LUCID NON-DREAM I was sleeping in my girlfriend's house, sleeping next to her ... Sleep paralysis occured, dream scene formed. I found I stand up from my body in her room. I went outside , I could feel the touch of the door knob ... I saw my gf's dad and her sister watching the TV and talking. But noone could see me. Returned back to the body. 2nd and 3rd time woke up from the body I found myself talking to my gf about something I forgot .... 3rd time woke up, because this wasn't in my room so I was kindof scared of what if negative entities approach me.... ? So I made up a SWORD by myself (my mind created it!) This was awesome... And I asked "God" or "higher power" to send divine energy to the sword.... And I saw a golden light enter and lighten my sword ! That was awesome... Then I created a SHIELD and did the same thing to it ... But then the excitement made me wake up for real
Woke up in the morning .. Lied back to bed and could feel vibration in the lower portion of body (i.e. my legs ) I wanted to do Lucid Dreaming/AP .... So closed my eyes and wait for it .. After a while it didn't happen but just soft vibration so I forced it ... I looked up in the void of my closing eyes , tried to find a spot to concentrate on .. Here it was ... somehow like a fingerprint in white , a point of focus (I thought that was my third eye's point of focus ) ... focusing on it ... and here it went ... I saw somehow like a spiral that sucked me into it ... and I saw dream scene began to form in front of my eyes ... Here I was ..... in my room again Today it was better than yesterday or the day before .. I did lucid 3 times today , all ended up in somehow the same scene ... In one lucid I even looked at my hand , it didn't look like my real hand , a different shape .... then I tried using index finger to put thru it but I could not put thru it but I could see somehow gave me a funny feeling ... I laughed and flied outside the windows . It looked a much better scene , brighter scene than those lucid I'd been having those days .......... Flew outside and flew around the buildings , in 2nd or 3rd dreams I wanted to "stableize" it so I rubbed my hands together ... But the problem I am now facing is that I can't hold long in the lucid dream .. I always forced back to the body and I don't know why how to improve it .. maybe look up some articles here in DV
[LUCID] [NON-LUCID] Got thrown out and back to the body several times ... cannot stay still in one scene First and 2nd and 3rd scene happened in a room - not my room - no idea where it was .. but it was kind of old and had marks on the wall ... 4th scene decided to see something else outside no more in a room - so I saw myself on the sand near the beach . me alone . clear sky but looked like almost rain .... didn't know what to do so decided to "fly" up into the sky again but made me wake up .... Felt sweat over body 'cause of too many attempts to AP/LD so decided not to do any more ~> drag back to some dream , with my mother in the dream but forgot the details through out the day ...
LUCID NON-DREAM Woke up in the morning , want to have a lucid/AP so I lied down and close the eyes . This time Sleep Paralysis happened just so fast right away after I closed my eyes . Call upon the protection of Archangels and my Spirit Guides , I saw bubble white light , and I projected me out of my body , up to the ceiling as usual . At first the scene before my eye was my room , not very bright . It was my room in my 2nd house in Vietnam (my family had changed house so no longer lived there) .... It was not bright and I thought of a way to "escape" the room . Suddenly I thought of "destroying" the whole room . And I thought that I should go ahead and "create" a rocket out of my mind , and I could improve my visualization skill as well too ! A great idea - I thought . So I went ahead , used my hand to create a layout , but nothing came out first , I wouldn't be discouraged , and kept trying , eventually some light-green formed , following a rocket's shape .. Then finally a whole rocket had formed (but I didn't know why it was in green) ... And I fixed the rocket so it looked alike a real rocket .. While I formed the rocket , the room became a lot brighter (maybe because I was happy) ... But then , the scene became blurry and I was throw back into my body , although I didn't want to wake up this soon ... I want to destroy the roommmmmm ... Woke up , want to lucid again , so i closed my eyes . I felt itchy in my ear . But it already went into the sleep paralysis state ... I wanted to take my hands up and scartch my ear .... Yes I did it but with my ..... non-physical arm , and it was still itchy T_T ... So I wanted to wake up , I breathe faster and after a while I woke up .... LOL