lucidkara

Cant remember the first part of the dream but I was driving down a back-road very fast and I noticed that I couldn't really gauge the speed. I felt that same watter-y-ness to the air that I experience in dreams and had a strong hunch that I was dreaming. I did nose check after nose check and they all cleared but I had to make sure since I was driving. Once more with my foot I felt like I couldn't gauge the speed very well and so I decided to look down at my hands. I did and saw an outrageous number of fingers and instantly was 100% positive. I then looked forward onto the road and saw that not to far away was a turn. I had this almost devilish thought to see what would happen if I went full speed at it. I pressed my foot all the way down, petal to metal and me speed started to grow. Then I had this sinking feeling that it could end bad or I could wake up. I decided to slow down but at least step on the break and get to enjoy a really cool burn out. I did so and the car shrieked to a halt. I drove up this huge hill where it looked like a casino was on top. When I got out of the car I focused my energy into my right palm and shot an ice ball out of my hand at the casino. I remember smiling a little at this but I could tell it wasn't enough. I paused for a moment and really looked around me. The sky looked like shades of orange and purple, the sun was MASSIVE and setting slowly. Big shadows stretched from objects. I went to do my 3 jumps super mario style to fly bout found this weird heaviness in the air and I wasnt really motivated to do the third jump to fly. My jumps were very short. I have never before had trouble flying in a lucid but I did here. I decided to see what my subconscious had in store for me inside the building but as I approached it I woke.

Bits and pieces are whats left of this dream.
Was at someone house, a social gathering. Everyone in the dream was a DC except for myself and this guy in high school who used to have a huge crush on me. I was sort of ignoring him and talking with the other females at the party. We were standing on a lavish balcony all wearing black cock tail dresses, drinking white wine out of wine glasses. Suddenly a bunch of spiders crawled onto the deck by my feet. They were pretty big and normally this would have really freaked me out but they looked just like the spider monsters in Diablo 3 and I had this urge to step on all of them with my heels until every last one of them were crushed. One even got into my hair and I batted it out and crushed it. )Seriously proud of myself here, this would normally be a nightmare for me). Some time goes by, something happens were there is an orgy upstairs and everyone has moved inside and is laughing about it. I go to text Allen that I missed him and Matt (the dude I was ignoring from high school) walks up to me and tries to proposition me. I cant remember how this went down exactly but I remember strongly rejecting him. It had something to do with the orgy upstairs. As I start to turn away he throwns up on my chest. This disgusted me and I began to vomit and swear at him. He runs off to a corner and continues to vomit. I run off to a DC friend and start to take off my dress with my eyes closed and she it trying to wipe the puke off of my dress. I was absolutely livid. I wake. Ewww.

I remember waking up in the middle of the night, maybe around 2 or 3 am. I can remember feeling so excited because I had just had a lucid dream and I was wanting to write it down. My phone was not placed on my night stand and I had nothing to record the dream on. Instead of crawling out of bed to get my phone or laptop, I decided that it would be safe to just write it in the morning. This was a stupid mistake since all that I can remember now from that dream was that I was flying at one point. Pitty, but this seems to be a regular thing for me.

I was at some giant concert/rave thing with Allen and all of his cousins. I can remember walking back and forth from the building to the car several times to grab different things. It was sunny and warm out, strange for a rave. I had made some sort of weird make shift bra out of aluminum foil and was second guessing that decision. I kept asking Stephanie if I had made a poor choice in clothing. Finally after our last trip to the car I noticed that several people from high school were there and people from Allens high school too. I had lost Allen in the crowd and started to look for him. I was growing irritated because people from my high school days kept coming up to me and trying to make conversation but I had no interest in them. Finally I decided to take a break from my search and go to the women's bathroom to seek a place to hide and cool off for a bit. I was impressed when I went inside the bathroom because the decor did not at all matched that of the giant grey cement building. It was lavish, with vintage pink walls, elegant white couches, large round fountains and mirrors, and layers upon layers of red Persian carpets overlapping each other. This space gave me a sence of peace and decadence.
*Dream sort of fades into the next scene*
I am inside this small two bedroom home. Aliens had taken over human form, destroying the human as they take form. My roommate (a fictional femal character) had taken over this form. I had convinced her that I too was an alien that had taken over the human body form of Kara and their was no need to destroy me. She was planning our trip back to the mother planet and packing various random things to bring along in our travels to study back on our home planet. I can remember that these chosen items were very random unimportant objects, like cheep plastic folding chairs, beach umbrella, a ball. It was all very silly and yet terrifying that she could at any minute figure out I was a fake and kill me. I was trying to find a good way to escape her unnoticed so that I would not have to board ship with her. Just then I get a knock at my door. It was my dad (huge dream sign since he has been past away for many years now). I was relieved and yet frightened to see him. I told him to wait at the door and I went in to tell the alien roommate who was at the door. I explained that it was in fact a human but that their was no need to destroy him since he helped many of us aliens get important information from the human race. I said that he had come to pick up an old painting of his that was at the house. She agreed to let me give him the painting and went back to her packing. I went back outside and as quickly and quietly as I could I explained the situation to him and that he would have to drive us to safety as quickly as he could. As I explained this I was getting annoyed because people kept approaching us, first an old woman, then a man, to get loans from my dad on jewelry. The ladies ring was a giant ruby that caught my eye but I quickly shoo'd her away. My dad hopped into a red pick up truck and waited for me. I went inside to grabbed the painting and I explained to the roommate that I would be putting it in his car for him. She came out as well and a weird space like car (that ran just like a regular car) was waiting for her. As I slid the panting in the narrow back seat of my dads truck I quickly hopped in and told him to step on it and he did. I looked to the back seat and saw my old dog Buddy, a black lab (also dead), and my currrent dog Baron (a pug). They brought a huge smile to my face and I grabbed Baron, set him in my lap, and gave him a squeeze. For some reason we decided to drop the car off somewhere to confuse the aliens if the were looking for us and headed out in the opposite direction on foot. Buddy was on a leash but Baron ran free and this made me nervous. I swept Baron into my arms and carried him the rest of the way. Dad and I spoke casually, laughing and slowly forgetting about the alien invasion as we neared my gmas old house. When we went inside the whole family was there, grandma was making a yummy smelling dinner. This brought me a huge sense of comfort and ease. I wake.

IM BACK!!!! !!!!!!! Have had so many lucids and wonderful vivid dream this summer but since I was traveling the whole summer & moving I never made time for keeping record. Really, even those excuses arnt good enough though. So sad remembering waking up after a lucid and becoming inspired to write them down again and then letting the distractions of waking life take that away. Those dreams have faded now but my desire to be regularly lucid has grown stronger. How can a once lucid person ever sacrifice their wonderful adventure filled dream life for a waking life that can never live up to those expectations. In reality, I was just being flat unconscious. But now I am here again, new dream journal downloaded and ready to begin. I hope to once attain the same lucidity that I once had 2 years ago when I was at my peak of recall. Anyways, here is my most recent lucids, the only ones I can remember from the summer (unfortunate since I remember being more stoked on the other ones)

I was going out to a night club alone, Allen stayed at home and I really wished him to come along. When I arrived I had a private table waiting for me yet no friends to share it with. This felt strange to me, probably my first hunk that I was in a dream. Suddenly G, Izra, & Stephanie all appeared. They were all out clubbing and decided to join me. I felt at peace now that I was not alone but this only made me miss Allen more since they all are his cousins. We sat at my table relaxing on oversize red velvet couches, sipping what I think I recall to be Tokyo Ice Teas. I realized that I was hungry and suddenly a McDonalds appeared inside the bar. I made no thought to the sudden appearance of the greasy fast food joint, but rather questioned why it would be in a night club at all and relished in the brilliance having fast food so close to people heavily intoxicated. Someone in the group had text Allen apparently and said that he was on his way to pick all of us up. I was so happy. When he did I hopped into the front passenger seat and G sat in the middle back with Stephanie and Izra on either side. As we drove I noticed that cops were doing random sobrity testing and so Allen drove a different way to avoid the traffic. Suddenly as we drove past all the light poles, one by one they began to collapse. How could this be happening I thought? This is where the dream would have turned into a nightmare if it wasnt for the fact that I just then realized that I was dreaming. "Oh my god we're dreaming you guys!!!" I shouted. Allen looked over at me knowingly and nodded his head yes with a fat grin on his face. He said "I know, I know, this is a dream". The weird part about this was that usually I am very aware that Allen is just a dream character due to his behavior in the dream but for this particular lucid I truly believed that it was him. I turned to G to see his reaction. G is notoriously the most lucid person in our group of friends but I could sense that he was unsure about we were actually in a dream. Allen said to him "look, I can prove it, watch the billboards". As we passed a billboard allen concentrated on the picture and then the picture completely changed into something else. Him and I both laughed and then I did the same to the next billboard, turning its boring grey blue advertisement into hot pink with a sexy lady on it. Allen and I cheered and continue to repeat this for several more billboards, taking turns and making our little creations. G seemed to be in a fog, he was semi lucid but there seem to be this sleepy block that wasn't allowing him to be fully with us. We pull over and stop at this building made of boring grey cement. Allen and I are ranting on and on to the others about how wonderful lucid dreaming is and all the endless possibilities. Allen shoots some sort of fire ball out of his hands as I shoot Ice balls out of mine. We are shooting them at the walls of the building as we enter. I notice that Stephanie is having a very long boring conversation with this short haired petite blonde dream character. Normally I would never interrupt someone but I knew it was just a DC and it didnt matter. I push my way inbetween them and look Steph close in the eyes and loudly ask her why she is wasting her time with the DC. She should try and harness a power of some sort, change the wall color, do something to fully experience the dream. She seems slightly unresponsive and confused. I decided not to waste my time any longer on trying to make her more lucid and I go back to G. We are standing at the top of a stair well and I am holding his shoulders, looking him in the eyes and trying to help him become more present. I can tell that he is on the cusp of realization. He then mentions something to me about what I should do if I wake up soon. I tell him in a strong voice to never talk about waking up while I am in a dream, it is a sure fire way to end it. The dream starts to deteriorate, I sense the end is soon. I quickly turn away from him and begin to rub my hands together, focusing on them and the dream stabilizes. I am I stop. I start to walk away from G but then he is suddenly in front of me. With his sleepy dazed eyes and relaxed expression he calmly says "wake up" and I do. Little bastard!! lol

I was going to move the Madison and I had not yet. Allen and I were going to have to stay in the janitors old unit before a place would be ready for us. The place had old dirty carpets, 70's green sinks, horrible 60's fake wood doors, and a long list of other bad things. However, there was this really beautiful and wonderful energy there. The lighting was really good, the fireplace was gorgeous marble, and the living room was 2 stories tall. We went into the master bedroom and found a lot of left behind crappy furniture and shelves filled with action figures in the box and unopened bags of potato chips. Allen and I started to make remarks about how the guy lived there must have been a real weirdo and we snickered as we tossed a lot of the stuff in the trash. Just then I had this realization that the action figures may actually be worth a lot of money. Allen started to put those in a box carefully so that we could go get them appraised. Just then an even bigger realization came,I WAS DREAMING!!! I stopped what I was doing and looked around the room. I instantly knew that Allen was just a DC and not the real Allen so I didnt even bother to discuss the matter with him. I could feel the almost water-y-ness to the air, the same feeling I always experience when I am dreaming. It became so clear to me, how could I not know when I was dreaming, there is such a distinct difference to me. I then did the fingure check just for the hell of it because I always had fun doing it. As I looked down and saw what must have been at least 15 or more fingers there I busted out in a laughter. I walked across the hall to a mirror. I have always had weird experiences looking in mirrors while being lucid but I quickly grew bored and decided to walk outside. Autumn leaves were falling and the trees had shades of reds, yellows, and orange. There was a crispness to the hair. I paused and breath in. A family walked by me and I thought that this would be a good time to fly since it had been a while. I ran and had jumped twice before my third hope let me take off for air. This always is how it happens in lucids, I think it was from playing to much mario 64 as a kid since that same wooshy motion is how I fly as well. I flew pretty low for the ground for a few minutes before I landed again. Then suddenly, I woke.