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I did not become lucid in this dream.
The dream started before I came to the auditorium, I cannot remember the part before it, but I believe it was normal dreamish.
I came into the auditorium to find several of my classmates scattered around in green couches, which in turn were positioned in no particular order in the room. I chose a couch and sat down, and watched the teacher walking around. Then I notice, around on the other couches are suddenly also sitting spectral figures or ghosts (they are transparent blue), images of old friends and so. One of them, a girl is sitting beside me, and she tells me 'Don't tell the others, they can't see us!' this excites me and I feel that I am welcomes by these spirits, and they just want to have fun.
Then suddenly a boy enters he looks like my friend Anders Ø., except he is presented by the teacher as a new student called Anders S. (as a close). He proceeds to sit down beside me and I now know he is created and controlled by the spectral blue. This scares me, for now they have take the form of a real person, and I feel like I'm losing control and they want to take over!
I rise up to tell the teacher, but suddenly all the figures are staring intensly at me, where as they had spoken with each other and laughed before, and I feel like they have all become evil, and I get really really scared, as I interpretet as my subcoinscioussness attacking me in my dream, in a way it doesn't normally do.
I wake up in sweat, and take a few minutes handle it. After reasoning a little I feel more comfortable and ask my head 'Is there anyone in there' jokingly, and then a high pitched tone, like a train stopping, appears. Either comming from outside or inside my head.
This scares me again, and I sit up in bed and turn on the lights. I pick up my glasses and carefully make my way to the bathroom and back again. I turn on my computer. Sleeping is not an option.

So I was out in the desert, first with my school class, we were to go into groups for 6-7 and put on scoopasuit, as we were to dive into a little pool of water and explore the big world down there. Later I was out in another desert with my family, except my sister, we were also at a pool of water, but this one was within a tiny model of the pentagon. I went to the bathroom, and saw that afterwards, the waters were poluted with my pee, because there wasn't any clean water in the toilet. I drew fourth a water tube, and filled it down in the toilet, to make the pool cleaner. My parents and my brother had some gifts with them, that they gave to each other, not to me. I was later sitting in the bus together with my school class, and we were on our way home. For some odd reason we stopped in my hometown, were we got on our bikes, and I had to share some of the town with them, as we had too much time. Oh an in the bus, my teacher (Marianne) were speaking through a microphone, and her voice was not hers, but the one of Sir Patrick Steward, I noticed this but for some reason it wasn't very odd for me, it was just a perk with using that microphone. Anyway, I chose to take them past my house via. the bikelane. (There doesn't exist a bikelane past my house in real life) We went to an old house (which doesn't exist either), now this house was a memorium to some dead people, I don't know who, I don't know how they died, but I had that idea that it was, and as we got off our bikes, one of the other students (Nanna) chose to put up a stereo so she could dance, it kinda angered me, as it was a place with ghosts, and we shouldn't disturb them with bad music... I was later back at home, I was playing computer, but went out into the kitchen, and my parents were playing with my brother, a game where they played a die about presents, and I saw that all the presents were already handed out, and they had decided not to include me. This angered me of course... and they gave me a chocolate santa to calm me down... then I woke up..
Things that should have made me lucid:
1) How did I end up in a desert all of a sudden
2) If we were going diving, why only 1 teacher
3) How did we get into a desert in a bus?
4) Why a model of the Pentagon in the desert?
5) The whole toilet affair was just weird.
6) Why were we in the desert?
7) Why the gifts?
8) Why in our hometown? Even if we drove from my school to Egypt, we wouldn't end up there.
9) There is no bikeland in my hometown.
10) If I had to take them somewhere, why not my house.
11) Why the haunted house, it wasn't even a house in real life.
12) The voice of Sir Patrick Steward makes no sence at all.
13) There was nothing on the computer screen.
14) My parents would never do that.

The dreams roots in the real world:
1) I think the pools and the desert has root in me getting the Sims 3 expansion" world adventures" where I got into a desert where I had to dive in pools to solve puzzles.
2) The voice of Sir Patrick Steward has root in me watching Family Guy where his voice is staring in the character of head of Star Trek convention / head of CIA in American Dad
3) I'm at my school, so not surprising for me to see my school mates in my dream

So last night was kind of disappointing. I reached a point while I was trying to fall asleep, where my body turned warmer, my sight grew brighter under my eye lips, and my mind was soothingly drifting into the dream world.. but it didn't happen! Three times it felt just as if it was about to happen, the whole night I kept repeating my mantras, but it turned out to be a dreamless night, when I finally fell asleep : (