non-lucid

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I uhm... had a fight with my dad. I like conspiracy theories and the paranormal stuff, it doesn't mean I believe in it all just that I am interested by it. I told him about some lucid dreaming and I already noticed that he didn't liked what he heard, but he didn't say anything. Then I watched the coolest documentary I have ever seen. Have you ever wondered why the moon is always in black and white on NASA photographs? Well according to the movie CELESTIAL by Jose Escamilla they are hiding something. Haha typical conspiracy talk"What they don't want us to know :cheeky:" But since I haven't been to the moon myself or have seen it in color through a telescope I can of course not believe fully that it is true, so I just admired the moon in color since it is the closest celestial to earth. Very beautiful!

My dad didn't liked my amazement he started to yell about science as the only right thing blablabla and he said stuff like "So do you think these old men doing movies on the internet is smarter than Nobel price winners??"
No dad... but they obse INTERRUPTED "On the sunside of the moon there is 400 * C can life survive there?" No dad I just wanted to show you the moon in color take it ea.. INTERRUPTED "Do you not trust the government, son you got to be a little more critical" I SNAP "So this is crazy huh? lucid dreaming is crazy huh? You know what You believe in GOD how is that not as crazy then?" ( I believe in god too but I had to counter with something...) HE SLAMS THE DOOR :roll:

Here is the documentary that started that fight, even though I don't believe everything it is a good entertainment:
[CENTER][url]http://moonrising-themovie.com/[/url][/CENTER]

I went to bed angry, but I still did the last CD on the Gateway Experience called - Living Body Map.
I was imagining my body in a white outline changing it to red, blue, yellow and orange as I did this I started to become more and more unaware of my physical body and more aware of my visualization. Although this time my dream flashes consisted of anger, so I couldn't concentrate... Tonight I am starting WAVE 3 - Freedom!
And if I am not mistaken I think I am going to practice the sensation of floating!

I eventually fell asleep 01:45 ....

[COLOR="royalblue"]I remember some dream where I were in a library with my friend, but some guy kept annoying us trying to make us fight and in the end my friend pushed him down the stairs. He didn't got hurt but he leaved us alone.
I had more dreams, but my recall was bad this night.[/COLOR]

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I went to bed kind of late again 00:40, but I did end up having very vivid and entertaining dreams. When I did my normal falling asleep routine I heard a loud tone or beep, but it was that kind of tone that let me now that I wont be able to WILD.
So I changed into a more comfortable sleeping position and fell asleep.
(When I get to bed on a normal time next time, I will do a WBTB)

[COLOR="royalblue"]I was inside some tent and in this dream it felt like I had been there before. I thought "Oh this is where I were in the last snowstorm.". Then some green figure started speak to me and said "Remember me? You promised to protect me from those that chase me.". And for some reason I remembered. I was then chased by the FBI and the CIA and I ran into some house with lots of people in it to make it harder for them to find us.
I felt strangely familiar in that house and I even knew about a secret doorway that I used to escape down to the bottom floor. When me and the alien were downstairs they locked all the windows and doors, and all the people who worked there started to panic. They screamed "If you don't tell us what's going on right now, we are going to break us out of here and destroy every door and every window." They got no answer so they helped me crush the windows and let me and the alien escape. I ran and I ran and for some reason I started to hum the "J'En AI Marre" song lol. :shock:
Then I saw a big red Chinese building to my right and I thought to myself "Yes I am finally home!" because in my dreaming mind that was my home and a familiar place to me. But I see the FBI ask out my parents I got angry at myself to let them go through that and then I woke up.

I had some dream where the doorbell rang and I open and see my old friend Mattias, it was strange to see him there but I didn't become lucid. We talked a bit and we played the "Dead Island" game. until my dream changed.

I were in some mall and I were looking at clothes when I suddenly see a big yellow snake approach me. I got a little shocked, but I am not that afraid of snakes. I then hear someone yelling "Don't worry he is not dangerous, but could you please pick him up for me?". I did but the snake escaped my grip and got away.

I have some fragment about a time machine, but I can't remember the dream.

My last dream before waking up was me moving rocks with my mind on the dinner table and my mom looked with a shocked look at me. I remembered the sensations of moving the rocks so well, that I even tried it when I woke up lol :lol:
To no success of course.... :roll: [/COLOR]

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This night I went to bed later than what is ideal for me to become aware of my dreams. I was in bed 00:00 and I did the Monroe procedure and I did actually hear a ringing in my ears this time, but it was too high pitch so I knew that I wasn't going to be able to WILD. I might start experiment with WBTB:s just to find out with the help of the tones, when my best time to WILD is.

[COLOR="royalblue"]This night I went to bed late because I had played League of Legends, and all my dreams were about that game as well. Even as I fell asleep my dream flashes were about enemies life getting red and me using my abilities.
When I started dreaming vivid I was the Caitlyn character and I was fragging like a boss. I was slaying 11 enemies in a row. The dream was surprisingly vivid and felt very much like the original game, so I couldn't tell the difference and never got lucid. I had two dreams where I was playing LoL.

Then in the late morning I had a Harry Potter dream, I think I was Harry Potter... :roll:
I was talking to Hermione (YEEEEEEEEAH) :D But then she told me that Dumbledore looked for me. So I went through Hogwarts, but it didn't look like Hogwarts at all... And then I climbed some long rope down into darkness and I think it was a cellar. Then I heard a loud voice saying "We are going to test you fears". I wondered what would happen, it was completely dark and I wanted to grab my wand (lol grab my wand), and shout Lumos, but as soon as I thought that thought an older woman said "Leave it you wont need it". Then I saw another student next to me and he looked scared as h*ll too. Then the older woman said "In this lesson we are going to watch Avatar. I was like o. O
Then she showed a movie of a white man doing random things and then he dressed up as a black man to show us how our emotions changed to hate. (I am not a racist Wtf!)

I also have some fragments of me driving a car with my friend, and we see some nice girls on the sidewalk and I convince my friend o stop and talk to them. We did and I met some girl that was interested in me. I think she looked exactly as the girl I almost had sex with in my last lucid dream entry. LOL! Recurring dreams...[/COLOR]

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I went to bed 22:50 and I did an attempt, I did get to the dream flashes but they were much more dull in comparison to what I had experienced last night. And when I listened for the tones in my ears I couldn't hear them, so I knew that this WILD attempt wouldn't work. I switched sleeping position and feel asleep.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I remember having some dream where I had superpowers and I was Ironman and transformer at the same time. I stopped a fire-tornado to destroy a city.

Then I had a very vivid dream and I was very aware I could almost call it a lucid, but I think I was semi-lucid.
Anyway I dreamed that I was in a deserted town and I wondered if I could figure out a way to meet Iapetos, but I was dreaming normally before I had made any attempt.
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As I expected I didn't remember much dreams. Although I recalled one particular dream.
I was having a conversation with some guy on the internet, and suddenly he tells me "If your not with us you are going to die, nobody can survive without the sixth dimension.".
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Today I am going to bed at a normal time, so I will hopefully get more vivid recalled dreams.

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Finally back home to my own bed, although I went to bed very late because I watched the Olympics opening ceremony.
And because of that I didn't remember much at all.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I was playing Counter-Strike in my dream again, and I was discussing the Olympic games with my friend Johan. And then I was playing ping pong with some girl.[/COLOR]

Yes that' all I remember :(

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[COLOR="royalblue"]I went to bed 23:30.

This night I didn't performed my usual procedure of Monroe Gateway Experience "ritual" and I don't know if it was because of that, but I wasn't as aware of my dreams as I usually am this night.

First of all I had a dream of me dating an old girl friend. I even thought "She's the only one I need" inside the dream.

Then I had some weird and computer game mish mash playing in my head. A commercial I think.

Then I were at a party playing Tenacious D - F*ck her gently on the guitar.

I followed some guy down a cellar that was adorned with illuminati symbols and he told me he was going to tell me all the worlds secrets, but my friend interrupted us and got angry at me and actually killed me. :shock:

Then I had some dream about hot prison girls in orange clothes dancing and singing " The Pussycat dolls - Don't cha" :shadewink:

Then I woke up 09:30. [/COLOR]

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Pretty late bedtime this night as well 23:15

[COLOR="royalblue"]I don't remember much from this night, might have to do with the trouble of falling asleep due to the noises outside the house, because of that I were very lazy and didn't wrote down all dream fragments.

I were in China and I was wanted by the military and police and I were in that mess together with my friends Andriano and Felix. They chased us with cross bikes.

In the next scene I was playing Crysis and Coutner-Strike on the Ps3 with my friend David and Johan.

In the last dream I was looking for someone to fix my computer, and I was in an unfamiliar house so I had to go from room to room.

Then I woke up 09:38 [/COLOR]

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[COLOR="royalblue"]I went to bed 22:00 now in another house, so I wondered how it was going to be sleeping in this bed.

I was playing Counter-Strike and I remember a fragment of a guinea-pig and cat.
I played against my friend Simon and I won.

The dream scenery changed and I remember a strange dream where I was angry at my friend Philip because he wanted my brain :shock: All this happened in the Counter-Strike game on the nuke map (for those who play cs). And it was strange and matrix like experience, because I hear the operator say that someone is hacking my account and thereby my conscious.

The map changed to de_train, then I woke up.

I were in a school talking to my old teacher Eva, although I was annoyed of her so I got a little rebelling and used powers and scared the crap out of her. My classmates noticed my powers and when I got out of the classroom some of them followed me since they were interested in my powers.

I did a back flip from a tree and when I landed, some friend asked worried "Are you ok?!". I said "I'm fine".
I talked a bit with my friend Andriano but suddenly Stephen Hawking approached me, he was standing on two legs and talked!

I woke up 09:45 and my parents told me that they had heard me talk in my sleep saying "I'm fine". [/COLOR]

I am going to start write down my dreams again, because it's fun to keep them for later and I might learn something.
And hopefully it improves my chances for lucidity as well. I started this night, although I am going on vacation for a week, so I will not be able to write those dreams here until I come back home.

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[COLOR="royalblue"]I remember that the first dream was about gaming. I was playing the Hde and Seek mod on Counter-Strike with my friend Eric. When the dream scenario changed I was at a train station eating lunch with an old friend. I told her that I had to go soon and that I didn't had much time for lunch, she then said that she could feed me. So she took a shrimp in her hand and put it in my mouth in a seducing way. "I.. I guess I can stay for a little bit longer.." I said.
Then I did the same to her, but then I woke up.

When I fell back to sleep I was in some kind of store, but it changed into a party that was outside. I wanted to do some front flip to impress the people, so I took pace and jumped up in the air, although it was hard to control so I failed. They laughed and said "Try again tiger". They wanted a show, so I gave them one.. I took pace again and managed to do a double front flip! The people went wild and I talked to two girls who seemed very interested in me all of the sudden.
One of the girls told me to kiss her, I was going to start make out with her, but she stopped me and said "No. just kissing". Surprised of that reaction I started to give her small kisses on the cheek and neck. She blushed.

While kissing her I hear a swoosh noise over me, I look up and see a bunch of red dots in the night sky.
I told the girl "Is my eyes doing squiggly lines or is that a pack of UFOS!?" She looked up and started to scream.
I yelled to some other guys that we needed to document this! And we see a flying saucer over our heads about to crash on the grass close to us. I grabbed my Iphone and slowly approached the crashed saucer and tried to take a photograph, but the camera didn't seemed to work.. We then see dark green robot reptilian looking creatures getting out of the saucer. I am super scared and wonder if they are going to hurt me. I think to myself "Man I need to show this to Dan and Tony". So I make a new attempt with my Iphone and this time I managed to film the craft. One of the aliens turns around and look at me and my Iphone. I throw myself to the ground for some reason, the alien approach me and I think to myself "This is the end..". But it doesn't hurt me, instead he throw a small pocket book in front of me and some small transparent ball with a bright yellow light inside of it. I look at the book and read a name (can't remember it now!!!....) but I remember that it was some American man on it.

Some children are coming in our direction and for some reason I was afraid that they would see the craft and tell someone. But when they approach it, it splits itself into two pieces and those transform in a turtle and a deer and the alien were gone.

I get out of bed and go into the bathroom. I open my mouth because it felt weird. When I open it I see that I have some white plastic stuck inside my mouth, it looked like a balloon without air. And I grab it and take it out, although there is more and it never seem to be an end to it. When I finally manage to get rid of the white plastics I see that there are three beer cans attached to my the top of my mouth (I have no idea how to explain it, and why I didn't become lucid).
This was the weirdest false awakening I have had...

Then I woke up for real 11:45[/COLOR]