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-Waking life

Resting in my bed I think I fell asleep, next thing I know my whole body is shaking, I wasn't even trying to WILD
My soul get's out of my body and it spins rapidly, ending up into a wormhole or w/e switching me into a dream.

-Lucid(I think only semi-lucid)

I was instantly lucid I looked around to see where I was, I was in some random scenery again. I forgot about most what happened but it wasn't nice, the only thing I remember that I was running from a phychopatic pony from MLP that had a knife and wanted do disect me or w/e ending to chase me away into a closet where I hid curling up againt the wall of it. At that point my right eye vision was gone, I could only see with my left eye. After a while of saying "wake up wake up!" while cuddling a pillow TIGHTLY, the door opened and the pony said something then swung the knife at me, I think it missed but right as I panicked I "Woke up"

-Still semi-lucid

I woke up at bed at dad's I stood up and I saw someone standing there, I don't remember who it was but nobody familiar I think, apparanly in dream he was. I talked a bit to him and we jumped on some "Glowing platform" that moves from left to right and then repeats when it get's at end. Then we were standing in a room playing some sort of a game I don't remember. What I remember saying is "I loved the times in Primary school the most... back when we were all together, school wasn't such a pressure...maybe we could make a sort of a get together?" he replied "Hah, and what pay for it ourselves?" I said "No,no, everyone gives a bit and all that".

It was obvious, I'm missing company of friends. I woke up after that.

-All non-lucid-
-I don't remember the dream fully but I do remember some stuff-

I was driving in one of those public transport thingies (Rails on the road and it drives on them). I was going to somewhere specific I don't remember where but the transport thingy got there but it didn't stop but turned on a crossing and kept going where I was going "Darn...Stopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstop!" and kept repeating stop fast to myself and it did stop after 100 meters or a bit more to which I thought "Ya, now you stop so I gotta walk alot back >_>". Next thing I remember was walking into a store (From the dream I remember walking into it 3-4 times and never actually buying anything but I don't remember when they all were but this time that was "Special") and was looking at what they have, they had bread, pizza thingies and alot of stuff made with bread+yoghurt and stuff. There were some kids infront of me in the line and they all took something while I was browsing and couldn't decide, then I shyly said to the girl that was at the register that I can't decide and that I will leave now and come back another time (I felt my ears lowered). She said it's ok and asked me something along the lines "Is your boyfriend giving you a hard time?", I instantly stoped and shyly and quietly said "Yes..." then she asked me if he does some stuff that's not nice, listed them and all but I don't remember all she listed, but mostly that he's lazy and doesn't seem to care much, yet when I'm extremely sad he'd promise anything and do small things for me and blahblah. I then asked how she knew that but she just handed me over a paper and smiled at me, on the paper there was a poem, I don't remember how it went(Thoo I'd like if I managed to remember it but meh XD) and after I read it I was all "Aww...that's so sweet" (She didn't express love to me but it was stuff written about my boyfriend in a way that would make me feel better). And then I think she smiled cause I seemed to feel better and that's all I remember.

I don't know if it means anything but for one I am atleast happy to get a dream that is a normal one because I hate constant nightmares. I just hope the dream doesn't suggest I got a bad boyfriend that I should ditch and stuff(Since I remember him being killed infront of my eyes in dreams, ignoring me sometimes completely, getting a mail by some stranger that he's dead and such...). Because even if he is somewhat lazy and all that makes me sad, he can be really sweet and everything and I love him very much.