non-lucid

Date: 3/5/2018

This dream made absolutely zero sense whatsoever, just like the Phantom Menace.

The dream starts off with me in my Duke of Edinburgh Gold trekking groups, and we are walking through a series of rooms which are connected by a small entrance. I ask my friend if he likes RedLetterMedia, and he says he likes their show "Half In The Bag."

In the last room, there is a bunch of different floor sections, each one dedicated to a character. I think one of them was dedicated to Dexter Jettster who was a character that Mike made fun of in the Phantom Menace review.

Date: January 2018

I dream that I am a child sitting on the floor of the area between the kitchen and the table in my grandma's house in Bangalore, India. There is a phenomenal sense of comfort, warmth, and happiness.

NOTE: The sense of comfort, warmth, and happiness which I felt in this dream was so powerful I spent several days after the dream depressed that I could not relive those memories nor feel those emotions as vividly as in the dream.

Date: Some time around 2009-2011

I go to the backyard of the Dubai house, and to the back at the left, there is a large pit. I jump into the pit and there are animated skeletons and a man wrapped in bandages, who resembles the Spazm halloween prop. I then have a false awakening, waking up at my grandparents’ old house in Abu Dhabi.

Date:

March/4/2019

Yet another Vietnam-related dream.

We are walking in Vietnam, and there is a girl near me. I am speaking as if she must hear everything I am saying, as it is extremely important. I hear several students talking about how India is the worst smelling country in the world, and they continue about how badly it smells. I say "I know many Indians who've commented that white people smell like milk, it's quite relative." People say "nobody asked for your opinion" and "nobody cares" etc, rudely shutting me off, like is common in real life anyways.

After that I begin to explain to them that regardless of their beliefs, they should be conscious who they're saying it in front of. Talking about how much you dislike a country in front of people of Indian descent is quite demeaning. My friend who is walking in front of me, who is Indian, turns around and agrees with me.

Afterwards, I walk forward and see a kid from school who looks much chubbier than usual, supposedly he's stuffed his shirt with pillows or something, and I ask him how much the fatsuit costed.

The dream then ends.,

Date: 2016

There is a large cove, and in the center there is a large purple mass.

Date: 2018

Yet another set of dreams where I can hardly remember the date. I feel as if this may have been a recurring dream or something similar, in a theme park. Therefore, I will talk about the multiple dreams I have had through 2018 which all take place in what is assumedly the same theme park.

This is chronologically the first. I think I went to the part of the park named Epcot, which is weird because it wasn’t disney. The park was probably in India. We first went to the haunted part of the park, in which I went in a walk-through haunted house. At one point in the haunted house, everything is white, in a hallway. There is a small trough in the hallway, in which I am stuck, and a figure in white (similar to the Spazm halloween prop marketed on the internet) approaches me and begins to scream. I feel a sense of terror.
A repetition of the first dream, or at least a reference to me being stuck in the trough of white powder with the haunting figure.

I am not sure whether this is part of the dream with the haunted house, or if it’s part of another dream, but I also remember there being a ghost train. I felt a strong sense of happiness and comfort while riding this dark ride, not finding it scary in the slightest bit. It was structured like a standard ghost train, alternating between the outside and the inside, and the inside, while horror-oriented, was still amazingly comforting for me.

3. This dream takes place in assumedly the same theme park, I’m not sure, but it’s a different dark ride. I ride it with my mother and probably my brother (I can’t remember). Inside the dark ride, which is eerie yet still slightly cozy (as opposed to terrifying and nightmarish like the haunted house). All I can remember now, several months after the dream, is that there was an elephant in one room, which looked like an antique - it was an animatronic - and that I either had a sense of deja vu in the dream or I had another dream which was similar.

Date: 2006-2010

This one is weird as I am not sure whether it is a false memory or a dream - or even real! I am sure that it was after the era of the PlayStation 3. This is because it involves a PS3 game.

I was at Ibn Battuta mall, at the Geant which existed there, and I bought a copy of some sort of game. I know that this is around the time at which my father bought a PS3 to use as a Bluray player, and Virtua Fighters along with it. On the cover of the box, which resembled a box of chocolates, was the face of some sort of wolf beast / werewolf creature. I have a memory of opening the box and playing the game on the PS3, one of the fighters being female and the other being (I think) the werewolf.

To this day, I do not know exactly when this happened, nor do I know if it was a dream or real. I am inclined to believe the box with the wolf beast on the cover was a dream because I can not seem to find that box or the game again, but it could have been reality as my dad did buy and play Virtua Fighters at some point.

Date: Summer of 2018

I am in my grandma’s (mom’s mom’s) house in India, which is one floor above the ground. I hear from my mother that I am being conscripted to fight a war, either against the United States or China (I cannot remember - I was either being conscripted as an Indian to fight against the USA, or as an American to fight against China). I inform my mother I am going to commit suicide, and her response is simply “Okay, go ahead.” I walk outside, and jump from the first floor, landing on my head which splits open. I then walk up to the first floor (or possibly teleport, I can not remember walking back up) and jump again, still failing to kill myself.

Date: October of 2018

I am in a large building. At one point I am on the terrace. At another point, I am inside the building and am watching some sort of show. In the show, a large black human body is floating around, standing up. I think he is the controller of the show. The show is quite gory and people are being decapitated and mutilated. The silence is deafening, and the show is long. The dream then ends, and I wake up.

Date: March/3/2019

Info: I didn't remember my dream when waking up, it just came to me slowly when I was taking a shower and getting ready slowly.

The first "dream" I had was more or less just a weird image I had in my brain while falling asleep. It was the scene from Phantom Menace where Jar-Jar Binks is trying to enter the water on that planet where he's with the Jedi. A sea creature jumps up from the planet and grabs him by the neck.

I tried to do a FILD while falling asleep but it didn't work, obviously, as I guess I wasn't in REM.


I woke up at 2am to try FILD but it still didn't work because I was too excited and couldn't fall asleep.

The next dream was basically a repetition of something that happened in real life. My physics teacher was explaining constructive and destructive interference with his paper waves in my physics class. I look to my left and I see my friend, who has the girl he sits next to talking to him. Like always, he is trying to ignore her and she is talking to him about random stuff which has absolutely nothing to do with physics.

Date: March/2/2019

This would make my fifth dream today, I had the previous four in the morning and one during my nap.

The first part of the book had my parents helping me decide how to spend some money that I had to buy a book. They advised of a German book store where I could spend some value of money to buy the books (I think it was $200) instead. I remember the fact that the bookstore was German being very important in the dream for some reason.

I then jumped down a small height at the top of the mall of emirates, near the inclined walkways, but I landed painfully on my feet. This is despite the fact I had some sort of electronic kit with me which allowed me to jump without hurting myself, similar to the long fall boots in the Portal videogames.

The final part of the dream entails me looking at myself in a mirror in the bathroom. My hair is shaved on the sides but long at the top, and I comb my hair back to check my hairline. There are no signs of recession at all, unlike real life, where I have a noticeably receding hairline despite only being a teenager. My hair is prickly and coarse, looking like the "after" result of a hair transplant.

Date: 31/May/2018

Another dream from a while ago.

In this dream, my parents are mad at me so for some reason they lock me in my room. I manage to escape through the window, and go downstairs. Several girls from my school are present. My dad runs over, unfolds a paper clip, and begins to violently dig it into the inside of my elbow. No blood is present but the skin is penetrated.

I turn to the girls and state "I want you to see what is happening."

Date: 6/Jun/2018

This is an older dream which I am getting the specifics of through messages I sent friends regarding it when it happened.

This is during the time I was studying for my GCSEs, slightly after rather. I think I just had additional maths remaining after this point. In any case, the first part of the dream consisted of my mother approaching me to inform that my "biology revision" was in the fridge. I went down to the fridge and opened it, and saw mutilated limbs, crushed eyeballs and skulls, brains, and I recall feeling very disturbed and scared.

The next part of the dream... I have a garbage bag and am trying to figure out how to safely dispose of the corpse without alerting authorities, which is weird, as I have no criminal tendencies. There is also a serial killer present, and he claims that the bodies are his victims.

Later, the serial killer escapes my house and reaches this building where I used to have my tennis classes, and after either me or my mom call the FBI (I don't remember which one of us calls them), and a car passes by to abduct the serial killer in a way similar to how the NIS agent abducts the serial killer in the Korean film "I Saw The Devil."

After that, I apparently go to the beach with my dad.


I think that the serial killer in my dream was probably Yoshikage Kira from JoJo part 4.

Date: The summer of 2014

This is a dream fragment I have dating back to around 2014, which I wrote about in my physical dream journal which I've now lost.

It simply consists of there being a large house structure in a field, similar to the house in the Peter Jackson movie Bad Taste. It is night, and there is a huge orange orb in the backyard which I nickname the "annoying orange." I do not eat the orb, however it is presented as a tender and soft, sweet, food. My history teacher (the female one) is present upstairs and I meet her. It shares similarities with dreams I have had about The Global Village, a local festival park.

Date: March/2/12019

This night I had four dreams, but unfortunately none of them were lucid. I do not remember the exact order but I woke up in the middle of the night to try a finger induced lucid dream, which didn't work because I wasn't able to allow myself to fall asleep. I will try again tonight, I sleep at 10pm and must wake up at 5am so I will set the alarm for 2am.

The first dream I had was Vietnam-related. I dreamed that I was in some hotel but I was with my parents, not my schoolmates and teachers in this dream. We are walking for a while and all of a sudden I come across a friend from school, let's nickname him Narwhal, who has a pot full of noodles (not pot noodles, just a pot of noodles). We started eating, but that's all I remember.

I also remember trying to find the villa we were staying at in the hotel, it was villa number 20 and I remember that clearly. There was a villa 22 and 24 on either end, which of course makes no sense looking back on it - an increment of two, and it wasn't even in order?!

This was around the time I woke up in real life to FILD, but I couldn't fall asleep so it didn't work. I'm so close to being able to do it, I'm sure I'll do it one of these nights! I thwarted my own attempt day before yesterday night which was quite unforgiveable but it shows that it's replicable.


Then, I had a false awakening. My false awakening was quite bizarre. In western families, sharing beds with family members might be viewed as weird, however for the less economically fortunate it's more than normal. Usually I use a different blanket or so but when family members are staying over, my father and I must share a bed. I now often sleep on the couch or something instead. This has lead to me ending up sleeping in my dad's bed virtually always whenever he's in a foreign country because his AirCon is so, so, so much better than mine is. In this dream, I woke up and went to my dad's room. He had a packet of those dried Italian sausage things which are absolutely delicious, but this one was kind of three times overfilled for some reason.

I then went to sleep in his bed (I cannot remember whether or not he was in the room, but he was not in the bed), and then woke up a few minutes later to find myself in my own bed. A false awakening.

My penultimate dream occurred in my 7th grade teacher's math class, where I was hearing about how a student in the year higher than me was jumped several times and beaten up severely. I find that math teacher to be one of the friendliest teachers I've ever studied under, so I felt a sense of gratitude toward her in this dream, which contrasts with my current math teacher - whom I absolutely despise and view as an unaccomplished, incomplete, addictive, unsympathetic fool.

How I wish Half-Life 3 existed... it's strange how dreams pull desires from your brain that you don't even recall having, isn't it? My dream featured me playing HL3 as Gordon Freeman, but I was shocked to find that instead of strafing, the A and D buttons caused the character's physical displacement to stay the same, while his body leaned from left to right. This issue was very annoying and I could not amend it.

I then dreamed that I tried to switch the game mode to a target practice mode, similar to what's present in TF2. In the dream, Gordon Freeman and Alyx Vance were present, and I think I even remember Eli Vance - which makes no sense considering how he dies at the end of HL2 - Episode 2.

As a final dream fragment, I distinctively remember eating Haribo gummy cherries at some point in my dream.


Hopefully, I can have more dreams this night or during my evening nap and maybe even induce lucidity.