JeraldTa in Wonderland....

Woke up in the morning .. Lied back to bed and could feel vibration in the lower portion of body (i.e. my legs )

I wanted to do Lucid Dreaming/AP .... So closed my eyes and wait for it ..
After a while it didn't happen but just soft vibration so I forced it ...

I looked up in the void of my closing eyes , tried to find a spot to concentrate on .. Here it was ... somehow like a fingerprint in white , a point of focus (I thought that was my third eye's point of focus ) ... focusing on it ... and here it went ... I saw somehow like a spiral that sucked me into it ... and I saw dream scene began to form in front of my eyes ... Here I was ..... in my room again

Today it was better than yesterday or the day before .. I did lucid 3 times today , all ended up in somehow the same scene ... In one lucid I even looked at my hand , it didn't look like my real hand , a different shape .... then I tried using index finger to put thru it but I could not put thru it but I could see somehow gave me a funny feeling ... I laughed and flied outside the windows . It looked a much better scene , brighter scene than those lucid I'd been having those days .......... Flew outside and flew around the buildings , in 2nd or 3rd dreams I wanted to "stableize" it so I rubbed my hands together ... But the problem I am now facing is that I can't hold long in the lucid dream .. I always forced back to the body and I don't know why how to improve it .. maybe look up some articles here in DV