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I'm in a house, don't know what i was doing, then an old friend of minde comes - manuel - he tells me, that he just left the hospital, he underwent some surgery with his arms, some bones where transfered from one arme to the other, as he came in, we embraced each other by hugs, it was nice, i thought if it is too much embrace but i figured that its good.
he told me, that he now moves into a flet i got. i was happy for him. then we went to get some food, and they ordered knödel, i usually do not eat something with animalstuff inside, but i thought, well, this time a take a small portion. we ate, than they wontet do drink some beer or so, but i was not to interested.


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some street, i went, a house was nearby, i think i heard some child screaming, but it was not clear, then i met rut, she asked me, if i to had heard the screams, i confirmed, and we desidet, to do something against it, by going to the house and see what was happening.

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a girl/women, told me that a friend of her wonted something, she wonted to get some breast milk, i thought i have asolution, and showed her some porn genre, in that, all the women had breast mild, and they gave the men there milk, some during sexual action, some without, they had also some special clothing, with a certain style, there where old man and jung ones.... my thoughts about that genre where ambivalent...

I'm in a city, dont know where, maybe in southamerica, i'm inside a car, on the backseat, a man is drivin and besid him sits a woman, i have to get out of the car, but they cant stop - i sie the inside of a buss, the driver has to go trhough a small curve, and a girl shows him, with her fingers, hom much space he has to turn, and the girl uses a women in a car to spot the space, which she cant see properly, because of that buss, we cant stop, so i have to jump out of the car while driving, i get out, but i forgot my rucksack, so i jump back, the driver holds now the hand of the woman next to him, i go out again....

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with S, walking around, we are in a park, it's not very clear, someone comes toward us, and says that he could work as gardener, i'm thinking to myself, that he means picking up the dogshit, because in that city, with all the polution no plant will prosper, but i start to doubt it and think maybe he means it. so S startsworking with the garden and i wont to help him, but first, the man shows us, the border to the neighbor, where we shall not work, but the neighbor wants our tools, and its kind of funny that he wants something but wont give us something, as i start working, i see, that i'm wounded on my finger, the skin is going down between my nail and the finger below... i get earth soil on my bare flash and i think to myself, i should not work otherwise i may get infected.... i go and show someone the wound...

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Inside a flat, W is there, he wants to take a bath and asks if it is a problem, i tell him, that if i have a problem or if i want something i will thell him and that there is no need for asking me.

I'm at our old flet, someone is comming or something like that, and i should get something from the grocery story around the corner. for some reason, i figure that i should get that item with the car from my mother although i do not have a driving licence. i get into the car and it's hard to drive, i'm not sure how to use the car right. i nearly have an accident, and then, at the grocery store i have to park in a parking spot for disabled people, because i cant get into the other one, then another car gets out of his parking space.... as i decide to driv back, i drive right into a one way street, and of course in the wrong direction, some car drivs towards me, but we do not hace an accident.... a police man gets me, i sit with him somewhere and we have to wait for something, he starts to get into my mouth with his fingers, and he tries to pull a tooth out, which is not a real tooth but one which was made, i say to him, that he should not do that, and that it's quit unpleasant, and he stops it.

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We (S and I) are walking somewher in croatia, i a city, probably zagreb, around, two guys are behind us and as we walk, i pick up some stones and i think to myself, hopefully the guys behind us dont think, that i'm afraid of them, or i want to attack them, after a while, they start to by a bit stupid, they start to through stones toward us, but it's not an havy attack, and i trie to calm them down, and i do it with my lingua skills, i say some sentences in hrvatski and it works, they are a bit stagger a bit and let lose of us...

I went into a house, there i had a flet. my ex comes, to see me, we are quite nice to each other, she asks some questions, and it goes on, then some friends of mine appear, and we sit in a room outside my flat, but within the staircase, we sit there for a while, then i remember that rut is probably still in my flat, i return, hoping that she still waits and she does, i think i apologize to her, and then we lay down in my bed, in that moment i love her deeply, i'm happy to be with her and i like the idea of beeing intimate with her. oh, and i remember that she wore tight jeans, in which her ass, looked beautiful.

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Within a shop, i shop for some items, and i'm thinking about stealing some of them, as i stand close to the cash register, i see a employee touching an apparatus and i seems to me, that this thing has something to do with catching thieves, so i retrieve from putting those things into my pockets, and pay everithing, as i stand by the cash register the employees start talking to each other about a new intranet, and i hear them talk about social reforms, and about data which can be hidden within this intranet without the noticing of the company. finally i see, that these people would not do anything about my steeling, because they seem very nice to me, as i leave the shop, they all stand by the door goodbye to me

For some reason, i went into the junge, to meet or stay with a teacher, in the dream it was my yoga teacher, i went there with a friend, or he was maybe already there when i arrived. the house was a nice wood structure, tinkered together. I should get some wood, for the fire, but i somehow had the wrong shoes on, and i had no otheres to wear, so i thought i go without shoes, but they told me, that may be not such a good idea, the natives themselves do not go without shoes.... so i thought about borrowing some old sport shoes.
Then the teacher went a bit of to get some prophesy. and i got some chocolate, which i was not sure if i like it or not...

I'm in a house, which needs to be renovated. Some guys, three of them, do that job. they say, that the whole electrical system should be remade, and for that, they have to take down the clay coverage. But instead of paying a guy to do that job, they will hire someone, which can do that than. And then i notice, that the whole roof truss is loos, i can move it from side to side, and the house bends with it, all the doors get skew, and i realize, that the wood arbor, which connects the house with the truss, is broken, the worker say, that they have to fix that as well, and i'm thinking about the best ways i can immagine to do that.

I was on a flight, which obviously was going down, so i tried to be a pilot... simultaneously i get someone how had some exirience with flighing an airplain. i was on the had, upside down, and then on the wrong side.

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I was part of an company, we tryed to make weed, or a sauna, some workers where there, they combined a sunlamp with an sauna, then there where some trobles, a worker bought machines, we dont really needet, the next they, other workers, they seemed better suited for the job, had build a good growing camber, the only thing, i didn't understand was the entrance...

then there was a fest, a lot of people came, including a friend of mine, selina, she was very nice, and tried to make a cosy atmosphere out of the place, which was not too easy.

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I went with my mother to in our house, than my brother came, and made some streß, i told him, that he should chill a bit, that everything is o.k, and there is no need for stress.

I went to a house, where ruth and her family lived. There is garden, the sunn is shining, i meet her mother, i try to apologise to her, they seem as if they themselves dont no what to say or to do, my mother is also there, she wants a nice table in the garden, so we all can eat together.

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I know, that there will be a port cast, it is a small house, and the gay looks like an oxford profesor, he is wearing an apron, and as the girl comes, he is quite nice to her....