The whole evening I am thinking of R. That night I dreamt that I was at R.'s place and we made up. The feeling were so real and intense. Especially this feeling of release when he hugged me and told me he was sorry for ignoring and hurting me. It felt so good. All I remember is that we were standing between his bed and couch, hugging each other. I wish dreams would come true. Strangly that night Mum dreamt as well that she was at his place. But we were sitting at a table in her dream and she was talking to him, telling him, everything is ok and nobody is mad at him and that he should contact me.
On this day R. deleted me on Sykpe. It seems like there is no way back for us right now. That night I dreamt that I was at my parents' place. While looking out of the dining room window the sky turns grey and looks like in the "Talespin" - Intro. There's a terrible thunderstorm and I can see the yellow airplane. It climbs pretty steep and I think to myself, why is it out there flying in these conditions. Suddenly it falls out of the sky and crashes into our front yard. I run outside and it is such a small airplane. "Piper Cub" I think to myself. I help the pilot get out. Grandma is there. Grandpa is there (even though he is dead in reality). They don't talk. The pilot doesn't want my help. I tell him about the latest crash I had and he agrees to accept my help. Suddenly R. is at the crash scene as well. I just look at him.
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