Somewhere Over The Rainbow

A friend kisses me on the cheek...

Everyone is getting on an amusement park ride, I follow the crowd, wonder why nobody invited me, we get on a tilt-a-whirl type of ride, and after the excitement of getting on with everybody I say "ok, this isn't really fun, I'm just dizzy more than anything."

I come home into the kitchen and my brother has a pizza and there's a box of laundry detergent inside the pizza box. My mom (not my real mom, some dream mom) is standing beside my brother. I'm watching the scene as if it's TV, Khloe Kardashian is me. She says "what's that" to the box of detergent. My brother makes a comment about how I (or Khloe) should know this stuff. I want my mom to see I'm contributing, I clean up, tidy....now they're both in the living room and my brother is being lazy, I want my mom to see how much I did. I realize she took apart the vacuum cleaner because it needed to be washed. It's sitting outside on the deck with soap and water in it.

I'm watching two people interact, one of them is a character from Party of Five or something, one character says he should have done something or been somewhere, the other character (the Party of Five one) says something to the effect of "how could you be in two places at once?"

I'll record triggers for lucidity here:

- Being at home and realizing something is off, looks strange, something is happening that is unusual (And both times that this has happened in a dream, I've then smashed through a window in an attempt to make something happen or to change the scene).

I'm using this entry as a space to record themes and patterns that I notice in my dreams:

- going to the washroom in public, being exposed, people watching me
- trying to get home to Vancouver from my dad's in Edmonton, not being able to, being lost, not having enough money, having some obstacle preventing me from getting home
- lifelong dream: running around, going through people's houses, backyards, running away
- odd proportions