lucidkara

I was in an elementary school with Dina. Someone was after her and I was trying to protect her. I kept grabbing her by her arm and dragging her to different classrooms to hide. I was annoyed with how bad she was handling the situation and that I had to do EVERYTHING for her to save her. It was like she was a vegetable or something. At one point I barricade us into a classroom and the killer points his gun through holes in the wood panels and starts shooting. Eventually he runs out of ammo and we are safe. I cant remember what happens here but I get us out of the school somehow and then the dream cuts off

I was 3 months pregnant with Leo’s baby. Leo and I didn’t do anything sexually, it just really weirdly happened. I remember having a sick strange feeling the entire time about the whole situation but I never questioned if it was even physically possible. I decided to have a late abortion (not even sure if that’s possible at 3 months) to take care of the situation. Allen was super mad at me but we were still together. I told Leo thati wouldget the abortion and he was relieved. I then became really grossed out again. Allen and I had to take some sort of voyage somewhere. We stopped at a gas station to get snacks. Next thing we are on a boat. Allen and I were sitting by the railing of the ship. I had a weird feeling that Allen might throw my into the ocean so I held onto the railing really tightly. I can remember looking down at the waves and getting really nervous. Allen kept overting his eyes away from mine.
*memory laps*
Abortion had happened. Allen became a yoga instructor and was going to start teaching classes. I was in the class and noticed that it was all filled with young girls (like age 16, maybe 14 young). Allen told me that I couldn’t be in the class. We got into a fight and he explained that it was going to be pay back for getting knocked up. I started screaming at him explaining that I never did anything to get pregnant and that it was a freak accident so that he couldn’t be mad at me. He told me he intended on fooling around with the girls in his class. I called him a perv and that he was a disgusting dirty old man. I then stormed off and felt incredibly grossed out by Allen, the girls, and once again the freak pregnancy. It was incredibly up[setting to me.

My family went on a family vacation to Montana for some random reason. My grandpa Harlan and I were getting ready to go get some food . I was really excited because I LOVED the restaurant that we were going to. On the way there I saw some super fat white girl trying to play a ball game with a bunch of skinny white dudes. Her stomach kept showing as she bounced around. My grandpa made some joke about how she was a cheap prostitute or something and I thought it was really funny. I started to laugh a lot. As we pulled around the corner I noticed that she had a ton of make up on and it looked really trashy. I started to laugh again.