Lunessa

Last night I had a dream that I was with all of the characters from the show "Shameless". We were in some kind of dirt cave digging something up. I distinctly remember the main character, Fiona. At one point in this dream I was also in a public restroom somewhere. I remember not being able to "go" because some other woman was in there washing her hands and there were no stalls - just a toilet and a sink and lots of space....

Last night I said some mantras to try to induce a lucid dream. No such luck...I did have a quite an interesting dream though. I was in a very nice house with some important people - some kind of get together. Apparently Bill Cosby was head of the house. We were really getting along and he enjoyed my personality. He said "Come this way, I'd like to show you something." I followed him down a dark hallway and saw two large doors at the end of it. The doors were separated about an inch - enough for me to realize that there were women tied up to chairs in there! Before walking any closer I bolted out of the house. I ran down the street. It was cold out and I was in some everyday neighborhood with average looking houses. I ran up the stairs to one and banged on the door. A smaller blonde woman opened up and let me in. I said "I know this sounds crazy but someone down the street tried to attack me! I don't have a cell phone could I please use your phone!?" I remember not being able to get my words out clearly. She agreed to let me in. I sat down at the table. She had a man living with her. She was maybe in her late 20s and he looked early 40s. He was very nice. They seemed like friends. I told them both about everything going on.

Moments later we were joined by who was supposed to be the man who looked like Bill Cosby's wife. I was terrified when she entered the door. She was white, had hair a few inches above her shoulders. She was glowing and good looking for someone who was supposed to be in their 60s. We had dinner together and everything seemed fine. At the end of dinner Bill Cosby's wife said "You have it all wrong". My husband isn't the man who killed you and this is all your imagination. I panicked. Suddenly her glowing face turned back to normal which was the average face of someone her age and the woman in her 20s disappeared. She led me outside and showed me that I was laying on the ground and the man who killed me was the man I had just met in the house I ran to! How bizarre.

I was hanging around with a few people I knew from school way back in the day. One them was Orlando and the other was Chris Shachook, although in my dream his name was Chris Rice (someone I work with). I remember driving around in a car with them and possibly some others for a few.

For some reason in the midst of us hanging out I wanted to go home. Orlando wasn't allowing that to happen. It was also snowing out at this point...He was doing heroin and came at me with a needle. I remember trying to ward him off by lying to him and saying that I had HIV. In response to this he became violent, grabbed my arm and stuck the needle into it (not even into the vein, but into the muscle) I instantly became high and felt a head rush. I tried to run away, but I was moving in slow motion because of the drug. Finally it began to ware off and I was able to run from them. I ran down Boston street (a street near where I live) and was paranoid that they'd catch up to me.

I considered knocking on a stranger's door and begging them to let me in and call the police, but I then thought that would be strange. Eventually I got to a grocery store owned by an african-american family. They were just about to close so they were annoyed that I came into the store. There were two women there that I explained my situation to. The last thing I remember was getting into their car and feeling better.

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I had another dream that I was in the show 'The Walking Dead'. I was traveling with a huge pack of people with horses and flags. We were making our way to France because there was some sort of sanctuary there. We finally made it and the city looked just like Boston. There were no running cars so everybody was walking along the streets. I remember being with 'Rick' (a character from the show) I was concerned because there were still zombies walking amongst peope in the city. He said you just have to watch out for them. I saw one chase someone off a ramp. There were also people drinking wine outside...

Last night I had a dream I was filling out a questionaire about my cats. I was writing about their ages and such. I also had a dream I was at a work event and I had a nose piercing. Without the piercing in the hole was huge! There were also carnival rides at this event and I didn't want to go on anything that was too high up.

In another part of my dream I remember helping my grandmother who's in a wheelchair into her shower. She had a white futuristic wheelchair in this dream. I also remember seeing a secret door in her house that led to know where it just hid a bunch of jars that she had. She said she was pickling eggs and stuff over the winter.

Last night I had a really odd dream that I was in the movie 'Broke Back Mountain'. I was one of the characters which is odd because I'm a female...

In another part of the dream one of my cats was biting my hand it wouldn't let go. She left a cut mark where she had bitten, it was like she was angry at me.

In the last part of my dream I was in Stop & Shop, but it was set up like a restuarant. I was doing prep work and trying to make a salad look nice. There were tons of things I needed, but no one was around to help. I remember getting very frustrated about this. I kept trying to make all of the salads look the same but it was impossible. I also over heard Kate Middleton and someone I used to work with gossiping. I yelled at Kate Middleton for being there and said I didn't care about her life. I went back to the salad station and kept attempting to make the salads look nice, but I realized I was taking way too much time and gave up.

Last night I woke up at 3:30 AM from a nightmare. I was dreaming that I was with my friend Jon and I had some kind of stomach bug. I remember not wanting him to get sick with it. The stomach bug consisted of vomitting up green stuff, it was gross. We ended up on my father's street at night and somehow this demon/entity that sort of looked like me had some intention of hurting me. She started chasing me, but she wasn't exactly running. She was sort of leaping, similar to how you would see someone walk on the moon. I realized she was wearing a white tank top and smiling. For some reason I woke up terrified.

I had another dream that I was with a bunch of people wearing white shirts and drawing. All of them were Asian I believe. Later on the dream I was working on some project with a bunch of people. I made a beautiful painting and for some reason my painting wasn't "chosen" because of something I did wrong. Another girl's painting was chosen over mine and I remember being very upset over this. After that I remember being on the back of a jeep-like car on the highway. A few others were with me and we were standing up and holding on tight careful not to fall off.

Last night I had a dream that my ex and I were attending some kind of new school (which is odd because I'm 21 and he's 29). I remember walking outside somewhere with a bunch of other students and he had started talking to two other girls. I remember feeling really hurt and jealous over this.

I also dreamt that I ran into someone I used to work with at a grocery store. She was buying a giant pumpkin. I asked her how her kinds were doing and she said the twins were doing well, but they were too young to have fun carving out the pumpkin.

Later I had a dream that I was at this same person's wedding years prior and she had longer hair. People were making toasts. After that she started talking about how her and her husband would go to go on a date and then they'd suddenly deccide to go back home because they'd "had enough fun".

Last night I had a dream that I was with my ex in our apartment. Strange animals kept entering our home. One of the animals looked unfamiliar. It was light brown, about the size of a small dog with huge rounded ears. It kind of looked like a giant cartoon mouse. It was hiding behind out refridgerater. Then I was with my father and he was angry at my cat for some reason. He threw my cat and I got angry with him, threatening him for hurting my cat. After that scene I was back with my ex in our apartment again and there were larger animals running around. We didn't know what to do with them so we for some reason decided we were going to "put them down". I came into the living room and my ex had slaughtered the wild animals. I think one was an elephant. He had gotten blood all over one of the walls. I told him our landlord was going to flip out and then he told me he was moving out in a week. I suddenly remembered we were no longer together.

In a different part of my dream my friend Jon appeared. I don't remember why or much else about this I just remember that he was there.

Last night I had a vivid dream that I was at the beach with some old coworkers from a year ago. There was some kind of ball game going on at the beach as well. Suddenly the tide was coming in and everyone headed into the restaurant which was conveniently located on the beach. I stayed behind and the scene turned into one gigantic 100 foot pool filled with ocean. I was at the edge on a small metal ladder climbing out. The ladder didnt' reach all the way to the bottom so basically if I fell in I could easily drown. The ladder was also very slippery so once I made it up it felt like an accomplishment. For some reason I kept putting myself in the same position and climbing back down the ladder only to seem like what was risking my life to climb back up it again. Finally I made it inside with the rest of my coworkers and began talking about my disease to someone I used to work with. I remember her saying "let's change the subject" as if she didn't want to hear about it anymore. This bothered me.

In another part of my dream I was in a clothing store that I really like and ran into someone I apparently knew. I could not recognize her for the life of me. She seemed offended and I later figured out who she was. She was another person I used to work with. It was odd because I really didn't recognize her in that stage of the dream, I only recognized her much later in the dream when she revealed her name.

Last night I had a dream that my Aunt was attending a new college and me and my mother were going to check it out. I remember a big table with all kinds of writing on it...the writing was describing what former students had gotten in trouble for. At one point we entered a classroom full of people and my mother singled me out to talk to one of the professors. I remember being so angry with her because I wanted to go unnoticed. I wasn't wearing my wig and I was wearing the same night gown I'd went to sleep in earlier that night. I remember being so angry with her and then wishing we hadn't fought. I woke up in my dream and she said sorry and offered me peach pie that I had made the night before.

Last night I had a dream that I had some kind of disease that affected my liver.

Last night I had a dream that I heard one of my favorite bands' music playing in someones car. I ran outside and saw a few cars on my street...I went up to one of them to talk to the people about it, but it turned out that it was the wrong car. I finally found the car that had the music playing it was two girls. I think I invited them inside.

When we got inside my house we were all wearing head wraps for some reason. I discovered that the two girls were only 16 years old. I remember feeling weird for hanging out with them after I discovered how young they were.

In another part of my dream I was outside talking to my neighbor. I asked her how apple picking with her boyfriend was and she said it was a nightmare. I remember seeing my cat outside lying down in a corner. She looked beautiful!

Earlier I had a dream that I was waitressing again at my old job. I couldn't get anything right and kept messing up everyones order. I spent so much time at one table that I got sat and couldn't get to my other table in time. Another waitress had to take their order.

I also dreamt that I was talking with a girl I went to high school with who was sick. She was in her bed as we were talking. I told her to tell another girl we knew that I said hello. It's odd because these two people aren't people I was particularly close with in school at all.

All I can remember about my dream last night was that it involved a cat and a box. I was helping the car I remember, because it was being attacked by another animal (possibly a bigger cat)...

Last night I had a nightmare that my lymphoma had returned. I found 2 lumps in my neck and was sure that it was back. That dream I woke up from...

Later I dreamt that I was with my ex boy-friend driving around in a car that we had bought together. We were sort of arguing about it since I bought the car with the money I got back from taxes and he got to keep it because it was in his name when we broke up.