ended!

Some girl named Emma showed me a photograph of a mountain and she told me that it was called "The pit of the dead babies". I wondered why they named it that and she said "Ehhh do you really don't know? And if you don't know do you really want to know?". "Wait they throw down babies their? Why!?" I asked in shock. "Well it's an interesting story have you ever been there?". Well obviously I had not, in the next second I was on the top of that stair cased formed mountain and I am a little afraid of heights... :? I looked through a fence and I turned around the corner of a big stone and almost fell down the cliff because there was no fence there... But then I wanted to get down of that scary mountain and the girl said "Ok but we have to watch of the nazis". "Uhm ok.." I said. Then I noticed that there were lots of kids there and when we reached a gate guarded by an old woman she told the kids "Ok you can go through here, but remember to don't fool around. Look sad tired and the guards will not recognize you as normal kids. "Ok Mrs Guard" they said and then they ran out super foolish through the gate, but as soon as a guard turned around to see if something was going on they stopped and looked sad and like they had not got food in a week. I laughed to the sight, but remembered that it was soon my turn :shock: When I got in there looking as tired as I could a guard approached me and said "Stop there don't you have a job to do?" I looked like a frightened question-mark :huh: And then he escorted me to a house nearby where people was wearing weird clothes but I remember that I thought they were going into some mine and work.
While I was dressing I was for some reason afraid that they would realize that I am not an aryan and that they would kill me at the spot. Then some woman got in there and saved me she yelled "Where is he? There! What is he doing here guard? He is supposed to be with the survivor squad!" and she took my arm "Oh sorry mam didn't know" he said. Then I walked with her to a big hangar and I saw my dad. He told me we where going to help the soldiers out in the field. For some reason my mind started to think that I was in the dark knight rises movie and I thought to myself. "Why isn't Christian Bale in the movie and why is my dad Batman, is Bale ever going to appear?".
Then I experienced the dream like it was a movie and when the soldiers reached their destination and started to talk with some other soldier they call their allies, I hear someone screaming "It's a traaaaaaaaaap!" and I hear a big explosion and gun fire. I was back in firstperson again and I see a big field of mines visible, I see some blonde girl on the other side of the field and she yells "No problem!" then she magically deactivated all mines I ran over and saw a small box on a table, I approached to open it but the girl said "Ah.. Ah. Ahhh, do not open, can't you see the laser next to it that trigger the alarm? Don't worry I'll fix it". Then she turned off the laser easy as pie and I opened the box and saw a yellow book.
"Guard it with your life" she said. To my right were a Chinese mansion and the girl told me that we were going to steal on more thing and that I was the one who was going to do it while she kept them distracted. We completed that mission and then I locked myself into the toilet opened the window and escaped. They had a high fence but I was able to climb over it. I was afraid that they would find me so ran and ran and kept running until I reached a a group of people wearing the Mason symbol. They told me that they knew who I were and that they would lead me to their headquarter in town.
They did, but when we opened the door we saw that all the masons in there were dead, murdered.
I asked them if I could get some new clothes and they gave me a mason robe with a big hoodie, I remember that I thought it felt cool lol. I hear one of the men say "Oh I hope they didn't stole the 1/3/3 Gracet book." I looke at the book I had stolen and see that it was named exactly that and I say "Do you mean this one?". He looked surprised and say "YES! this is it!" Then one of the men found another book on one of the dead bodies and they say "Maybe there is hope after all!"

Then I woke up with a really big hangover. :roll: [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

Tonight I listened to The Gateway Experience WAVE 3 - CD Freedom - Track Liftoff!
It was designed to help the listener to feel floating sensations. I sort of doubted it but guess what it gave wonderful results the first try. I felt my body get lighter and lighter when I got less aware of my physical body it felt like I was getting distant from it. Although I didn't felt my whole body floating it at least felt like it was getting lighter and trying to lift and levitate.
With some more practice I might be able to really induce this floating state.

I fell asleep 23:06....

[COLOR="royalblue"]I was sitting in a house with some random people, but this house was not an ordinary house. It had a transparent floor and it was floating around at the ocean! We saw some sharks, but the owners of the house said that it's nothing to worry about, because they never attack the house. Shortly after he had said that we heard a big bumping underneath us. We see two giant sharks trying to break the floor! Everybody started to panic and especially when they breached the floor and water started to flow in. I remember that I fell down into the water seeing blood floating around from dead people and I actually got a little scared, although I was in my dreaming mindset so I thought to myself "Iapetos will protect me."

I had some dream about Minecraft and Counter-Strike can't remember the details...

Then I dreamed that I was sitting on a street on the sidewalk with a notebook and wrote down my dreams. And old friend to me named Gustaf asked me what I was doing and I explained to him was a lucid dream was.
Then as we walked towards a school he asked me how it felt to be lucid. And I stopped and freeze and said "Imagine now that I told you that you were dreaming and you realized that it was true and everything here including me was but a dream.". He looked with amazement at me, but when I woke up I realize what an idiot I had been :shock:

I said good bye to Gustaf and instead I met another classmate named Aron and I met my old teacher Susanne who usually is very strict but always happy. But in this dream she was very irritated so she didn't wanted to talk.
We went into a building where there was a lot of stairs and a line of students waiting to get into on single door.
I remember that I talked to girls named Angelica, Robyn and Lois. Lois invited me to a beach party the next day but I told her that I already was invited to a party that night. [/COLOR]

And oddly enough I am invited to a party today, so I have no idea how I could remember to say that to that girl in that dream. Although because of this party I might not go to bed at a normal time and remember many dreams.
We'll see tomorrow :cheers: