A Penrose Mind

My dream recall isn't at it's best today, plus I wasn't asleep to long. I went to bed at around 4 a.m. and got up at 9:30. Laser tag really winded me.

Fragment one:
I'm with this kid. He seems to be my friend. He starts to ask me for money and I'm like "I don't have any money." He says "Well just steal some from your dad. I tell him that isn't a good idea, but soon after peer pressure gets the better of me and I take the money for him. Later on in the dream he asks me for money again, to which I respond, "My dad doesn't have any more cash."

"Does he have a credit card?"

"Yeah?"

"We'll just use that!"

We end up taking one of his (non-existent) devices. We insert the credit card in it and withdraw the money. Now I'm getting really nervous. He'll obviously see the withdrawal. I think I hear my dad at the and I tell him to hide the credit card and device.



Fragment 2(not sure if they're connected):

Some kids that I know are at my house (well…apartment) and it appears that they're looking in a book version of my dream journal. After a while of reading they start to kind of mock me (which I expect) but it doesn't really bother me. Then they really start to mock me, and after a while I promptly get up from my couch and tell them:

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!"

I repeat said phrase until they vacate the premises. (Yeah it was a bit mean, I just didn't see what was the point of inviting people to my house if they were just going to make fun of me the whole time, I barely even knew them either).

I think I had one more dream after this one but I can't remember it. But last night as I was trying to fall asleep I finally got into a dream where I was in this hall. I started to run down it and then I started to feel control of my outside body. It was weird, like I fell down but never got up. Well I haven't really been lucid in a while, next time I am though I have to remember about Operation: Ghost. Well I'm hungry and I'm gonna go have some breakfast.

This dream was nice. Simple, no real threat or danger, just a regular day in the dream world. I wasn't lucid, but then again I'm glad I wasn't. Sometimes it's just good to immerse yourself in the dream. This is 13.5 because I was going to go to laser tag at 10:40 p.m., and it was 5:00 p.m. at the time. So I just popped a melatonin pill (3 mg) and head off to sleep.

I'm certain this dream started in school. Usually my mind completely fucks up on recreating my school but this time around it did a pretty good job.

I'm in class doing some work (obviously I don't remember doing the work). A bunch of friends and I are going to my friend Stevens birthday party. The bell rings and me and everyone else make our way down stairs. Unlike normal people, I slide down the rails for 100% efficiency ! I bump into Premal on my way down. She isn't wearing glasses as usual and looks a bit cuter than usual. I find myself feeling a bit uncomfortable, so I just slide passed her as we share a quick hello.

I then bump into Maisha. I get off the rail and start walking beside her.

"So Stevens having a birthday party." I tell her. "You going to come?"

"I don't know, maybe." She replies.

(I've known Maisha for a pretty long time, and we've grown close over the years).

"Well a bunch of people are gonna people so if you want to come your gladly welcome."

"I'll think about it."

As we begin to walk through the exit, there's a scene change. I'm at the party now. Were all really just hanging out in a movie theatre (not inside the actual theatre obviously). I walk over to talk to Elmer and I tell him:

"Hey do you know I had a dream that we were all going to Stevens birthday party?"

He doesn't seem to care, and why would he? It was a planned event it's not like I was seeing into the future.

We start to talk about anime for a while and then maybe around a couple minutes afterward I woke up.

This was a nice dream. It wasn't so what was going on in the dream, but just the feeling.

After note: I just got back from laser tag and I'm bloody exhausted. I'm gonna go lie down.