lucid

After an emotional altercation I left my grandparents house. This emotional state causes me to realize I am dreaming

I tell myself "I'm dreaming" and at the same time my body starts to slightly levitate, I look down and see my Grandmas house and how incredibly high quality the dream is. I use this opportunity to take flight. I am in a residential neighborhood and my flight is rather uncontrolled for the first 5 to 10 seconds, flying at the same level as single floor house roofs. I notice my right leg is slightly hanging off though, and I use this to my advantage. I decided to use it like a control stick: when I moved it up I would go up and when I moved it down I would go down. Same for left & right. It wasn't perfect, my turning was not crisp at all and overall it was shaky -- but I had some level of control for a sustained flight.

I am still just flying trough the residential area, I see someone and immediately I start to come crashing down right towards him. I wasn't going fast, but fast enough that when I collided with the Dream Character and he must have flown like 10 meters from the collision site. His body flew trough some kind of a wooden structure as he almost disintegrated in to it. I look at him, slightly expecting him to just make it like all my DCs do since they appear to often be immortal, he didn't though. He was smoking from the friction and soon collapsed to the ground. Oh well,

At this point I look at my hands. It always has a nice grounding type effect on me, kind of like the concept of stabilization but not really. I notice that my left hands middle finger is about 90% missing, only a small stub being left behind. It looked so grabbable, so I did, and I just kind of pulled it. It didn't grow back, but I knew it didn't matter and that is why I spent only a few seconds on it.

I am no longer in a residential neighborhood, I am next to a dark wooden stable like structure completely closed off from my side of the building. I see a very small bolted drain hole, now I think what better idea than to unscrew those bolts and enter the hole as miniature me. So I go ahead with it, I unscrew those bolts, take off the cover and try to become small. I couldn't pull it off right then and there, and the drain hole just became smaller until it was basically completely sealed off. I didn't want to deal with this I thought to myself and I continue to explore the area.

It is all very similar. A farm like area with animal stalls right outside, there have must been 20 of these small square stalls right next to each other. As I'm walking right past these stalls I see that each one has a black dog laying inside. This place is ass, its bleak, empty, not pretty & completely gray with no color in sight. So I do the most logical thing /s, I summon a dream character and [EXPLICIT CONTENT] Ensues.