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Note to reader: For the first time the whole dream went together perfectly with no gaps or fragments. It was one, big, memorable dream. Pretty cool !

August 31st 2010,

The Murderer (Non-Lucid):

Hm..I don't know where to start. Well, ok, I had an acoustic guitar that I kept bringing around everywhere. I was walking around with my mom on the side walk. We kept getting into arguments about stupid things. For some reason we stopped by the church. And she filled out a form saying that I was going to go to religious education for the 6th time (I only really went once in real life). So I looked at her and was like. "Mom..why the hell do I have to go learn about God for the 6th time. What else is there to learn? I'm pretty sure after 5 years of religious education, I'm all set." and she got mad and we got into an argument. This guitar that I kept carrying around, I kept forgetting everywhere. For example, one minute I would have it...then I would drop it to do something else, then I would go somewhere else and I would forget that I dropped my guitar and I would have to go all the way back and get it. Now for some reason, in my dream the church and my old elementary school were combined into one big building. So most of the dream was just me fooling around in a playground. I would walk around most of the time. And 2 of my friends were in the dream. One of them was my 11 year old friend from my last dream, and the other one was his 13-14 year old sister. His sister grabbed the guitar off of the ground and started playing a song. And we were all walking together as she was playing the song. They were both following me. So we found a little circle of teens sitting on the ground meditating or something, and they had a leader which I recognized from real life. His name is Spud and he works as the musical director at my church, I met him through a community service group. So I assumed that this little circle was the religious education. He enjoyed the fact that Katerina (my friends older sister) was playing the guitar because she was playing some Christian song I forget which one. Then everyone got up and was gunna head home (So I don't really remember any "education" going on). I followed Spud to his car. I said my goodbyes and then my mother started walking home, which is down a really long street, not too far from the church/school. Then my father appeared out of nowhere and we were all walking back home together, the sun was setting so it was going from afternoon to evening. My mom was telling my father and I about some weird guy who was following her around and calling her and taking pictures of her. So he was pretty much stalking her. And my father and I were pretty concerned. This is where it gets interesting.

So we kept walking and a car pulls up behind us. A man steps out and he says grabs my mother. And he says to me, "Don't move or I'll hurt you." and he pulled out a knife and pointed it at me. Of course my father and I still proceded into trying to get my mother, and then my dad got too close and the man stabbed my father. I was in shock. Then the man turned to me and said, "Okay. Let's try this again. Don't move or I'll hurt HER." and he stabbed my mom in the stomache. She screamed in pain. I didn't know what to do. All of the sudden a wave of haze just passed above us. Our surroundings were materializing into a room. And then I recognized that we were now in a building back inside of the church/school. The man was pretty confused but he was still holding onto my mom. I was surprised as hell to see his face when I looked closer. Shane freaken Dawson...in my dreams..again. Except this time he was trying to kidnap my mom and kill me and my father. So he took out a knife and he threw it at me. I can't remember if the first few times he threw them at me, they hit me. But I do remember he kept throwing them and I said to him, "Jeez how many knives do you freaken have?" and then he ran out of knives and started throwing ninja stars at me. I was dodging or blocking most of all the things he was throwing at me. Then eventually everything settled down and he tied my mom and dad and me to chairs. I came up with an idea. I had my cell phone with me and that big guitar I had was outside, so immediately the roped around me just fell off. I started going outside and Shane said to me, "What are you doing?" and I said, "I left my guitar outside, I'm gunna go get it." I went outside and looked for his parked car, then I memorized his license plate number which was actually GEHEMI I remember it still lol. And then I went back inside and he was trying to kill me again. After a while I started picking up all the knives and throwing them back at him. Eventually he came up to me and grabbed me, and I had a ninja star in my hand. I pushed his arm that had the knife away, which exposed his neck. Then I sliced it with the ninja star. He fell over and I saved the day. Yayyy. I called the police and told them the license plate number and they found our location and carried out the body and everyone back to safety.

Later that night I remember going on youtube and looking up what happened. Everyone was skeptical about Shane being dead. I remember reading one of the comments saying, "This was all just a set up, he's not really dead." or something like that. Then that's when I woke up, around 8:51 this morning.

Ok today is still August 30th, and I usually don't put up 2 dream journal posts in one day because I never take naps. BUT today I took a nap and I had a very strange first FULLY AWARE dream/SP state I think. Ok so here it goes:

I took a nap today, so I was sleeping and I completely forget what was going on in my dream but I remember hearing the sound of cars going by like it was some kind of city setting... Then I heard a voice and first it said "I am dreaming.." very faintly. Then I looked around because it was kind of strange..then I observed my surroundings and then I said to myself "I am dreaming..?" Then I yelled "OMG I'm DREAMING!!!" that moment that I found out I was dreaming, my heart sped up really fast and then the sound of cars passing by just completely vanished and EVERYTHING shutdown like everything went COMPLETELY black. I tried to move but i couldnt! So i was like ok I want to hear the ocean! I couldn't really hear the ocean so nothing really happened. When everything went completely black, there was no sound and my heart was racing so I think I was half asleep. And I could feel my body felt like I was in the ocean like I felt waves hitting under my body like i was drifting and floating in the sea..omg so cool...then I tried imagining the end of my last dream. I had no control but it was FREAKEN AWESOME. Just the feeling that I was FULLY aware and I KNEW I was dreaming was INCREDIBLE. Even tho everything was pitch black...and then my dad woke me up for dinner....

My conscience was fully aware. Although I couldn't see anything I fully knew that I was in a dream. I had no control, but it was a start !!!